A week! Exactly, seven days have gone by since the last time I dictated my horrible decision to Serena literally tearing our hearts apart. The screech of her sole "what" still rang in my ears as if I were a patient of tinnitus. She hadn't uttered a word to me after giving me that deadpanned look which made a gash on my conscience and for a split second I even questioned my own folly or fate; till today I can't seem to conclude. But what troubled me was that she walked away without a fight. Indeed, her silence was the lowest blow to my heart...the ever so deceptive organ which can\t stop itself from leaping towards the holistic love of an angel. The drought of love and pain were present abundantly in my life, yet I couldn't this silent treatment of my once upon a time beloved. I might be trapped in my guilty subconscious most of the time but I've known Serena enough to know that she wasn't someone to give up without a squabble or atleast a dignified statement. She was ball of infinite
Horrified or surprised! I didn't knew that feeling that was rising in my veins when I saw the next day morning, Serena moving gracefully in my kitchen. She was making breakfast, humming some song while there was some unknown expression on her face, which only meant that she was so enjoying all this.While here was I? Her so called boyfriend still trying to reel in the shock of her yesterday's stunts. After literally leaving me speechless, she walked out like nothing happened, while I stood there gaping in her direction as if I was hallucinating Everything.I can't believe she managed to mess up my mind within a span of five minutes. What was she in the figure of a bold and full of attitude woman?Maybe a robot; because with the way she confuses my every brain cell, I doubt she can be a human.But the most important point at the moment was, how the hell did she entered inside? Yesterday, too she came inside without even knocking the door and today too? Did she got some special witchy w
In the present minute I wasn't prepared for the trepadiation which circulated me. Hell, even the word felt new to me and I didn't knew if it was Serena or me, but I'd the instant urge to bang a desk or break someone to pieces. In a second, my shells have started to crumple down with such a reckoning force, that I feared my vulnerable state may lead to the revealation of my secrets or burden of my past would be out in no time It might make Serena hate me. Despise me or worst she might even wish for my death just like Carolina.On the spur of the frightening call of my heart, I dismissed that thought away. Serena can never even think of hurting me, let alone the think of killing me. I was gutted. I was emotionally wrecked...pieces of my sorrow overwhelming me to do something irrational; scream and yell at the heaven; fight and literally kill the demons that turned me into monster that I never intended on becoming in this life. Perhaps, I might have been a dangerous person in my past lif
Flashback The spring break was going on but this time to rejoice was not doing any good to me. It was another deal to deal with my issues, but with Serena it was all together a different experience; because as the time progressed, Serena started to get paranoid regarding her excellence in the hospitality industry. And today was no exception. She woke up with a bad dream of having failed the exam. She cried in my arms like a child while I consoled her like a mature man reminding her of her positive points. One part of my heart was in deep guilt for hiding my insomnia issues from her but I thought it was too soon. It has just been one and half month, since she shifted in my place. Throwing my troubles at her all of a sudden wasn't a very sensible in my opinion. "Where are we going?" Serena who sat frustrated beside me in the car, inquired finally. I planned to remove her worries a little by making her do something which she loves. Thus, this surprise will remain a mystery to her till
The next day morning as I sat on the breakfast table watching Nathan and Serena, cracking jokes together, I realized that she is exactly doing what I wanted her to do. Rip Carolina apart from my soul. I haven't conversed with her after our unexpected hug, because my mind was traveling in her memories as well as of my past. Ever understanding like always, she didn't questioned me much but gave all the attention to Nathan. For once I was actually pleased with this, but my rational mind was even worried of what she was upto today. "Mommy, what are we gonna do now?" Nathan asked, getting excited already. It was his weekend off and he was all the more happy that he only had to wake up early for a day in the week. How amusing!"We are gonna play a game in your Dad's restaurant today." "What???" As soon as I heard her reply, my first word was my questioning Yelp, followed by me standing shooting daggers at her. Game in the Price Inns. Has she gone mad? "Well according to today's plan, I
Hibernation Mode and Serena??? That was the first question that lurked right in my mind as soon as I stepped out of my room on the third day morning. The previous day was one hell of a day for me, but more curiosity raising fact was Serena was unusually calm and quiet. It was so not her type because the girl I knew was a ball of kinetic force running from one place to another; it was certainly impossible for her to go on no conversing spree. Generally, its my constant avatar to ignore, avoid, or be a brat throwing tantrums while she wooed me but I'm trying to adfjust to this role reveral because I know I can flip[the switch any moment. What I wont bear is Serena switching sides. As much as I despise to walk this path of redemption for mistrearting Serena I still can't confide in her to disclose that chapter for which I've been feeling guilty since ever. I am probably the biggest hypcrite of this world to not want Serena to hide things from me when I've refrained myself from being hone
FlashbackIt was the winter night, as Serena snuggled closer to me on our bed but we're yet to share that romantic intimacy which would makes us two bodies and one soul. Serena's nose had turned red and puffed due to the cold. As I caressed her arms I realized she'd little temperature as well but nothing serious that my Lady Bond couldn't handle.She had been stressed lately because her semester results were hovering above her head, while she wasn't sure that she did enough or not. I was hating the fact that she was questioning her guts over a silly exam. But nothing was in my hand. Though, what was in my hand was her smile. Her infectious smile that makes me feel alive. Thus, I decided to ease her worry to infinite magnitudes and now after midnight it was the perfect timing."Baby, wake up." I cooed her cheeks with my fingers as she mumbled some incoherent nothing making me chuckle."Darling, I want you to see something. Come with me please." I softly whispered in her ears, brushing
Flashback Time is such a fast moving element, that when it's in full force, one doesn't even realize how it passes in a jiffy. The same thing happened with me. It has already been a year, since Serena and I started dating and now after Three Sixty Five days, it was a remarkable year for us. A year of ups as well as downs; a year of turmoil and love. It held so much power to shake my entire foundation. Once I believed my insomina to be the biggest disability to lead an authentic and impactful life. I'd a change of heart and mind and I have only one girl to thank for: Serena Waldorf. Whoever birthed her certainly knew she was going to be one heck of a woman. My lady; the queen to tame her king who couldn't reason with anyone but her. By the alteration on my interior and exterior self I was totally in awe of this girl for loving me. A man who was heartless enough to hide his family as well as deep excruciating past from her. Her she has never questioned me. She was still patiently waitin