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Walking Away from a Home Where I'm Lost
Walking Away from a Home Where I'm Lost
Author: Never Awake

Chapter 1

Author: Never Awake
The moment the floodgates rose completely, murky water surged out from the depths of the rail yard.

I turned and ran, only to find that the iron gate I'd entered through was locked tight.

Meanwhile, Maurice Rivas was still talking to Carla Hickman on the other end of the line.

"Is this enough? If not, I can make her walk around in circles a little longer."

I clutched my phone, my fingers numb from the cold. For the first time, I didn't cry or beg him to come get me.

"Maurice, the water is up to my knees."

He paused, as if he'd only just registered what I said.

"Josefin always exaggerates," Carla cut in immediately. "Don't fall for it. Remember when she sat on the mall floor for half an hour last time? Nothing happened to her."

My brother, Hakon Tanner, laughed.

"She's just a coward. Scare her a little, and she'll fall in line. We can let her out once she admits she was wrong."

My best friend, Margaret Schroeder, pointed her phone at the sheet of rain.

"Carla, look! She even lost a shoe! That's what she gets for getting you fired. Serves her right!"

I looked down and realized my right shoe had indeed been swept away by the current.

But Carla hadn't lost her job because of me.

She had accidentally leaked the marketing project I was leading to a competing firm. After an internal investigation confirmed what she'd done, management fired her.

She slashed her wrists and was admitted to the hospital. Her suicide note claimed I'd driven her into a corner and left her with no way out.

The five of us had grown up together, yet the others took her side without a second thought.

Maurice rushed Carla to the hospital. Hakon and Margaret arrived soon afterward and stood outside her room, pointing fingers at me.

"Carla's already in this state! What more do you want from her?"

From that day on, they blamed me for destroying Carla's career. Even when I showed them hard evidence, they dismissed it as nothing more than petty revenge.

Six months ago, Maurice took me to Carla's birthday party for the first time.

I'd gotten lost in the parking garage and called him seven times. When he finally found me, he pulled me into his arms and swore he'd never let me wander around alone again.

Back then, Hakon would park right outside the mall entrance and walk through every floor with me until we found the correct exit.

Margaret used to send me screenshots of nearby intersections in advance, marking the locations of restrooms, pharmacies, and security desks where I could ask for help.

But after Carla was hospitalized, they left me to find my own way home, insisting she needed their company more than I did.

From then on, every time Carla cried, they expected me to give in. Whenever she claimed to be afraid, they treated my boundaries as proof of malice.

When Maurice suggested that I practice navigating unfamiliar places before our wedding, I genuinely believed he was trying to help me.

Now I finally understood.

He'd never wanted me to become more independent. He'd simply been turning my vulnerability into a source of amusement for Carla.

As the current grew stronger, I climbed onto a stack of wooden crates in the corner, hoping to reach higher ground. But the waterlogged wood had gone soft, and the moment I put my weight on it, a rusty nail pierced the sole of my foot.

The sharp pain sent me tumbling into the water. My phone slipped from my hand, and its screen cracked across the middle.

The line fell silent.

Maurice seemed about to say something, but Carla spoke first.

"I'm having trouble breathing. Didn't you promise to take me back to the clinic for a follow-up tonight?"

His voice softened instantly. "All right. I'll take you now."

I heard a car door slam shut and couldn't help asking, "You're leaving?"

"The work crew is right nearby, and the water won't rise that quickly," he said impatiently. "Stop acting like you're always the victim."

Then he hung up.

I stared at the dark screen, a deep chill settling in my chest as surely as the rainwater soaking through my clothes.

Fortunately, inspection workers outside the rail yard heard me banging on the corrugated metal wall. They used a power saw to cut through a side door and pulled me out of the water.

By then, I could barely stand.

One of the workers picked up my waterlogged phone. Its screen was still frozen on the wedding planning group chat.

Our wedding was supposed to take place the following week. A photo Margaret had just posted showed Carla wearing the custom wedding dress I'd ordered.

She leaned against Maurice's shoulder, holding the bridal bouquet I'd spent weeks choosing.

The photo was quickly deleted.

I wiped the rain from my face and called the wedding planner.

"Cancel next week's wedding."

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  • Walking Away from a Home Where I'm Lost   Chapter 8

    After the video ended, someone in the room asked whether I would ever forgive Maurice and the others. I glanced down at the water-damaged map of the ferry terminal and answered without hesitation."Holding them accountable and forgiving them are two different things. The law will decide what they deserve. Whether I return to them is my decision to make. And my answer is no."I unfastened the support strap from my cane and slowly walked out of the room. The sunlight outside was bright, and I never looked back....Three months later, the legal proceedings came to an end.Carla was held legally accountable for fabricating information, inciting an assault, and illegally accessing and deleting my personal data.Every excuse she'd once used to portray herself as a victim and win people's sympathy had become evidence of her premeditation.Maurice's company ran into serious trouble. He'd diverted funds to cover Carla's expenses and protect her, and when his business partners discovered

  • Walking Away from a Home Where I'm Lost   Chapter 7

    The next day, Maurice showed up in Savannah.He intercepted me outside the community center, holding a brand-new digital voice recorder."I've hired the best audio recovery technician I could find," he said hopefully. "There's still a chance we can recover more of your mother's recordings."I didn't reach for it. "My mother's voice isn't in that recorder."He paused. "I know. I just wanted to make things right. Even if I can only make up for a little of what happened..."I was unimpressed. "You can't make up for it."He froze, his face filled with helplessness.In the past, whenever I lost my way, all it took was a slight frown from him to make me apologize. Now, standing in front of him with a cane in my hand, I didn't feel the need to explain myself at all.Hakon and Margaret hurried over as well.Hakon carried a photo album from my childhood, while Margaret brought the notebook in which I'd spent years writing down directions. They promised to help me through physical thera

  • Walking Away from a Home Where I'm Lost   Chapter 6

    I headed to Savannah, where Kelsey had once worked at a local community center and befriended a woman named Jenny Gibson.Ever since Kelsey passed away, Jenny had sent me a postcard every year to ask how I was doing. When I showed up at her door with my suitcase, she didn't question why I was still wearing hospital scrubs or ask why the wedding hadn't taken place.She simply took my bag, helped me sit down, and went to make me a bowl of hot soup."Get some rest and give yourself time to heal," she said gently. "We can figure everything else out once you're sleeping well again."She brought out an old photograph.In it, Kelsey stood outside the community center, holding me as a little girl. Beside her was a hand-drawn map covered in arrows.Kelsey used to say that I wasn't incapable of remembering routes. I simply tended to panic when I found myself somewhere unfamiliar.If someone took the time to stop and point me in the right direction, I could always find my way. When I met M

  • Walking Away from a Home Where I'm Lost   Chapter 5

    By the time Maurice rushed to the hospital, the room where I'd been staying was already empty.The nurse handed him my discharge summary."We couldn't reach your fiancée's emergency contacts. Once her vital signs stabilized, a friend came to pick her up early this morning.""What kind of friend?""She didn't say it."Clutching the paperwork, Maurice immediately tried calling me.My phone was switched off, so he messaged me, insisting that the wedding fiasco had all been a misunderstanding. He told me to stop acting like a child and come back so we could talk things through.He sent more than a dozen messages in a row, but not even one got a response.Hakon arrived at the hospital with a dark expression."Josefin must have injured herself on purpose after seeing us take Carla's side. She's just trying to make us feel guilty."Maurice opened his mouth, but no words came out.Then Margaret arrived, carrying the bag I'd left behind in the terminal concourse.The Coast Guard had

  • Walking Away from a Home Where I'm Lost   Chapter 4

    Carla's face went pale.Clutching her chest, she stammered that she'd only wanted to return my property and couldn't believe I would think so badly of her."If you really wanted to return it, why send an anonymous text?" I scoffed. "And knowing how terrible my sense of direction is, why make me go alone to an abandoned ferry terminal in the middle of a hurricane warning?"Maurice's expression darkened. "Carla's only just started getting better. Stop backing her into a corner."I ignored him and continued, "You're sending me alone to an abandoned terminal in the middle of a storm. And you call that returning my property?""She had no idea the weather would get this bad when you stormed out with the recorder," Margaret interjected, exasperated. "Be grateful she's willing to give it back at all."Hakon shoved his car keys into Maurice's hand. "The wedding venue is waiting for us to confirm the setup. Don't let her hold you up. She's a grown woman. Does she really need a babysitter j

  • Walking Away from a Home Where I'm Lost   Chapter 3

    As I sorted through the nightstand, I noticed that someone had rummaged through the drawers.I panicked and rushed over.Sure enough, the voice recorder I always kept hidden at the back of the drawer was gone.After my mother passed away, I became terrified of leaving the house alone. For a long time, even stepping outside filled me with dread.When she was still alive, Kelsey Tanner used to send me voice messages to guide me through unfamiliar routes.She would tell me which streets were well-lit, where to find convenience stores, and remind me not to panic if I took the wrong turn.Later, Maurice transferred all those messages to a digital recorder and organized them by location. He even recorded a few messages in his own voice."Whenever you lose your way, listen to your mom's voice first, then mine."I rushed out of my room and found Carla lounging on the sofa with headphones on. The recorder lay beside her feet, and Kelsey's voice came through the headphones."When you cr

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