After getting done with his shower, Shane sat on the rocking chair, getting a black coffee. His phone was still ringing only to get him irritated.
Why was she so persistently shameless?How many times did he have to make it clear that he was not interested in her? Well, who could blame her when his dearest grandma was the one behind all it!Only if his grandma wasn't there involved, he would have showed her her place graciously.He got out of his trance when the doorbell rang. He answered the door only to find Mathew standing at the door with a file in hand.Without taking the file, Shane got inside and sat on the couch in the living room and started sipping his coffee.Closing the door gently behind him, Mathew followed Shane and stood in front of him, confused about what to do.Shane uttered in a cold tone, "What are you waiting for?" after glancing at the file in his hand.Getting his indication, Mathew filled him in with the information about both of the wedding parties, he collected."Okay. I got it. Leave." Shane thoughtfully nodded and dismissed Mathew.When he left, Shane got back to his bedroom. He checked his phone once only to find 10 missed calls from the very same person which intensified his irritation.~••~Getting back home, Lilian slammed into her bed, feeling exhausted.She decided to get drunk because she didn't want to think about Simon's betrayal and just to get knocked out and have some sleep. As it was her first time drinking, she didn't know before and to her irritation, she found out that she was a heavy drinker actually and could handle her drink pretty well.And at 3 am when she still couldn't get some sleep, she got down from her bed and sat near the window and wondered if there was magic. Because all she needed were some fairies to take her pain away and help her sleep.She tried everything she could think of. But time was playing a dangerous ever lasting commodity while her heart was in pieces.She took a book to read, a pen and a paper to write, and clung to some music that might just make her fall asleep yet nothing helped. A similar sleepless night after that night from years back when she left her home got haunting her and all she wanted was the dawn to break soon...Should I leave this town as well?She considered for a moment until her mind reminded her that she wasn't the little girl anymore to run from her problems.She didn't do anything wrong. If anyone was wrong here, then it's Simon only. Why would she leave?When her gaze fell on the painting that was hung on the wall on the top head of her bed, a rage stirred in her. It was a gift from Simon. She had a thing for this painting but now seeing it, she was only shaken with anger.Without wasting any moment, she gathered all the things starting with that painting, Simon had given to her from the very beginning of their friendship and packed them.By the time she was done, her little apartment looked out of shape. Not because Simon had gifted many things to her but because she thought of killing some time by going through all her kinds of stuff to make sure nothing from him was left behind there.Then she arranged her apartment neatly once again and took a shower. With all the things going on, she literally collapsed on her bed and after some time sleep engulfed her at last.When she woke up it was already noon. As she sat up, a severe headache greeted her. Without bothering, she made her way to the washroom and got freshened up.Feeling somewhat better, she took an aspirin and a bitter black coffee which reduced her headache.Looking at the packed stuff and thinking about what to do with them, she got ready. Nodding at her thought, she made her way out, locking the door behind her.At first, she thought of throwing all these on Simon's face but getting a better idea within her mind, she took a taxi and made her way to the market, to be specific to the pawn shop.Pawning all the things like dresses, watches, and paintings, she got a thoughtful gift for her money lover ex-boyfriend.It was already late in the afternoon when she reached her place. She was so sure that Shane wouldn't show up. He just showed some consideration for a crying girl or something.Shrugging that thought, she changed into a nice, soft, short-sleeved midi dress. The watermelon red dress was not too tight nor too loose on her body but fit perfectly on her. Moving her hands against the fabric to straighten it, she ambled towards the dresser and saw her reflection in the mirror.She adjusted and tied the same colored belt around her waist and started doing her makeup.The makeup was too light that he probably won't even notice, but it gave her a fresh and bright face. She brushed her hair, settling her front locks through a few bobby pins. She framed her face through them and tried to make them look as natural as possible.Once she was done, she looked at herself in the mirror for the final look. She was looking fine, but plain. Something was missing,Jewelry, yes. She thought.Lowering down, she pulled open her dresser's drawer and took out a pair of small, dangling earrings. The artificial. Silver solitaire at the end of the pair was twinkling, enhancing their elegance. She wore them along with a dainty bracelet on her wrist. She again saw her reflection through the mirror and smiled a little.When she saw her eyes brimming with tears, she blinked for few times to fight back them. No way she was shedding tears anymore for him.No matter how much she tried or whatever expression she tried to pull out on her face, her eyes were filled with grief which only irritated her.She couldn't fall weak. The promise she had made to herself years back was to be kept once again. And she would do it. Shoving the gift packet in her sling, she got out of her apartment.Getting a taxi, she made her way to the resort. When she reached the venue, it was exactly 7. As she expected, there was no sign of Shane around. Taking a deep breath, she walked to the entrance, hoping the guards wouldn't stop her. Though they didn't stop her at the entrance of the resort, she got stopped at the entrance of the hall room where the party was going on.Though Lilian said she knew the groom, without an invitation card, they didn't allow her to enter there.Simon was smilingly talking to Evana, his bride when his eyes fell on Lilian at the entrance. Before Lilian caught his gaze, he looked away. He was thankful that without a card, she wouldn't be able to enter there and he didn't give her one. He had ended it with Lilian, then why she was here? He got thinking for a moment.He told her because he thought Lilian would never show up in front of him let alone try to create a scene at his wedding party. He had managed to get the attention of Evana by painting him as innocent and loyal and whatnot with the utmost effort. Now after having succeeded, he couldn't slip it through his fingers.When he again turned to the entrance, Lilian wasn't there anymore. Thinking she must have left, Simon couldn't be more relieved. He pulled out a huge smile on his face as he turned to Evana....After Julian was done with his work with Shane, he got up and turned to leave. Shane was about to concentrate on his work again but Julian stopped and turned to him.Making an expression like he almost forgot the most important thing, he spoke up, "By the way, you didn't tell me.""Tell you what, Jules?" Shane asked, his voice irritated.Shrugging it off, Julian asked his question with excitement, "When am I getting the chance to be your best man?""What are you talking about?" Shane asked appearing clueless. "Don't pretend, okay?" This time Julian got irritated, "I am asking about your wedding. When are you two getting married?"His words hit him differently. This time he got what Lilian was trying to say actually. What right she was talking about back then got clear to Shane.But_"What? Please, don't tell me you are still going to say you don't believe in marriage and all. You two have already wasted so much time. Don't drag it like this." Julian said sternly and Shane stared at
Angel was sleeping peacefully beside Rose. Within just a few hours, both of them got mixed so well. Lilian thought as she stared at them smilingly. She tossed on the bed for hours but didn't get to fall asleep. Not wishing to disturb their sleep, Lilian got down from the bed. After properly setting the comforter on them, she walked out of the room. She closed the door behind her trying to make less of a sound. Thinking of what to do, she headed for the pool just like she used to do when she lived here. But instead of walking in the garden, she sat by the pool putting her legs into the water. She shivered feeling cold at first but she sat still. As she stared at the water of the pool, her whole life started flashing in front of her eyes and then there was just Angel. And now Shane. The smiling face of Shane appeared into the water. She smiled back but it got vanished when his voice came as well, "What are you doing here without sleeping?" making her realize he was there for real.
Seeing Lilian silent, Shane asked again without breaking eye contact, "Answer me. Have you ever regretted it?"His tension mounted higher, the longer Lilian kept her mouth shut."I am asking you something. Have you?" Shane asked, desperate to get an answer."No. I haven't. Ever. Because I loved you as well. I was just afraid thinking it was one-sided." Lilian spoke up, her voice a little louder as if she was trying to hold it within but couldn’t. Shane also got silent hearing her. His heart started beating faster as the realization dawned upon him.Just because of their gap in communication, all this happened. They had already wasted so much time. So, though he was still angry with Lilian for many things, he couldn't ignore the fact that somewhere he was at fault as well.So, without grieving on the past that couldn't be changed, he would like to start afresh. He didn't want Angel to go through any family trouble. She already had enough of this.Shane cupped Lilian's face as he spoke
"Shane, I know my words will be counted as meaningless now. I am late for years anyway but I am sorry. Please don't snatch Angel from me. I have none except for her and I won't be able to live without her." Lilian pleaded finding Shane silent. "Would you ever consider me in your equation?" Shane asked, his voice lacing with mixed of emotions. Why couldn't she just think of them together in a picture? Just like Angel who went on painting a happy family as soon as she found out about him. He didn't know what he would have done if Lilian had told him but for sure he would have liked to be given a chance to say his words at the very least. And somewhere in his heart, he knew he would have been happy and gladly accepted her. Only if she had just made it to speak to him, he would have been with her all the time. He wouldn’t have missed the time when Angel was growing inside her. The time must had been hard enough for her to handle alone but she chose it for her. She chose to deprive hi
Thoughtlessly Shane walked ahead and then hopped in his car. But before revving the engine, he didn't know where to go actually. He called Lilian only to get his calls ignored. Well, it wasn’t for the first time, his calls were always ignored by her. Shane thought sadly.He was tired, his body demanding some rest but in no way his mind was up for that. He didn't know where did Lilian go nor did he know what actually was going on in her mind. A scary thought was bugging him but he didn’t entertain that.Instead, he guessed she might have gone behind Aiden. It seemed pretty considerable. He was her cousin and Aiden went being angry with her. And he knew how much he meant to her. Well, every one meant to her something except for him.She wasn't even ready to leave Vina alone in Manhattan. She seemed so concerned for her. But she didn't bother to think about him before disappearing from his life. Now she was most probably thinking of doing the same.No, Angel was in the picture. Being a m
"You got to be kidding us. What are you even saying? Your daughter?" Julian asked bewildered.Nathaniel stared at Shane before he turned to Angel and then again at Shane. He spoke up joining the lines, "You mean to say you and Lilian?"Shane nodded, "Yes. Angel is our daughter.""What?" Julian seemed to get shocked, "You knew? Then why didn’t I alone know anything about this?""Stop it." Nathaniel let out a sigh and yelled at Julian being irritated. He then turned to Shane, "Where did Lilian go by the way?""I don’t know." Shane replied, his eyes still on the doorway. "Don’t tell me you are thinking of separating Lilian from her daughter," Nathaniel spoke up whatever came to his mind. He knew though Shane was angry at Lilian, he had searched for her. He knew that night Shane was with Lilian. But something happening like this didn’t cross his mind. But whatever he would never support Shane trying to separate a child from her mother."Angel is my daughter as well." Shane moved his gaz