Chapter 59: Clout

My lips trembled when we entered Razel's room. I suddenly fainted and sat up. Leaning against the door as my head rested on my knee.

I can't cry, I can't cry, I can't show that I'm weak. I don’t know what he’s doing. Is he looking at me

or not. I am having a hard time with this situation.

I want to cry but I'm tired and I

can't cry anymore. Aside from the fact that I don’t want to show what I really feel I don’t know what my reaction will be. I still wonder how he followed me up here, how he knew I was going to be here. I fucking confused! Damn!

I want to be bored because even if I want to know how he gets information from me I can’t

do that. I get weak every time he is there.

I always feel tired when I see him, like I just want to rest right next to him. I sighed then

looked up. I saw Razel just staring at me while in front of me. The distance is not too far but not too close either.

We were just the right distance for him to look at me. I look like a child crying but because I c