I’m reading a book called ‘In the beginning’ by Albert Windshion, feeling Grace’s emotions all over the place. I want to leave and go to her, but Dean said he’s handling it, and she’s not physically hurt, so I’m waiting.Gunner’s pacing behind the couch, distracting me also, so I close the book and look behind me to him. I wasn’t learning anything new from the book anyway. “Dean says she’s fine. They’ll be back in a minute.” I tell him and he nods.He stops pacing and looks at me, “Do you think this feeling will ever get easier?” He asks, and I scrunch my face and look him over. “What feeling?” I ask.He sighs, “I don’t know… It feels like there’s a fire living in my soul from how fucking angry I’ve been getting over everything. I know it’s not uncommon for me to get angry, but this feels… Different. Do you not feel like that? I wasn’t sure if I was just feeling her emotions or not, it doesn’t feel the same, but it’s not like I’ve done this before.” He explains and shrugs.I tilt my h
We get to her office, with Dean as my bodyguard today, and she takes me away into the room. I sit in my usual seat, and she hands me the sweet tea she made me, and I thank her with a smile.She smiles and sits down in her usual seat. “You’ve had an interesting day.” Shelia states and I purse my lips. “I guess. I’m honestly not sure where it came from. I just got so angry.” I tell her and she nods.“She touched your mate?” She asks and I nod. “Yeah, but it was more then that. She got inside my head first, and nearly drove me insane. I wasn’t really acting like myself.” I tell her and she nods, writing something down in her notebook.“Have you experienced anger like that before?” She asks, and I grimace. “I guess. Probably worse with Heath, but I never acted on it before like this.” I explain to her. She nods, “Do you think your mates caused it?” She asks and I eye her, scrunching my eyes, because what?She doesn’t explain, just continues to watch me. “I don’t think my mates caused this
“So, any luck with the mate thing?” Sarah whispers, excitedly. “When would she have had the time? You know with her being so busy beating the shit out of other girls.” Olivia adds and I grimace.“I didn’t beat the shit out of her. I didn’t make it that far.” I tell her jokingly and then glare at Dean sarcastically. Everybody laughs.Sarah chuckles, “As someone who almost got her arm ripped off by her for touching Issac, I’d say she deserved it. I had more respect for the mate bond then her and I’m his sister. Everybody knows not to touch someone’s mate, especially since you guys are new, and you don’t know her well.” Sarah explains and Gunner pulls me closer to him.I lean my head on his shoulder, ‘It’s fine. Hopefully, it all stops now.” I say, putting my hand on Dean’s thigh. He puts his on top on mine, “It will.” Dean says sternly and I look at him and smile.Hopefully he’s right.Olivia smiles, “Fuck yeah it will. Dean’s trending.” Olivia tells us, and gets on her phone, scrolling
The fire in my soul skyrockets when she slides her hand over his stomach, and I lose it.I charge across the court, and jump on top of her, and instantly start punching the shit out of her. She screams and honestly, that just makes me feel better.I hear nothing as I zero in on, I don’t even know… Hurting her? Killing her? Guess we’ll see.I’m yanked off of her and thrown into a hard chest as they start carrying me away. I’m still seething. I didn’t finish what I started. And the amount of anger living inside me, should probably scare the living shit out of me, but at this moment I can’t find it in me to feel anything beyond anger.I look up and see Dean trying to talk to me as he holds me, but I can’t hear him. Then he crashes his lips into mine forcefully. So, fucking hard, I wouldn’t be surprised if he broke a tooth.He pulls my hair, hard, shoving his tongue down my throat and his other hand bruising into my thigh.I slowly start to focus on the kiss. Finally coming down from the
“Grace…” Dean starts, but I cut him off. “It’s… It’s fine. I’ll get over it, I just need a minute to calm down. I’ll see you guys at Activity block.” I say and turn around not waiting for a response.Art goes by too quickly and before I know it, I’m walking down the hill to activity block.I look over to Lux before we get to the triplets, “Were you as much of a man whore as my mates?” I ask, genuinely concerned that Gia will have to go through this too. He sighs, and glances at the triplets. “Fuck this is weird talking to you about.” He starts, and I roll my eyes. He grabs my arm and stops me, then turns me to look at him, as Cole walks on. “I can’t say I haven’t been with a few girls, but you also have to consider the fact that you have three mates. Three Alpha mates at that. Even if they have never slept with another person, there would still be people trying to ruin your relationship. And three mates is three times the amount of people you have to worry about. It’s not fair, but I
Clayton gave us a few more books on the golden wolf and his notes. Apparently, he’s way more into my wolf then I realized, which isn’t settling well with Issac or Lux, but I think it was just a passion of his and he’s excited to actually know me.Now I’m in music, trying like hell to figure the piano out. I’m not as bad as when I first started, but I’m definitely still not good. I need to get another lesson from Gunner. Granted, with how we are when we’re in a room alone, in close proximity together, that might not work. Maybe I’ll ask Jordan or Sarah to sit in with us. Gunner will love that. I internally chuckle, knowing he’d feel the exact opposite. I guess it doesn’t really matter, but it’s the principal of the matter of this thing. I want to get good at this, even if it will do nothing for me to do so.I feel someone slide in next to me on the bench and I look over smiling expecting it to be Cole or Mrs.Harmony, but it’s just some random girl. She smiles at me, “Hi! You probably d