I spend all weekend dodging calls from Asher, and a few from Jennifer. I don’t want to talk to anyone right now. I haven’t even been down to dinner. The only thing I’ve done the past two days is show up at the bar and talk to Rick.He’s fun to talk to, and he’s making me forget about everything that happened. Though I’m not sure if that will last or not, since I have to go back to school tomorrow.I look up from my fruity drink and look at Rick as he leans down on the counter next to me, “Maybe I could travel.” I tell him and he scoffs; I tilt my head and glare at him. “What? I could! I’m going to graduate soon. It’d be perfect I could see the world.” I tell him.He looks at me, “You’re going to be the next Alpha. You’re not going anywhere. Not many people who grow up here leave.” He says, and my eyes scrunch together. “Isn’t my uncle going to be the next Alpha? And why does no one leave?” I ask, and he grimaces.“Things work differently in this pack. Our Alphas are female. And this p
*TW *I take his hand and let him pull me into his lap. He instantly starts kissing me, shoving his tongue into my mouth, and deepening the kiss. The kiss that does nothing for me. It feels like he’s trying to force something that isn’t there, but I’m doing the same thing, right?A normal person would break up with the guy she has to force herself to have feelings for, but not me, no. I keep trying, just like I think he’s doing.He slowly starts leaning over me and laying me back onto the bed. I start to push him, but he pushes me down harder. He grabs my wrists and pins them down above my head, so I can’t push him off anymore. His kiss only deepens when I try to pull my face away to tell him to slow down.He knows I don’t want to go further than kissing.But he’s seems to have forgotten as his other hand slides up my stomach and under my crop top. Gripping my breast above the bra and squeezing.He finally pulls his mouth away and starts kissing down my neck. “You’re so fucking beauti
*Six months later*“I’m going to be home late tonight. I’m going out with Jennifer, Asher and some other friends.” I tell Uncle Bert, and he smiles, “Alright. Have fun.” He tells me and I race out of the house and into Asher waiting car.I lean over and kiss him, and he pulls me in harder for the kiss. I pull back laughing, slapping him on the chest and he chuckles, “You’re going to get me in trouble.” I tell him and he rolls his eyes. “You’re eighteen. I think it’s okay for you to kiss your boyfriend.” He tells me and I roll my eyes.“Yeah, tell that to Bert. He flipped out last time he saw you kissing me.” I tell him and he groans. “Well don’t tell him what I plan do tonight at the party.” He jokes and I roll my eyes.We still haven’t gone all the way; something stops me every time he tries. I feel bad, we’ve gotten close again after the last six months, but I don’t know, it doesn’t feel right.He drives me to school, and everybody is talking about this party, it’s going to be a big
I slowly walk into my room and know immediately this isn’t going to help. The walls are cream; I don’t have any pictures on the wall or posters telling me the things I like. My gray comforter looks comfy, but it doesn’t feel like me.I look in my closet and see an array of clothes, but nothing reminds me of who I am.I hate this. I hate not knowing who I am.At least I know my name now, but it’s still all so hard to wrap my brain around. It’s annoying that I remember everything except who I am. I remember how to drink, how to talk, how to work things, just not… Myself.“So. If you’re feeling up to it, you can go back to school tomorrow.” Bert says from behind me, and I turn around and look at him.“I guess.” I whisper, I don’t know if I’m really up for it, but I figure the sooner I get into the swing of things, the sooner I might start to remember things.He smiles, “Okay. I’ll let them know.” He tells me and I nod, still looking around my room. He sighs, “You’ve never been big on dec
Beeping wakes me up from my slumber. Where am I?My eyes slowly blink open, and it looks like I’m in a hospital room, but why? I think back on yesterday, but nothing comes to mind. What happened?I hear footsteps walk closer, “Hey, how are you feeling?” An older man, with golden blonde hair, and hazel eyes says looking at me. I swallow, “I…” My voice croaks and he rushes over to get a glass of water and hands it to me.A nurse walks in and her eyes go wide, “You’re awake!” She exclaims and runs over and starts fidgeting with something on my arm. She looks down at me and smiles, “You took a pretty nasty hit to the head, do you remember what happened?” She asks, and I purse my lips and shake my head.She pulls away and looks into my soul, “Okay, Sweetie. Do you remember your name?” She asks, and I blink at her.My name? What is my name? I should be able to answer that. Why can’t I think of my name? I look at her, then at the guy in the room with me. Do they know it? I shake my head. “I…
I’ve never felt pain like this before; it radiates through my bones and my soul. The bond I have with all three of them slowly dissolving and breaking my heart at the same time. They’ve always told me it’s not the bond that makes them love me, and I hope now more than ever that, that is true.A sob leaves me as the brown eyed man just watches me. Watches me as I lose the only people that have ever cared about me, truly cared about me. The fight we were in the middle of runs rampant in my mind.I should have fought harder to fix things, but now it’s too late. Hopefully they find me before Shelia and this man have planned. It doesn’t matter how many times I tell him the powers won’t work, unless we are destined, he still doesn’t believe me.I glare up at him, the pain slowly becoming less, I hope they can’t feel the pain, losing me is probably causing them enough problems. I refuse to even think that they’ll be happy I’m gone. “Your plan isn’t going to work. How many times do I have to