MasukSean’s P.O.V
The roar of engines filled the air, and with it, the feeling of contained chaos and adrenaline.
The corners of my mouth curled upward with amusement as the guy with the curly dyed blonde hair, who looked to be no older than twenty-three, had his face draining of color faster than a fading tail light.
“What’s the matter?”I egged him on. “Cat got your courage? Or are you realizing you’re in over your head?” I tilted my head, mock concern dripping from my tone. “You can back out now, save yourself the embarrassment.”
The boy’s jaw tightened, and he clenched his fists. “Fine,” he spat, though his voice trembled slightly. “You’re on.”
I stepped even closer to him, grinning ear to ear. “Dek di. Let’s see if you’ve got the guts to match that big mouth of yours.”
I thought that it was already settled and was about to walk away, when his voice sliced through the sudden silence in the track.
“But I have another condition,” he said loud enough that even people at the back could hear.
“Oh?” I hummed, turning back to him. This was getting interesting. “He thinks he has a chance at winning.” That earned me a round of laughter from our growing audience. “Go on then; let’s hear it.”
“Other than you admitting you are an asshole,” he continued, confidence never dimming, “if I win, I also get to punch you in the face as well. How’s that sound?”
I laughed, and his frown deepened from my reaction, like he wanted to ask me why the hell I was laughing. This guy… oh, he’s a strange one, alright. “Deal,” I said, fighting the urge to ruffle his hair like the arrogant kid he was.”Chai. Chokh di, na.” (Good luck)
Needless to say, it wasn’t difficult to find other challengers who wished to race against me with a bet. In fact, they all came running as soon as they heard that a face-off was taking place. And so, within minutes, 6 other racers assembled, demanding money as a prize for their victory.
As I adjusted my gloves and got ready for the race, I leaned toward the host, a wiry man with a clipboard and a sharp grin, who was orchestrating the night’s race. “Who’s the kid?” I asked, jerking my thumb toward the blonde boy’s car.
The host glanced at the young driver, who was pacing beside his Ashton Martin Valkyrie. “New face,” the host said, shrugging. “No team, no crew, just rolled in tonight. But get this—he’s already taken out two of the regulars. Both tight wins, but clean. Kid’s got skill.”
I raised an eyebrow at this. “Two wins, huh?” I looked over at the boy again, noting the way he carried himself—not with arrogance, but a quiet determination. There was something about him, about the way he dressed or even the way he spoke, that screamed old money. His car purred like a beast, and I felt a flicker of respect. “So he’s earned his shot, then.”
“Earned it, sure,” the host replied, chuckling. “But you’re a different beast. Kid doesn’t know what he’s in for.”
I smirked but didn’t respond. As I walked back to my car, which was parked next to his, I couldn’t help but glance at the boy, now sitting in his ride, as I got into mine and strapped on.
The kid’s face was set, his jaw clenched, his eyes fixed on the track ahead. There was something there—an edge, a hunger. Probably even a hint of anger.
It made me curious. Why put everything on the line with such a reckless bet? What was driving him? What kind of determination motivated him to come to this track and challenge me so openly? Didn't he fear the consequences?
The sound of the whistle cuts through the night air, snapping me back into the moment. Engines roared to life, tires screeched, and the world blurred into motion. My trusted Porsche leaped forward like it had a life of its own.
The race was chaos, raw and electric. The track carved through an abandoned industrial complex, its cracked asphalt and tight turns lit by the flickering neon glow of graffiti-covered walls. Engines screamed as the racers blasted off the starting line, the crowd’s cheers fading into the roar of turbochargers and squealing tires.
I shifted gears with surgical precision, the car responding like an extension of my own body. Behind me, the boy—Pakin, the host had finally mentioned—was right on my tail, his Valkyrie defying expectations with its nimbleness on the narrow stretches.
One by one, the other racers fell away, their cars unable to keep up with the blistering pace. It was down to me and Pakin now, our headlights carving twin beams through the darkened streets.
At every straightaway, I pulled ahead, the raw power of my Porsche proving unstoppable. But at each turn, Pakin clawed back the distance.
I glanced in my rearview mirror as we hit the halfway point. The kid was relentless, his face set in fierce concentration. I could practically feel the hunger radiating off him—Pakin wasn’t just racing to win; he was racing for something bigger.
It made me pause, just for a second, wondering once again as to what could drive someone so hard.
The final stretch loomed ahead, a series of sharp S-turns leading into a long straight finish. I had the race in the bag; I could feel it. I shifted gears, the Porsche roaring as it ate up the asphalt. But as I glanced back again, I saw the Valkyrie struggle just slightly on a tricky curve.
I smirked, my foot easing off the gas. ‘You’ve got guts, dek noi.’ (Little Kid)
At the next turn, I deliberately widened my angle, allowing Pakin to close the gap. I could feel the crowd’s energy surging as the gap between us shrank to almost nothing.
For a brief moment, our cars were side by side, engines roaring in tandem. I spared Pakin a glance, catching the fire in his eyes. It reminded me of myself, back when I was just a scrappy kid with a car and a dream.
The finish line loomed ahead, the neon lights glowing brighter. I tightened my grip on the wheel, my grin widening. ‘Let’s see what you’ve got left, rookie.’
The screech of tires and the roar of engines faded into the deafening cheers of the crowd as both cars crossed the finish line, side by side. The air was electric, the onlookers erupting into chaos. I let out a low whistle, glancing over at the other car as I slowed mine to a crawl.
Pakin was still gripping the wheel, his chest heaving as if he had just run a mile.
I couldn’t help but chuckle. “Well, I’ll be damned,” I muttered under my breath.
As we rolled to a stop, the race guide jogged over, clipboard in hand and disbelief written all over his face. “Sean,” the man said, still catching his breath, “you’re not gonna contest that? It was—”
“A tie,” I cut him off with a lazy grin, stepping out of my car and stretching. “Let the kid have his moment. He’s earned it.”
The guide looked confused but nodded, jotting something down. I didn’t stick around for more questions. I tossed my gloves onto the passenger seat, slid back into the Porsche, and fired up the engine. “I’m done for the night,” I called out, my voice casual as if I hadn’t just raced neck-and-neck with a complete unknown. “Heading home. Save the money.”
Without waiting for a response, I revved the engine and took off, the crowd parting like water as I sped out of the makeshift track. The adrenaline still hummed in my veins, but I forced myself to relax, the hum of my car a comforting constant.
What I didn't know—what I couldn’t see in the haze of neon lights and fading cheers—was the pair of headlights that clicked on a few seconds after I’d left. And they followed me at a distance, careful and deliberate.
Pakin’s P.O.VI sat there, staring at Sean, but his words barely registered. My mind felt like it was splintering, like a glass pane fracturing under too much pressure.I tried to hold onto something—anything—but my thoughts slipped through my fingers like sand, leaving me grasping at nothing.May had lied.Not just a simple lie—this was something bigger, something deeper. It wasn’t a misunderstanding. It wasn’t a mistake. It was calculated, deliberate.I felt my stomach twist.I had always known that May liked to flirt, that she enjoyed the attention. I had seen her bat her lashes at boys in school, had watched her play coy with men who were drawn to her charm.But I never once thought that the girl I grew up with—the girl I called my best friend—could twist reality so completely.Taking her virginity and then abandoning her…that wasn’t just a lie, i
Pakin’s P.O.V“We met because of May…”The words were out before I could stop myself.Sean’s expression shifted, the warmth in his eyes flickering with confusion. His fingers, still wrapped around mine, twitched slightly, as if bracing for something he wasn't sure he wanted to hear.“What… what do you mean?” His voice was careful, measured, but I could hear the uncertainty beneath it.I swallowed the lump in my throat, my palms growing clammy despite the cool hospital air.There’s no turning back now.“The reason I first approached you at the racecourse…” I hesitated, before continuing on, “It was because of May.”Sean stiffened, his fingers momentarily loosening before tightening again. He furrowed his eyebrows. “May? What does she have to do with this?”My heart was pounding so loudly it drowned out the r
Pakin’s P.O.VA steady, rhythmic beeping pulled me from the depths of unconsciousness. The scent of antiseptic wafted in the air, sterile and sort of metallic. My eyelids felt heavy, my limbs weighed down as if I’d been asleep for years.Slowly, I forced my eyes open, blinking against the bright fluorescent lights. White walls. A faint hum of activity outside the door. The realization crept in belatedly—I’m in a hospital.Disoriented, I tried to move, but even that was a struggle. My thoughts were slow, muddled, struggling to piece together how I got here.Then, movement.Sean.He was by my side in an instant, his face filled with relief and concern. His hair was slightly disheveled, dark circles under his eyes, as if he hadn't slept in a while.“You’re awake,” he breathed. “How are you feeling?”When I opened my mouth to answer, my throat was dry, my voice
Pakin’s P.O.VMy hands clenched the steering wheel so tightly that my knuckles turned white. My breath came in short, uneven gasps, the air around me thick and suffocating, pressing against my lungs like a vice.I could feel my pulse hammering against my throat, a frantic, erratic rhythm that sent a sharp ache through my temples.The world outside the windshield blurred, streetlights and passing cars smearing into streaks of color, but it wasn’t just my vision—my mind felt like it was unraveling, spiraling.My chest tightened, my stomach twisted, and a cold sweat broke out along the back of my neck.I couldn’t breathe.The betrayal, the laughter, every lie May had ever told me crushed down on me all at once, and suddenly, I wasn’t even sure where I was going.I just kept driving, gripping the wheel like it was the only thing keeping me tethered to reality.But no matter how much di
Pakin’s P.O.VI stood in front of my closet, flipping through my clothes, but my mind was far from the fabric beneath my fingertips. I had anticipated resistance, anger—maybe even another argument first thing in the morning.But not this. Not May slipping away without a word.And for some reason, that unsettled me more than anything else.Was this some kind of new tantrum? Was this another way to punish me for something that wasn’t really my fault?I pulled on a plain black shirt, tugging it over my head before grabbing a jacket. My fingers hesitated on the zipper as my thoughts spiraled.May had always been a constant in my life, but last night had made me question so much. Had I really been as blind as I felt now?I thought I’d find her all swaddled up in the guest room, nursing a hangover, but the fact that she just left… did she not want to fix things with me? Had she ever truly seen me the way I saw her—as someone she cared for, rather than just someone who was convenient to hav
Pakin’s P.O.VI woke up to a dull, persistent ache radiating from my temples, the remnants of yesterday’s exhaustion wrapping around me like a thick fog.My body felt sluggish when I rolled across the bed, as if even the act of breathing required more effort than usual.Blinking against the soft morning light seeping through my curtains, I slowly sat up, moving my shoulders to shake off the stiffness that had settled into my muscles overnight.Did I sleep in one position the entire night? Was I coming down with something?Whatever it was, I just knew it felt off. My head was heavy, my throat dry, and there was a faint, lingering pressure behind my eyes that made it clear—I wasn’t feeling my best.But whatever was going on with me had to wait.Because today…Today I had to face May. I just…had to.I exhaled sharply, rubbing a hand over my face as I let the reality of the situation sink in. Last night had been an adventure of sorts—a very, very draining one.Imagine walking into your ow
Pakin’s P.O.VI continued to drive through the city streets with no destination in mind. It was like I was in a horror movie, and he was the evil spirit that haunted me. Distance could not keep him away, in the same way that moving houses would not help the main prot
Pakin’s P.O.VThe next day, I walked into the university with deliberate slowness, like I was a soldier heading into battle, hoping to mask the tension I felt.My body was still stiff from the night I wanted to forget, and my heart wasn’t any lighter. And even though Tew and Leon had dropped the to
Pakin’s P.O.VThe next day, I went to college, doing my best to act like everything was normal. It was a relatively easy thing to do as long as I kept my head down, but I knew that it would all fall apart once I saw my friends, especially Tew.I walked through
Pakin’s P.O.VMay turned at the sound of the door, her warm, familiar smile lighting up her face as our eyes met. She looked just as she always did—effortlessly beautiful, with her soft brown hair pulled back and her delicate features framed by the morning light streaming in through the windows.“P







