Masuk
Pakin’s P.O.V
“That’s him, isn't it?” I narrowed my eyes at the silver 2020 Porsche 911 GT3 RS parked in the shadows of the stadium parking lot.
“Chai.” One of my closest male friends, Tew, nodded in agreement. His gaze, too, was fixated on the luxury supercar. I couldn’t blame him; it was a pretty sweet ride, though I wasn’t all too impressed, considering I had one of my own.
“Sign me up for the race,” I told him. “I’m going to compete.”
“Aarai na?” My friend looked at me in shock, as if he didn’t really understand if he heard me right…or if I’d just lost my mind.
I don’t know why he was so shocked at all. Come on, I was basically one of the wealthiest people Tew had ever known, and my own car, an Ashton Martin Valkyrie, was unparalleled in strength and speed.
But, perhaps it was because of the fact that I was not a racer. I mean, sure, I raced sometimes for the fun and the thrill. But in the world of true automobile racing, I was nothing but a novice. No professional training, no standing point.
So I guess it was natural for Tew to be worried about me. Skeptical even.
Still, I rolled my eyes. “Didn’t you hear me?” I looked at my friend in irritation. “Go register me for the race. But don’t you dare use my real name. Got it? Or I’ll end you.”
“Dai, dai.” Tew sighed exasperatedly, opening the door and stepping out. He’s heard that threat so many times it was like a mantra at this point; just as he knew I’d never make good on that threat. “I’ll just register you as Pakin.”
With that, Tew shut the door and moved towards the gathering of people in the middle of the track where names were being registered and bets were being placed. But my eyes never wavered, forever focused on the silver Porsche, my gaze holding a kind of threatening intensity that the racer inside wasn’t aware of.
I tightened my hands around the steering wheel at the thought of the man who was probably sitting there in the car with a girl or two, blowing him off or having the time of his life. I shuddered at my own imagination.
I could still remember the tears in my best friend’s eyes. May, the woman I had loved since I had realized the meaning of the word; the woman who had come to me in despair in the middle of the night, seeking refuge.
“He used me, Pakin! And then tossed me aside as if I meant nothing!” May had cried in my arms, her heartbreaking sobs raking through her whole body. “I know he is called the Track King for a reason, but I never thought he’d do this to me! How could he be so heartless?”
It was at that moment that I promised to her, and to myself, that I was going to avenge her honor. And now here I was, ready to take him on in his home court.
Was I brave or just stupid? Maybe a bit of both. After all, I wasn’t doing this just for the hell of it. I was doing this for May, for love. Why else did people do stupid things if not for love?
Leaning against my seat, I stared intently at the car. It was heavily tinted, parked at a spot devoid of lights, so I couldn’t make out any silhouette or movement inside it. But I was willing to bet that the people inside were preoccupied.
And sure enough, after a while, the driver’s side door opened, and out went Sean Cheewagaroon, followed by an unknown woman. Both of them had disheveled hair, and the woman’s shirt was unkempt, like she had hurried to put it on.
“Shia!” I cursed at the sight of them. Well, well…I was right after all.
What’s worse was that Sean didn’t seem to care about the woman anymore now that he was finished with her. She tried to cling to his arm, but he brushed her away, not even glancing her way as he went to talk with some people in the gathering he seemed to know.
I clenched my hands into fists, infuriated. I felt bad for the woman; she was yet another one of his victims. She looked close to tears, her hands reaching for his once again before they fell limply at her sides; but seemed to take the hint and left soon after. Poor woman, looking at her pitiful state made my blood boil.
How could he be so cruel? So…arrogant?
I stared at him, taking in his features. Sure, he had a face that was considered good-looking, but he didn’t seem to be all that. Dark hair that shaped a perfectly angular face, and dark eyes that seemed to miss nothing.
He had an athletic build, and maybe because of his status as a pro racer, he seemed appealing to a certain audience. But that was it. He was a player, and well-known for it. And that red flag should have been enough to turn anyone off. Still, women were drawn to him like moths to the flame…and one of those women had been May.
My fist trembled as I climbed out of my car. It wasn’t my first time appearing in a rally, in a place like this where people of all walks of life bet on unusual things—from money to whatever the hell they pleased.
It was not my first time in a place that reeked of vices and curses, a place that smelled like burnt rubber and gasoline.
But it was my first time here in such a place as a participant. I was usually just an observer, an illegal racing enthusiast. But now I was here as a contestant, and I had already won two bouts.
Now I was about to challenge the so-called King of the Tracks in his turf.
I let my legs take me to where he was, marching up until I was close enough for him to notice my presence and glance at me.
“You versus me,” I cut straight to the chase. “Let’s race. It’s in my best interest to make you eat dust.”
He raised an eyebrow, amusement and surprise crossing his features. He took a long drag of the cigarette tucked carefully between two of his fingers, tilting his head to study me as if he had just encountered a strange specimen.
“Pakin…” I heard Tew’s low, shocked voice from somewhere behind me. “He has never been defeated; he’s the King of the Tracks. You shouldn't get too cocky and dismantle the food chain from above.”
“No,” I said firmly, still holding his gaze. “I mean it. Race me.”
I heard the crowd around us go silent. It was clear that they were shocked, but I didn’t know whether it was because they admired my guts or thought I was just plain stupid.
“Oh?” Came Sean’s intrigued voice. “And how much do you want in return, should you…win this race?” He gestured towards me with his hands vaguely, the cigarette blowing smoke in my direction.
I shook my head. “No, I don’t want money,” I said. “I have no use for that. What I want in return is for you to bow in front of me, and admit that you, the King of the Tracks, are an unperturbed asshole.”
Cue more gasps and noises of shock. But even with such a painfully vocal audience, Sean didn’t appear to be taken aback. Instead he laughed at my condition, as if I had just made the joke of the century, which infuriated me further.
“Is that what you want now?” he said, and I had a difficult time distinguishing whether he was mocking me, or if he was just amused. The thought of him mocking me flared my anger further.
“Well?” I narrowed my eyes, not backing down.
“Well, then. I accept your challenge.” He threw the cigar on the ground and crushed it under his boot, before taking a step towards me. “But I have a condition of my own.”
I raised my eyebrows, waiting for the asshole to make some kind of ridiculous demand.
“I have no use for your money either,” Sean countered, still looking amused. “So if I win, then you have to sit on my dick and ride me all night.”
Pakin’s P.O.VAs I drove through the grand iron gates of my property, my fingers tightened around the steering wheel. My chest pounded with an uneasy rhythm, each beat reminding me of the risk I was taking.Sean was right behind me in his car, following me into a world I had kept hidden from him—one that, if he found out too soon, could change everything between us.I exhaled sharply, trying to steady myself. It’s fine, I reassured myself. I called ahead. Miriam warned everyone. No one will slip up and call me by my title.Still, doubt gnawed at the edges of my thoughts.As I pulled up in front of the main house, I watched in the mirror as Sean’s car came to a smooth stop behind mine. He didn’t get out right away, instead taking in the estate before him.Even in the dim evening light, the manicured gardens, the intricate architecture, and the sheer size of the property stood as
Pakin’s P.O.VAfter we settled the bill—though Sean made sure to insist on paying, despite my weak protests—he took my hand and led me down a narrow dirt path beside the restaurant.The air smelled of damp earth and the distant scent of grilled fish from a vendor somewhere along the riverbank. The sky had begun to turn shades of orange and pink, the setting sun casting golden light across the rippling water.Sean finally stopped at a quiet spot by the river, where the land jutted out just slightly, forming a small ledge with a clear, unobstructed view of the horizon. He sat down on the grass, patting the space beside him.I lowered myself next to him, stretching my legs out as the cool breeze ruffled my hair. The water shimmered, reflecting the fiery hues of the sky, and the gentle waves lapped against the shore in a soothing rhythm.“Nice, isn’t it?” he murmured.I nodded, exhaling slowly
Pakin’s P.O.VAs soon as Pa Yiwa placed the first bowl on the table, a wave of rich, comforting aromas floated up into the air, making my stomach growl all the same.The scent of lemongrass, slow-simmered broth, and fresh herbs… ah, it reminded me of my childhood with Miriam.I glanced at the dishes spread before us—steaming bowls of clear soup, fragrant jasmine rice, and plates of perfectly cooked fish drizzled with light sauces. No doubt, Sean had a rich and fulfilling childhood, if he grew up with this kind of cooking."Wow," I murmured, looking over at Sean, who was grinning in satisfaction. "This all looks amazing.""Of course, it does," he said, reaching for a spoon. "Pa Pa Yiwa never misses. You’re in for a treat."Before I could dig in, Pa Yiwa placed another dish in front of me—a mild, ginger-infused soup that smelled like warmth itself. She patted my shoulder gently. "Eat plenty, dear
Pakin’s P.O.VI let Sean drag me away from the race track, even though I had insisted I was fine enough to run a couple of laps. My body was still healing, but my hands ached to grip the wheel, to feel the adrenaline course through my veins again. But Sean wouldn’t hear it.“Just one day,” he said, flashing me that grin that always seemed to get me to agree to things I wouldn’t normally do. “Tomorrow, we hit the tracks. Today, you’re mine.”I sighed, pretending to be reluctant, but truthfully, I was curious to see where he’d take me.I had expected something extravagant—maybe a high-end restaurant or even Siam Paragon, where he could show off his new boyfriend with some overpriced meal. Sean was flashy like that, always the center of attention, always making a statement.But the moment he parked the car, my eyes widened in surprise.It wasn’t anything grand.No five-star dining, no fancy chandeliers, no valet waiting to take the car. Instead, we were by the riverside, in front of a sm
Pakin’s P.O.VAs I neared the race track, my mood slowly began to shift. The frustration from my encounter with May still lingered at the back of my mind, but the thought of seeing Sean pushed it aside.Maybe today wouldn’t be completely ruined after all. Hopefully.But as I rolled through the gates, something immediately caught my attention.White and blue balloons lined the edges of the track, fluttering gently in the breeze. I frowned slightly, slowing my car as I took in the sight.The farther I drove, the more balloons there were—clusters of them tied to the barriers, some floating near the pit stop, others arranged in neat little rows along the main building.I raised an eyebrow. Was there some kind of event happening today? A birthday celebration? Maybe one of the racers was being welcomed back?I hadn’t heard of anything special being planned when I talked to Coal yesterday.I co
Pakin’s P.O.VI stretched lazily, feeling the stiffness in my limbs ease as I exhaled a deep breath. For the first time in days, my body felt lighter, free from the fever and the pain of being confined to the bed.Dew had left at dawn, and now, the house was quiet, save for the distant hum of birds outside and the faint rustling of leaves in the garden.I reached for my phone on the bedside table, unlocking it with a quick swipe. My first message was to Coal. I’m coming to the tracks today. Don’t tell Sean. I want it to be a surprise.A small smirk tugged at my lips as I sent the message. Sean would probably scold me for pushing myself too soon, but I couldn’t stay away any longer.I needed to feel the rush of speed again, the adrenaline coursing through my veins as I maneuvered around the track. Even if I wasn’t ready for sharp turns, I could at least get a few laps in, just to stay in shape.
Pakin’s P.O.VI continued to drive through the city streets with no destination in mind. It was like I was in a horror movie, and he was the evil spirit that haunted me. Distance could not keep him away, in the same way that moving houses would not help the main prot
Pakin’s P.O.VThe next day, I went to college, doing my best to act like everything was normal. It was a relatively easy thing to do as long as I kept my head down, but I knew that it would all fall apart once I saw my friends, especially Tew.I walked through
Pakin’s P.O.VThe next day, I walked into the university with deliberate slowness, like I was a soldier heading into battle, hoping to mask the tension I felt.My body was still stiff from the night I wanted to forget, and my heart wasn’t any lighter. And even though Tew and Leon had dropped the to
Pakin’s P.O.VMay turned at the sound of the door, her warm, familiar smile lighting up her face as our eyes met. She looked just as she always did—effortlessly beautiful, with her soft brown hair pulled back and her delicate features framed by the morning light streaming in through the windows.“P







