The quiet wedding hall was filled with pitiful faces. Distant aunts and uncles, cousins, and distant family relatives who I barely met were all present to grace my death sentence. Barely forty eight hours of my return and I was already getting sold to a stranger I had never seen. With knots tying up my stomach, I kinda wished it was Matteo I was getting married to. At least I knew the type of devil I was dealing with. Be careful what you wish for Alessia, but I know what I wish for.
A quick glance around the room gave away what I needed to know. It was a wedding ceremony and despite being a forced union, it would have been a joyful occasion but what was with the burial looks? My relatives looked as though they were mourning my death. I wasn’t dead yet but I’d soon be. They gawked at me like it was the last time they were going to see my corpse before they closed the casket on me.
As I walked by in the breath snatching dress mother had chosen for the occasion, I heard them whisper amongst themselves. “ Poor girl, look how innocent she looks walking into the devil’s lair all alone.”
“ There’s nothing that can be done, aunt. It’s too late. We just have to pray she survives for at most, four months, before giving up the ghost.”
“ But how could her father do such a thing? Matteo was even a lesser devil. I ain’t saying I like him but at least her chances of survival with him was way higher.”
And on and on they went. I heard so much about this husband of mine, and none was a positive statement. Great! Father not only dug my grave, he invited people to bid me farewell.
“There you are. I have been searching all over the place for you Lexi. Come with me.”
She reached for my hand and tried leading me through the crowd to God knows where. “ No. I’m not going anywhere with you. You and father couldn’t even settle for a lesser monster for your child? What’s all these I’m hearing about Salvatore? Was that why you said you were sorry you couldn’t protect me?”
Mother couldn’t bring herself to look me in the eye. With head bowed, she mumbled. " Do you have any idea how much my heart aches to see you in such a dress? You can’t even breathe in it. You look like you might explode soon.”
Okay, but what has the dress got to do with me marrying Salvatore?
Seeing through my puzzled expression, she held me by my shoulders and looked me deep in the eye. “ Do you think I’m excited about all these? Why not stop and think? Will your mom ever want such a union between you and that messed up fellow? Alessia, if I had my way, Salvatore's head will be hanging at the entrance of your father’s mansion.
Speaking of Salvatore, was he here in the hall just taking his new pet in? What does he even look like? I could have done a quick search of him, but I was too occupied with sulking and crying myself to sleep. Three different cakes of foundation powder was barely enough to hide my black bags and how horrible my pretty gray eyes looked at the moment.
“ Is Salvatore older than Matteo? Is he handsome or does his face look worst than Gianna's soggy noodles?” If I was going to be sold off like some worthless commodity, then they should at least give me away to a man I could stand. Imagine having to deal with a man you dislike and an ugly one at that.
“ Physical looks? lol, even the most handsome man in Chicago would be jealous of him. It’s not his face or physique that is ugly, Alessia. It’s his soul, and I think that should be your utmost concern. Don’t you think?”
I’m relieved. At least they got me a handsome beast. “ I don’t care about his soul, Mother. That’s up to him and Lucifer. Now, can we hurry up with this party? I need to rest.” The damn dress wasn’t helping matters neither was the heels. I’ve been standing for too long.
“ That’s the problem. Salvatore is no where to be found, yet..”
No where to be found? Did he forget about his wedding? “ Call him on the phone?”
Her worried eyes searched the crowd and sauntered back to me. “ You just wait here, I’ll go check if they’re here yet so we can get this over with.”
They were such in a haste to marry me off. Was I really that worthless? In the twinkling of an eye, mom had disappeared into the crowd. I decided to have some wine and quench my fiery throat. Luckily enough, I didn’t have to move around searching for a waiter, one happened to pass by and handed me a glass before I could ask.
I had taken two large gulps and requested for more when Marcella strode over. Blonde, petite young lady who goes about sticking her nose in everyone’s affairs. Being the nosey person she was, she was definitely the right person to ask about Salvatore.
“ Alessia, we meet again.” Of course. How long has it been since I last saw this bitch? Three… five years?
“ You look good, Marcella. Where have you been hiding?”
She was a year older than me and was one of my distant cousins.
“ Been touring the world, Alessia. You don’t look bad either. Not as bad as I had thought you would when I heard you were marrying Salvatore.”
“Oh.” That was all I could mumble as I searched for the waiter with my eyes. “ Listen Alessia, Salvatore is one hard nut. If you plan on cracking him, you might end up on a hospital bed.”
I rolled my eyes at her. Who said I was interested in cracking him? I was only thinking of ways I could end my marriage without actually calling it off myself or in a disgraceful manner.
“ Look at this, he's all over the news... He does have a reputation of being the ladies man. How are you going to deal with it? He's with a new girl in every photo.”
The ladies man, huh? Not bad. It's either he's extremely breathtaking or stinky wealthy. From all I've heard, he might be both.
“ Can I see photos of him?” My curiosity got those words out of me.
Marcella nodded in excitement. I have never seen her this... happy? “ Sure, there are thousands of pictures of him on the internet. Trust me, you got quite a catch. He has a face made for thebillboard.”
Quite a catch? I was fuming mad already with the way she was drooling over him. I immediately wished the reverse was the case; someone who was fat, ugly, old and has a face made for anywhere else but the billboards.
“ Really? Then he must be really stunning.” I smiled at her and leaned in as she searched him up.
Marcella didn't get my hint but instead went on rambling on how gorgeous he looked. “ Yes, he is. His eyes.. his eyes are the most coldest yet charming set of gray eyes I've seen. I mean, apart from you. But yours doesn't come close.”
I hadn't realized I was actually holding my breath while she searched. It only hit me when I let out a deep breath of relief when the first photo popped up. They were right, he does have a face and body every man would be jealous of.
“ Isn't he so handsome?” she asked with the most dreamiest eyes I've seen. “ I wish he was mine and not someone else's. I'd do anything to be picked.”
I stood and watched her spat out garbage until I was fed up. “ Marcella? Hello.. that's my husband we are talking about, you seem to have forgotten.” I snapped my fingers on her face and she jolted to reality.
“ Your husband? Oops, sorry. I totally forgot. By the way, don't act like you are interested in him. Everyone present knows you were forced to marry him. No, I'll rephrase, you were sold off to him.”
By mere looking at her, I felt so sorry. All she and every other girl saw was his good looks and amazing physique and wealth. “ You're so naive, Marcella. It's no surprise your father is eager to offer you to the highest bidder. In a world like ours,a beautiful exterior often hid the monster within. You should be careful girl, the streets ain't friendly.”
I patted her shoulders and shook my head. I noticed her eyes were glued to something or someone, so I followed her gaze.
“ What did you say earlier? Something about beautiful exterior and monster within. I won't give two fucks about it if that's the man involved.”
It was him. Salvatore and the pretty face beside him, that's definitely the younger brother I was told about. The one with the more fiery behavior yet very enticing looks.
“ There's the bride. The most alluring bride I've ever laid eyes on under Chicago's black sky.”
His brother nudged him. “That's probably because you never attend weddings. But I agree, she's indeed a fine one and that's why she's mine. I only get the finest of things.”
SALVATORE I could tolerate so many things. Things like being tied to one woman in the name of being married. Other things like having my wife dance with a stranger to get back at me. But there’s one thing I wouldn’t tolerate. Might be up to three but this one tops it all. Having a drunk woman or just any woman at all spoil my reputation. Soiling the name I had worked so hard for. I be damned if I let that happen. “ Up you go. I’m taking you home. That’s enough fun for the night.”Martha set this up. She knew I’d be here. She wanted Alessia to find out about Tess. I would deal with that later but for now, I have to get my drunk wife home. “ Don’t touch me, you little cheat.”Okay, that hurts. “ Listen, forget whatever you saw. This marriage? You know it’s..” I was talking in hushed tones just loud enough for her to hear but I couldn’t say what I’m about to in a club full of people so I take the mic from her and order the crowd to go home without mincing words. “ I and my wif
ALESSIA He let me go. The moment those words left my mouth, his hand dropped. I never even noticed he had been holding on to my arm. Good. I was not going to play the perfect trophy wife who would stays silent while her whore of a husband rides every Jane and Janet in the city. I blend into the now dissipated crowd; they knew better than to butt into Salvatore’s affairs. They were staring at me, I could feel it but I couldn’t care less. “ The club’s signature. It better be good.” Not like I expected less from Salvatore. He gets his liquor from the best of the best ; Nico’s A&D. Six glasses down and my head starts to ache. My guards are still somewhere in the club, watching me drown in pain. “ You know who Salvatore is right? I’m married to that scumbag. That lying, manipulative, narcissistic man whore.”I was talking to the bartender now. Maybe he pitied me enough to listen, or I’m probably making a fool of myself and he finds it funny. Slurring and holding an emp
ALESSIA It had only been a few days yet I was tired of being a stay-at-home wife. The men went to work always and even if they didn’t, they all had their own houses to go back to. So I decided to go out tonight. Probably check out some new restaurants. I informed old Martha of my plans and she made sure I was ready in no time. She insisted I visited a night club instead. Vignette. I had always heard about it but my father would never let me leave the house let alone go to a night club. Vignette. The name rang a bell. I just couldn’t wrap my head around it. “ Signora, a restaurant won’t do. You should go to a club. There’s one you’d like… Vignette. Sinful and exclusive. Shh, no complaints. She’ll help you get ready.” That was all she said before she handed me to a younger girl who was solely in charge of picking the right outfit for tonight. “ What do you think about this?” I asked the young girl who shook her head in both disbelief and horror. I had insisted she
SALVATORE The clock struck 9pm. Just the perfect time to be at Vignette. On my way here, I had thought about calling and checking on my wife and perhaps inform her I'd be late tonight, but wouldn’t that mean I care? So instead, I rang old Martha and she assured me Alessia was doing just fine without me around. As expected. I stepped out of the car, adjusting my clothes. The music at Vignette was low and seductive. I owned eight private clubs across the city but this was the most discreet, always bubbling with sin and young blood. Girls in seductive dresses trooped in and out. No cameras. No press. Just heat and hush, hence my favorite amongst all eight. I went in through the back with some of my men. I wasn’t my usual self tonight. My eyes were searching for one person. Found her. Tessa. She was at her favorite spot, a secluded corner just near the stage, half-lit from the amber glow of the chandelier hung above. But, something was different tonight. She
SALVATORE It’s been two days since our marriage. Still, I haven’t touched my wife. Why is that the only thing on my mind in the middle of a meeting? “ Are you even paying attention to this, Salvatore? The Outfit are threatening to start a war. Again. The same war we tried to put to an end using your marriage to Alessia as the white flag.” Zakai has been repeating these same words over and over in the last thirty minutes of this meeting. Cesare sat undisturbed in my armchair, legs crossed and eyes glued to some photo. No doubt that of a woman. Whoever this new chick was, I felt so sorry for her. “ I already know this, Kai. It was me who received their message, wasn’t it?”I had been standing, taking in the view of the city from my office. Before I said another word, I turned to face them. “ If Giuseppe wants war, war he shall get. I can always paint the white flag red.” This obviously was not the reponse Zakai had been hoping for. Kai was many things; my adviser,
ALESSIA “ What are you doing?”Salvatore’s hand traveled far up my thighs, the transparent thin material giving more access. He didn’t reply. Instead his other hand yanked me closer. His heart racing wildly as he stared at me. “ What else do you think I’m doing? Claiming you.” As he spoke, his fingers brushed my collarbone. Slowly making their way to my chest before I pushed him off me aggressively. How come even I didn’t know I had such strength? “ You.. stay the fuck away from me. I never wanted this. I’m only doing this because it’s my father’s wish.” He smiles, like a maniac. Oh lord. Salvatore hops back on bed and makes right for me. “ I don’t care, Amore,” he says, eyes locked on my lips. “ But, I don’t half-claim things. When I take, I keep. And I ruin. In the worst way, Amore.” I shiver slightly. This wasn’t a threat, he meant every single thing he said. “ You think you scare me?” I whisper, even as my voice trembled.He was too close to me for