Kaysen* It had been a crazy night, and at one o'clock, it had died down enough that I could take a break. Tanner had been patiently waiting for me. "Come with me," I said as I grabbed Tanner's hand, and we walked to one of the private rooms. "So I was thinking," Tanner said, but I cut him off by crashing my lips into his. "Don't think. Let's just be," I said as I unbuttoned and unzipped Tanner's pants. "I want you so bad, baby. I want to make it to where you have my cum dripping from your pussy for the rest of the night. I want you to be mine," Tanner growled in my ear and pushed me up against the wall. "We have to make this quick I only have fifteen minutes," I said as Tanner pulled my shorts and thong down. "As you wish, Kaysen," Tanner said and impelled me from behind, sliding deep into my core and pounding me relentlessly. Tanner gripped my throat tightly with one hand and stimulated my bud with the other as I worked to hold myself up against the wall. It was all too
TANNER*"Yes, but only for a little while, and then I must leave. My mother flipped out on me this morning when I arrived home. She and my mother-in-law had called hospitals and everything," Kaysen said as she blushed from embarrassment."Oh crap, I'm so sorry, I didn't realize. I need you to stay, though, if you can, just for a little while until I fall asleep," I said as Kaysen wiped the remaining tears from my face."I had difficulty getting out of the house tonight to go to work. My mom knows that I waitress at the club, but she doesn't know that I strip. Just the fact that I work at a strip club drives her nuts. I can stay, but only for a little while," Kaysen said with a smile that reached her eyes. She's so fucking beautiful it drives me insane.Kaysen is taking all of this exceptionally well. I thought I would tell her my story, and she would run for the hills. I'm so glad that Kaysen was willing to give us a chance; it means the world to me. Now, if I could get my shit togeth
KAYSEN*I opened my door to my mom rocking Cora in the rocking chair I had in my room. Cora had her head rested on one of my dirty shirts that my mom had draped upon her chest.Cora was asleep, but I could see that she had been crying. I should have known better. Cora always wakes up around three on the nights that I work. Typically that's when I would get home; Cora would always want cuddles, and I'm two hours late getting home.My mom looked pissed beyond words. I walked over and picked Cora up, and she woke up slightly."Mommy, you are home," Cora said as she nuzzled her head into my chest. Mom didn't say anything and walked out of my room, leaving the door open."Yes, baby, so sorry mommy is late getting home tonight. Mommy is off for the next two days, so I'll make it up to you," I said as I sat in the rocking chair and began rocking Cora again until she fell back asleep.Looking down at Cora's sleeping form, I started to think my mom was right. I shouldn't be stripping or workin
KAYSEN*When an unrecognizable number showed on the screen, I had let it go to voicemail. I had figured if it was important, whoever it was would leave a message.Imagine my surprise when I heard Tanner in that voicemail telling me that he was leaving and wouldn't return for a while. Then when I listened to the voicemail again, it dawned on me that he had said it would be best if we didn't see each other again.I was upset at first until I remembered that in the beginning, Tanner and I were only meant to be a one-night stand in the first place. I thought we had decided to be more, though. It didn't take Tanner long to change his mind on that; perhaps I've dodged a bullet. We don't know anything about each other other than having phenomenal sex; we may not have anything in common.I had talked to Hector not too long before Tanner had called. I will be working Friday and Saturday nights for the next month. Hector was very understanding on the matter, which was excellent; I thou
TANNER*I sat there for a while until I calmed down and could see straight. I'm such an idiot for walking away from Kaysen. How selfish could I possibly be?I thought I was doing the right thing, but it was the worst thing I could ever have done. All because I'm hell-bent on not getting married or having children; for reasons, I can't seem to figure out.No, the main reason, as my therapist has pointed out a couple of times, is that I don't feel I deserve those things. Maybe my therapist is right? Maybe deep down, I want those things, to be married and have kids; I don't feel I deserve them, though. I don't know; I don't know what is wrong with me that I can't get my crap together enough to have a woman like Kaysen. So now I'm right back at square one, thinking I should let Kaysen go like she bluntly stated I should.I was about to start my truck and pull out when I heard a knock at my window. I looked up to see Kaysen's sky blue eyes and melted all over again. Her eyebrows furrowed,
TANNER*"Can I lay down for a minute?" I asked Kaysen.I'm not sure I heard her right. I must be dreaming or something. Kaysen being pregnant with twins can't be real; Kaysen is trying to pull one over on me. Maybe she was trying to see how I would react to a situation like this. I just needed to breathe for a minute before I passed out."Here, lay here, and I'll get you some water," Kaysen said as she gave me a pillow and walked off.I laid there and did the breathing exercise that my therapist had taught me and hoped when I opened my eyes, I would wake up in my bed. Learning about Kaysen being pregnant with twins was all too much for me. We hardly know each other. That's my fault; all of this is my fault.I heard Kaysen set a cup down on the nightstand, and then the bed dipped down, and I knew this wasn't a dream. I had to tread softly here, but I had no idea how to deal with this situation. Kaysen said dating and getting to know each other, but isn't getting married the ri
KAYSEN*Cora walked into the room crying; I thought I would have more time with Tanner. However, I'm glad she walked in after Tanner had finished dressing; I would have had a nervous breakdown if Cora had walked in while Tanner and I were having sex. Tanner and I will need to be more careful from now on.I could kick myself for giving in to Tanner so quickly, but I couldn't help it; my mind, body, and heart go haywire any time he's around. Everything is so much more intense than when I was with Michael. Maybe because I was so young and Michael was my first love.Tanner removed himself from my belly and sat up, and Cora rubbed her eyes. I got up from my bed and walked over to Cora."Mommy, who's he?" Cora asked as she pointed at Tanner."His name is Tanner; he is a good friend of mommy's; you will meet him again soon. For now, let's go change your pull-up and get you some milk, ok, and mommy will rock you," I said as I ushered Cora out the door."I'll be right back. Don't forget the wa
TANNER*Taking Kaysen and Cora out tonight was fantastic. I went on the carousel with Cora several times; that happened to be her favorite thing to do besides hitting the moles. Cora tried some other games, but most of them, she was too young to play.Kaysen and I decided to take Cora to the park afterward so that she could run off all of her energy.I let Kaysen rest while I went down slides and ran around with Cora. I haven't had that much fun since I was in grade school. I could tell having Cora around would bring me back to life.Cora had been stuck to me all night long from the moment I walked into the door. It was most likely the plush doll I had gotten her. I couldn't help from getting something for her; Cora has not let the doll go for a second.I had a hard time leaving after dropping Kaysen and Cora off at home. I wished that I could stay with them. I need to sit down with Kaysen and discuss with her about at least getting her own place. I would help her pay rent.Also, ther