Avaâs POV
The gown was smoothing and soft against my hips as a piece of silk, red bold, and loud like me. I was not planning to bump into Killian at the Joe Corp Gala, however, i had no intention to conceal myself. The heels were high, the cleavage was low and the expression on his face was presumable. He was at the centre of the room with a drink in his hands standing frozen as i entered. The music went on but he stopped, all his body seemed to stop. I just passed by him as i did not recognize him, as though i had not learnt by heart every hair on his face, every fib in his tones, like he wasn't the man who kissed me at night when making love to another person. Killian Joe hurled this loss on my head. He would not repeat itânot even under the level gaze of his grey eyes which seemed able to burn apologies into my flesh. Just behind i heard a smoother voice say âMs Blake.â Like a pre-arranged chest-stroke, Grayson was so exactly timed, his hand began to slide in my small back, so polished and possessive. I could see the crowd and my heart did not skip a beat. Bending to me he turned until his lips almost touched the shell of my ear and he whispered âYou look like a red thing of danger and sexy and i hope i will be the so see them all swallow on it.â I smiled, no, not with the words but with the look of Killian's eyes across the room. Let him watch. Let him drown. *** Killianâs POV It was supposed to be a normal entrance, smelling, shaking hands, nodding through speech i had paid to hear but she entered in Red and i forgot how to breathe. Ava was beautiful as always, pleasant to look at but this was not the woman that i married, this was not the shy girl who would whine and cry on my chest when my company almost collapsed. This was war and she came in blood Red and i changed positions without knowing what i was doing as i approached her. I could not tell what to say when passing the marble and dumping the whiskey. She didn't look at me, she looked through me, and then the next thing she was being touched by Grayson f***ing Wolfe as though she were his. That was when i lost it. âAva,â I said, low and sharp. She looks without killing or warmth âKillian.â She uttered my name like it was the name of a stranger. âI need to talk to you. â Graysonâs hand didn't move. âMake a reservation then,â She answered in a business-like way. âI'm no longer your wife, i do not make late-night surprise visits.â I had it coming to me, that is even sadder as there are some things i cannot afford to see at the time at which she was gazing at another man the way she used to gaze at me like he was her safe haven and i was a ghost. *** Avaâs POV He went behind me through the crowd. I didn't care. Grayson and i walked wolf-like between kings-soft and envious. It was the first time a man walked beside me and tried not to take control of me until Grayson but still something did not settle. He was too good, too precise, and when nobody was anywhere too close, i had to keep my head straight because Killian wasn't giving up. He moved to the exit blocking my way and pretended he still owned my time. âAva please,â he said. âJust five minutes.â I stared at him in silence. â Is this about her?â I asked, his jaw clenched. âIt's not, not anymore.â âThen it is you?â I said and came near with my voice low. â And you Killian are not my concern anymore.â I marched out before he had a chance to answer and Grayson followed behind and gave no answer or reply like a ghost with power and secrets. *** Graysonâs POV When she was cruel, she was intoxicating and it enhanced the chase to be more fulfilling. It made her more intelligent since she still could not trust me, which was fine because i didn't need the trust, i just needed time and soon she would recognize the whole empire which she was rebuilding? was made of my hands, my connections and my plans. I never offered love, it would have been too easy, i offered control, a better life and power. When she falls in love with the power, she will fall in love with me and i will burn it all to the ground, even my own self. *** Avaâs POV The gala did not conclude the night and when i got into my apartment. I threw my heels and the clutch on top of the marble counter. My phone was receiving missed calls from Killian. I poured wine, Red just as my dress and also my wrath. I was not interested in whatever he had to say. I didn't want an apology, i wanted distance, control, and peace but i did not get that because as i sipped the red wine and scrolled through some of the photos my assistant had sent meâone picture stopped my hand in mid-air. It was not a paparazzishot but a snap shot. This was⌠secretAva My robe left hanging about my chest as it was that two chapters before when Killian had wrung a moan out of me. My lips were still swollen even though it was not because of lipstick-it was him. But my heart? That was something else now, Something stiff. Then something was becoming glass inside me.... it was a video, what I was watching on my phone. One which should be kept a secret, by nobody, under no name, no warning. I clicked it and I was frozen like a corpse.. It was Killian, shirtless and smilling in a bedroom having the same gold trim curtains I had chosen out of a catalog one Tuesday night when he said he liked soft things. He was smiling but it was not at me but at her. I used to believe that the same woman was no more than a mistake. A one time deal, a possibility, or nothing.. But she was not a rumor any more, she was real and she was pregnant on the video, big belly, big grin. 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AVA I froze. My robe was lying on the floor, Killian shirt barely hanging over one of my shoulders and his hand- God, his hand was still on my thigh. I gasped and Killian caught me doing it. He jerked his head up where he had been kissing the inside of my knee in a most sinner-like manner. His eyes were savage, copper-coloured in the dimness, keen with parental alarm. He gazed in my eyes, then at the door. Another creak, I hastened up in such a fury the world reeled, lust did not get my heart pounding this time though, from fear. The type of fear that set in in your stomach and then creeps up inside you like dangerous poison. "Did you invite anyone?" In a menacingly low voice Killian asked. I shook my head. âNo person comes here without an invitation..â He already started pulling his half-buttoned pants. I took the robe, and threw it around me, my fingers were shaking, the door creaked again then i heard a voice. "Open up, Ava. We need to talk." Killia
Ava His hand remained on the knot of the robe which she had just dropped and there i stood, naked not weak, as this was not the girl who used to beg. This woman was the one who got betrayed and lived through it. This was woman who drank her sorrow and sprayed it all over like perfume. He came to me with the movement as though something in him were crawling toward me. He was breathing faster, his eyes were darker and when he touched my waist i did not filinch. âYou should not be here" she said, and i could not move, she did not put her lips aside, he did not reply he only kissed me, and God,--I loathed that still I melted to it. It was not soft, not sweet, not worried or slow, It was fire in the mouth, teeth, tongue, bruising kind of kiss. His hands went down my back as though to get to know me again. Such as all of my skin that he used not to pay attention to before had to be adored. He leaned me against the wall and was kissing my neck until my toes were cur
I whispered it so loudly it frightened me, though, and I knew this time no one was in the room with me. Just me turning a light bulb in a corner, a stench of red wine in my tongue, and a couch on which I just got too cold to sit. I was yet in the gala dress, with the zippers down and wads. My makeup was smeared, and my phone was shaky in my hand as though it knew that it had done something wrong. Grayson was having sex with her in a bed which was not mine with my lawyer . It is the same woman who said I was courageous to walk away. The same woman who held my hand and told me âYou deserve peace, Ava.âThe woman whom I believed would be my ugliest end to life. They were smiling in the photo. Not that sort of smile folks show when they are tipsy. The nice clothes which they put on after they have won. She had on the silver necklace that I bought her as a gift on her birthday. A reward of appreciation .it appeared as a trophy and Grayson? His hand was on her hip. That was the h
Avaâs POV The gown was smoothing and soft against my hips as a piece of silk, red bold, and loud like me. I was not planning to bump into Killian at the Joe Corp Gala, however, i had no intention to conceal myself. The heels were high, the cleavage was low and the expression on his face was presumable. He was at the centre of the room with a drink in his hands standing frozen as i entered. The music went on but he stopped, all his body seemed to stop. I just passed by him as i did not recognize him, as though i had not learnt by heart every hair on his face, every fib in his tones, like he wasn't the man who kissed me at night when making love to another person. Killian Joe hurled this loss on my head. He would not repeat itânot even under the level gaze of his grey eyes which seemed able to burn apologies into my flesh. Just behind i heard a smoother voice say âMs Blake.â Like a pre-arranged chest-stroke, Grayson was so exactly timed, his hand began to slide i
KILLIAN's povIt was supposed to be romantic.The private orchestra, the full ballroom at Langston Towers, the press discreetly tipped off, ready to capture Ava Blake walking into an apology so grand it would rewrite everything.I stood in the center of the candlelit hall, waiting.But Ava didnât walk in.She stormed in.Dressed in blackâagain, always black lately, like mourning the man I used to beâand flanked by two board members. The camera flashes burst behind her like lightning.She didnât even blink at the arrangement.âReally, Killian?â she said coolly. âYou ambush me with violins?âI tried to step forward. âI wanted to show you Iâm not giving upâââThis isnât a K-drama,â she snapped. âYou donât get to cheat, lie, ruin everything, then roll out a red carpet and expect redemption in four acts.âThe reporters began whispering. Filming. Loving the chaos.I lowered my voice. âAva, Iâm trying. Iâm begging youâââDonât beg,â she said. âNot unless youâre ready to do it in front of eve