"I want to go." Kara stated. Well, more like requested.
"Stay here for a while with me. Ditch Damon. I will take you wherever you want to go later." James insisted.
Kara pursed her lips in frustration. Why does he even care for what she does or where she is going? He always finds the reasons to throw her away from him in front of everybody else, but comes out to torment her when she is alone.
James furrowed his eyebrows as she did not answer to him. Was she trying to hide something?
"Kara, Speak up." James commanded.
"You will ditch me if I did not go with Damon. I know it." Kara mumbled in an almost inaudible tone.
"I will not. I promise." James replied gently.
Kara's eyes lifted up to meet his. She wished he was not lying this time. Today was special to her and she did not want it to get ruined.
It was Five Thirty am in the winter's cold. Everyone else was sleeping. If she stayed with James then they could spend some time before anyone else wakes up.
"Alright." She said and turned around to walk to the couch in front of the TV. Once there she turned around to face him and whispered with hope in her eyes,
"Please do not forget your promise, James."
"I won't." James gave a small smile and came to sit beside her on the couch.
Picking up the remote from the table he turned it on and started flipping through the channels absentmindedly. They did not need to say any words. The silence was comfortable between them.
"Will you be.." Kara started to speak, hesitation was clear in her words, "Will you be moving next week?"
"Yes." He responded. Stopping at a silly cartoon channel he dropped the remote on the table and turned to face her.
He had brought his own penthouse in the downtown. Staying in the large house of his family was alright and convenient but he needed some space now. Not having Kara in front of his eyes Twenty Four Seven is going to be hell for him, he already knew that. But it was a high time that he distanced himself from her. His control over himself had started to slip with each passing day. He just needed to wait one more year until Kara graduates from college.
Kara was fidgeting with her fingers. Her gaze stuck to the large Tv screen but mind wandering thousands of miles away in sadness.
James watched her closely. Sliding his hand to her cheek he pushed back the tendrils falling on her face and pulled her face closer to his.
Kara's eyes came to rest on him. His green eyes, liquid but somewhat like stones and stars and all the wonders in world mixed in one stared into her brown ones.
Was it going to be the last time they sit together, so close to each other?
"Would you miss me?" James asked while caressing her cheek with his thumb, his eyes following the movement.
"No." Kara responded calmly.
His complete attention snapped to hers. But there was nothing he could see except for sweetness.
"I will miss you." He mumbled, dropping his forehead on hers.
Kara gulped down the feelings that started to choke her. She felt like she wanted to throw herself on him and never let go. Even though there was an invisible wall that James had built between them that appeared in front of their family and disappeared when they were alone, she wanted him to be hers forever.
But she did not have the right. He had never given it to her. He never made any promises. He never uttered the words that she silently begged him to say. He knew what was between them. But he never let it grow.
"Come to me." He pulled her closer and engulfed her in his arms, hiding her inside his chest.
He spread his legs long on the couch, and slipped a bit down, keeping the pillows under his shoulders blades to lay comfortably and taking Kara with him in his arms. Kara's head rested upon James's chest, hearing the gentle thump of his heart beating against his chest.
Her eyes dropped close, relishing the rare moment that he had decided to bestow upon both of them.
~~~Past~~~
"I can not do it." Kara whispered with fright clear as day on her face.
Her Eight years self stared down from the seven feet wall in the abandoned home.
"Don't make her do it, James!" Damon shouted from the ground. Angry and frustrated because he could not do anything but shout from the ground. Gathering all his strength he jumped up to climb the wall, but his three feet tall height would not allow him to even touch the ragged edge of the wall.
"You can do it." James whispered in her ear, standing right beside her, "Just see the ground and nothing else."
Kara shivered as she stared down at the ground. The heights always had frightened her. James had lured her and managed to make her climb up the wall. But to get down from there she had to jump.
The task was not as easy for her as it appeared to everyone else.
"Jump!" James commanded.
"I don't want to." Kara turned her eyes towards him, "I am going to get hurt."
"You won't." James assured her.
"Kara, don't jump!" Damon shouted, "I will get someone to help you get down from there. Stay right there."
"Kara. JUMP." James seethed, his eyes got filled with anger. "Do not listen to anybody and do what I say."
"Kara, don't jump!" Damon's eyes sliced between Kara and James in worry.
"I am afraid." Kara whimpered.
James pushed her down.
Kara landed down on the ground with a sickening thud. Her ankle twisted to an awkward angle and she immediately burst out in tears.
One Year Later…“Let’s end the session here.” Mrs. Viva, James’ therapist offered a genuine smile, “a year passed so quickly. You have changes so much, and in a good way.”James stared at the door eagerly before turning his face in Mrs. Viva’s direction, “Thank you. This is our last session, right?”“Yes.” Mrs. Viva laughed, “and hopefully, I will never see you again. At least not in my office. I would not mind getting occasional invites to your high profile parties though.” her last words finished with a wink.James smiled, and once again glanced at the door with puppy dog, desperate eyes.
Slowly he started to lightly brush her still shuddering clit with his cock's head. With her clit receiving this erotic stimulation, her pussy started dripping her cum down on the ground.He then slowly slid the crown of his thickness inside her hole, barely sliding in before pulling out swiftly. She was already dripping so much, and his teasing, constant strokes made her even more desperate."You love me, right?" James put his thumb on her asshole and pushed in slowly, while his cock teased her entrance mercilessly.Both of her thighs were wet. He could clearly see how much she wanted him but he wanted to hear it from her and tease her.She felt a burn as James slowly slid inside her, almost halfway, but then stopped. His hands trembled on her hips, but he did not go any further, hearing a whimper slip past her lips."You want me, don't you?"He pressed his lips in to her shoulder and one of his hands moved down to her clit and started to ru
James smiled in pure happiness the moment she said those words. He heard the sound of a loud growl leaving her lips as she wrapped her hands around his shoulders and flipped him on his back. She climbed on the top of him, keeping her weight on her elbows and knees, she loomed over his hard body. Her lips touched the hard, yet soft skin, her tongue darting out to taste him and lick him hungrily. James groaned loudly, his hand slipped in her hair to fist roughly to stop her from going down. She forcibly pushed at his hand to earn another growl from him.Her teeth sank in his nipple, earning a rough his that vibrated from his chest. Within a few seconds, her top and bra were on the floor but before she could make another move, James came on the top of her and took her mouth carnally. His hand pinched her hard bud and then replaced it with his hot mouth, sucking on it roughly.Her moans filled the room, her nails scratched his back, which only earned her more harsh sucking
Pacifying one's anger is not the hard toughest thing in the world, but seeing the indifference from your love- that tears you apart from inside.James went through the same feeling when Kara turned indifferent to him. And this was not angry indifference. This was polite indifference. She stopped getting angry at him for everything. She answered his every word, but from a distance.A week passed by and James never saw her smile at him again. She was not angry and she did not cry, in fact, she was just the opposite. She was smiling when she talked with others, especially when his family came to the office to meet her one by one. His mom, his dad, even Damon. Especially Damon, because she seemed to be filled with guilt for abandoning him on the day of the marriage. Even when Damon apologized to her for what he had done- for being the bad person to tell that woman named Lila to bring up Damon's name in front of her- she did not get angry and forgave him right away.
Kara opened the door and left without saying anything to him. The whole day she avoided even coming in front of him. James could only look at her dull face that she tried to hide behind a fake smile while talking to the colleagues.When Damon came to the office, it was already filled with hushed whispers about the whole fight between Kara and James. And when he came to the department, it was not hard for him to recognize the sadness in her eyes. His stern, furious gaze turned to James who was sitting in his office, his gaze coming constantly to Kara.Without a second thought, Damon stormed inside James' office. His hands came down to rest on the table when he asked with clear anger in his voice, "You did that to her again, didn't you?"James leaned back in his chair, unaffected by Damon's dominating frustration, "And how do you know it is me?""Because nothing else can cause her that fucking heartbreak which shows in her eyes." Damon hissed furiously, "Ov
James' face grew grim as soon as he heard the words that Lila said. He grabbed Kara's hand in his own and pulled her towards their seat. He helped her get seated by pulling her chair for her. The table was already filled with food of different kind."Have your dinner." He put his hand on her shoulder and kissed the side of her temple, "I will be back in a bit."He started to move away while turning towards the exit but Kara grabbed his hand at the very last minute, stopping him in his tracks, "Where are you going?"She knew where he was going. But she wanted him to confirm her suspicion.."Nowhere." he responded and pulled his hand out of her grasp, settling her palm back on the table, "be back soon. Finish your dinner, baby."He turned around again to leave but Kara grabbed his wrist, this time standing up on her feet