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Taram lived where the tarred road surrendered to red dust—at the farthest edge of Apret village, where movement slowed and the world seemed to hesitate.
Beyond that point lay open land and silence, a stretch of earth that smelled of rainless soil and unrealized promise. Life here was unhurried but exacting, predictable yet unforgiving. The sun rose each morning like a stern witness, and days were measured by labor, hunger, and the slow migration of shadows across the cracked walls of mud houses.
He had completed high school months earlier, carrying certificates that felt lighter than they should have been, as though the future they promised had leaked away before he could claim it. With no clear direction, Taram drifted along the margins of his life—restless, uncertain, and driven more by instinct than intention. He owned no great ambitions, only a quiet dissatisfaction that followed him like dust on his skin.
In the evenings, he often sat on the low wall in front of his house, watching village children chase chickens in noisy circles, their laughter rising and falling with the sun. From nearby compounds came the sounds of cooking pots and familiar arguments, of lives settled into patterns that rarely changed. And yet, inside him, something strained against containment. He felt the pull of a wider world—something larger, unnamed, and distant—calling to him from beyond the village boundary.
Taram was not a church boy. Faith, to him, existed as habit rather than conviction: Sunday bells, memorized prayers, voices lifted without expectation. Religion lingered at the edges of his life like background noise—present, but easily ignored. He lived in the now, following impulse, avoiding attachments that threatened to anchor him. Still, beneath his carelessness flickered a sense of anticipation, as though life were gathering itself, preparing to interrupt him.
It did.
On December 26th, 1999, fate chose its moment.
The day arrived bright and clear, the harmattan air sharp enough to make the red dust shimmer like embers beneath the sun. Taram sat outside his house, seeking escape from the stifling quiet indoors. The yard stretched between ancient trees whose roots clawed deep into the earth, as if refusing to let go of the past. Birds nested above, their songs weaving through the air—voices older than the village itself, speaking in rhythms he could not interpret but instinctively felt.
And then he saw her.
Eluan.
She stood by the roadside in effortless stillness, as though she had always belonged to that place. The sunlight rested on her face with deliberate tenderness, illuminating her eyes, tracing the soft curve of her smile. There was nothing hurried about her movement, nothing uncertain. She walked as if the earth recognized her steps, as if the village itself had shifted to make room for her presence.
Taram stopped breathing.
Time faltered. The dust, the trees, the cracked walls behind him faded into irrelevance. All that remained was Eluan—radiant against the ordinariness of Apret, quietly extraordinary.
No one had mentioned her. No rumor had preceded her arrival. She appeared without warning, like a truth he had not known he was searching for. Taram, untrained in the language of longing, understood immediately that something fundamental had changed.
She did not speak at first. Her gaze lingered on the ground, and Taram watched the sunlight dance along her skin. There was a calm about her that unsettled him—not the stillness of innocence, but the composure of someone who had learned how to carry life’s weight without bitterness.
Then she looked up.
Their eyes met, and something passed between them—swift, electric, undeniable. A recognition that startled him into motion. Without thinking, Taram stepped closer, his heart pounding loudly in his chest. Slowly, the world returned: the rustle of leaves, the distant cluck of a hen, the murmur of village life. Yet none of it mattered. Not the dust on his sandals. Not the uncertainty that had long shaped his days. Everything dissolved in her presence.
She spoke softly.
“Hello.”
The word was ordinary, yet it landed with unexpected force, settling deep in his chest.
“Hello,” Taram replied, startled by his own voice, which sounded unfamiliar even to himself.
He wanted to say more—to ask her name, to anchor the moment with words—but language failed him. So he remained silent, allowing the space between them to fill with possibility.
For a long moment, he heard nothing else. His thoughts clung to small details: the way her hair caught the light, the steady rhythm of her breathing, the quiet assurance in her posture. She was not an idea, not a dream, not a story passed down in whispers. She was real—and that reality thrilled him as much as it frightened him.
They stood there, suspended in mutual awareness. Taram sensed that this instant—unremarkable to anyone else—would live within him long after the day had passed. In that shared silence, something unspoken formed. Not love. Not yet. But recognition. The faint outline of futures bending toward one another.
The sun climbed higher, pulling the day forward, but Taram felt caught between worlds—between the life he had known and the one now beckoning. He did not yet know her name, nor what tomorrow would demand of him, but one truth rang clear: he had crossed an invisible threshold.
When he finally turned away, Taram looked back once more. Eluan remained there, serene and luminous, unaware of the quiet earthquake she had stirred within him.
He knew, with a certainty that startled him, that this moment was not an ending. He would return—to her, to this road, to the place where fate had finally noticed him.
The edge of Apret remained unchanged.
Taram did not.
Something had begun—softly, irrevocably—in the sunlight by the road.
Love returned to Taram’s life not as a question, not as a careful negotiation—but like a tide that arrived with certainty, sweeping away hesitation and leaving no room for doubt.His love with Preye grew fast, almost frighteningly so. On campus, they became a quiet phenomenon. Their names were spoken together as though they were one word—Taram-and-Preye. Students whispered about them in lecture halls, paused mid-conversation when they passed hand in hand, and measured their own fragile relationships against the ease that seemed to follow the two of them everywhere.“They’re too perfect,” someone once muttered near the faculty building.“No,” another replied thoughtfully, “they just found each other early.”They studied together late into the night, books spread across library tables, knees brushing beneath desks. Preye challenged Taram’s thinking, refused to let him retreat into silence when ideas grew uncomfortable.“You can’t just accept that answer,” she once said, tapping his note
Taram did not tell Preye immediately.Not because he meant to deceive her, but because some truths carried sharp edges, and he needed to learn how to hold them without bleeding everywhere.It began with a letter.The envelope was thin, creased, as though it had traveled reluctantly. Eluan’s handwriting met him like a ghost—familiar, careful, restrained.I am returning to school, it read. I have been admitted to complete my education. But the fees… I do not know who else to ask.No accusation. No reminder of vows. Just a fact laid bare, like a wound uncovered to the air.Taram folded the letter slowly. His chest tightened—not with longing, but with responsibility. Some debts were not written in money alone. Some were paid because they must be.That evening, Preye noticed his silence before he spoke.“You’ve been far away all day,” she said, setting down the cup of tea she had made for him. “Where did you go?”He smiled faintly. “You always know.”“I listen,” she replied, sitting beside
Preye entered Taram’s life the way mercy often does—not as an answer, but as presence.She did not arrive with promises or certainty. She arrived with consistency.One evening after fellowship, she sat beside him without ceremony. No rehearsed greeting. No deliberate distance. Just presence. Taram noticed her perfume first—subtle, almost shy. When the prayers ended and people began to disperse, she turned toward him and asked a simple question.“Do you want to walk?”He hesitated, surprised by how much he wanted to say yes.“I usually go alone,” he replied.She smiled. “Then tonight, you don’t have to.”That walk became the first of many.They walked through quiet campus roads where streetlights hummed softly and the night air smelled of damp earth and rain-soaked leaves. Their footsteps found a rhythm that felt natural, unforced. Sometimes they talked about nothing at all—books she loved, the way she grew up by the river, how she believed silence could be a form of prayer.“Not every
Taram had learned how to keep his heart under strict watch.After Eluan—after the slow unravelling of faith, certainty, and the boy he used to be—he decided love was a dangerous thing. Beautiful, yes, but reckless. It demanded too much and returned too little. So, he disciplined himself instead. He buried his days in lectures, assignments, and endless fellowship meetings, convincing himself that structure could replace longing, and that routine could cauterize memory.He told himself God rewarded obedience.That faith was protection.But the truth gnawed at him quietly: obedience had not protected him. Prayer had not prevented loss. God, whom he had trusted without reservation, had remained silent when silence hurt the most.So, Taram walked alone.He chose longer routes across campus—paths that bent away from hostels, away from laughter and careless intimacy. He liked places where no one expected him to smile, where no one asked how he was doing and waited for a real answer. His thou
Eluan left without an argument.There were no slammed doors, no raised voices, no dramatic accusations to make the decision feel justified. She Eluan before dawn, as she had learned to do since motherhood tightened time around her wrists, and moved through the room quietly, careful not to wake the child sleeping against her side.The boy stirred, made a small sound—half breath, half question—and she froze until his chest settled again. Then she lifted him slowly, wrapping him against her back with the practiced gentleness of a woman who had learned love under pressure.Ododo slept on.His breathing was deep, untroubled, the kind of sleep that comes from believing tomorrow will arrange itself without effort. Eluan watched him for a long moment, searching his face for something—remorse, tenderness, regret—but found only familiarity. The kind that dulls urgency. The kind that assumes endurance will last forever.She turned away.The room was barely awake. The early light crept through th
The labour began before dawn, when the night was still thick and unwilling to release its grip on the world.Eluan had been awake for hours already, lying on the narrow bed in the small room Ododo rented behind his uncle’s house. Sleep had refused her, not out of fear alone but because her body seemed to know what the clock did not yet declare—that something irreversible was approaching. Each tightening in her belly arrived like a quiet knock, polite at first, almost apologetic, then lingered just long enough to make her breath catch.When the pain sharpened, when it no longer came and went but stayed, crouched inside her like an animal baring its teeth, she pressed a hand against her stomach and whispered, “Not yet.”But the child did not listen.By the time the first rooster crowed, the pain had learned confidence. It Eluan in waves, swelling and crashing, pulling sounds from Eluan’s throat she did not recognize as her own. Ododo woke with irritation before concern, his face creased
Taram left again.This time, there were no promises spoken softly at the gate. No whispered assurances about waiting, about God’s timing, about love surviving distance. His departure was quiet, almost administrative, like a duty performed without emotion.At dawn, he packed his bag. His mother bles
Taram walked into the night.He did not know where his feet were taking him, only that staying would crush him. The rain had slowed to a mist, clinging to his skin like the memory of Eluan’s tears. Behind him, her sobs still echoed in the small room, but he could not turn back. Not yet. If he did,
Taram walked slowly through Apretia that evening, the sun slipping into its last amber tones, painting the village in a hue that seemed borrowed from dreams. Every house, every tree, every familiar curve of the dusty ground seemed to notice him—acknowledging the return of someone both changed and s
Taram held the letter in his hands as though it were a fragile bird. The paper trembled slightly, catching the late morning sunlight streaming through the small window of his room. The seal was official, the words unambiguous: he had been admitted to into the University.For a moment, joy surged th







