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PART 1 walking distance The night air wrapped around them as they moved away from the noise of the courtyard. Music faded behind them, replaced by the softer sounds of campus at night footsteps on pavement, distant laughter, the low hum of streetlights. Ethan didn’t touch her, but he walked close enough that Maya could feel the warmth of him through the thin space between their arms. It was deliberate. She noticed. “So,” she said, breaking the silence easily, “you always escape parties this fast?” “I don’t usually come to them,” he replied. “Yet here you are.” He glanced at her briefly. “You’re observant.” “I like knowing what I’m getting into.” “That makes one of us.” She smiled at that, turning her head slightly to look at him. Up close, his face was sharper than she remembered strong jaw, focused eyes, the kind of calm that felt earned, not practiced. “You’re not what I expected,” she said. “And what did you expect?” She shrugged lightly. “Someone louder. Someone who knows people are watching him.” “They are,” he said. “I just don’t need them to.” They reached a quieter path lined with trees. The lights were dimmer here, shadows stretching across the ground. Ethan slowed instinctively when the path narrowed, positioning himself slightly closer to her subtle, protective. Maya caught it. “You do that without thinking,” she said. “Do what?” “Step in,” she replied. “Like earlier. Like now.” He stopped walking. She stopped too. For a moment, they stood facing each other under the soft glow of a single light. “I don’t like chaos,” he said finally. “I fix what’s in front of me.” “And people?” she asked gently. “Do you fix them too?” His eyes held hers steady, searching. “People aren’t problems.” Something in her chest warmed at that. “Good answer,” she said. He exhaled softly, like he hadn’t realized he’d been holding his breath. “You make things complicated.” “I make things honest,” she corrected. “There’s a difference.” He studied her again, longer this time. “You don’t hesitate much.” “No,” she admitted. “Life already does that enough for everyone.” They started walking again. They passed the library, its windows glowing warmly. Maya slowed, glancing at it. “I need to pick up my schedule tomorrow. You?” “Already did.” “Of course you did,” she said, amused. “Overachiever.” “Disciplined,” he corrected. She laughed softly. “Same thing, different mood.” They reached a bench overlooking a small pond. The water reflected the lights like scattered stars. Ethan paused. “You cold?” he asked. She blinked. “No. Why?” “You crossed your arms.” She hadn’t even noticed. “I’m fine,” she said. He shrugged out of his jacket anyway and held it out to her. She stared at it. “You just said I wasn’t cold.” “Doesn’t mean the night won’t change,” he replied calmly. She took it, fingers brushing his for half a second. Electric. “Thank you,” she said, slipping it on. It smelled faintly like soap and something warm him. They sat. Not too close. Not far either. Maya swung one leg lightly, watching the water. “So tell me, Ethan Cruz why the distance?” He leaned back slightly, resting his elbows on the bench. “Distance keeps things clear.” “Clear from what?” “Expectation.” She turned to face him fully. “And what do you expect from me?” His jaw tightened. “Nothing.” She didn’t look offended. She looked thoughtful. “That’s not true,” she said softly. “You expect me to leave.” Silence stretched. “I don’t,” he said after a moment. “I just don’t plan for people to stay.” “That sounds lonely.” He didn’t deny it. She smiled, not pitying, not soft, just real. “Then don’t plan. Just… be.” He watched her, something unreadable passing through his eyes. “You’re dangerous,” he said quietly. She laughed. “You say that like it’s a warning.” “It is.” She leaned closer, voice low. “I’ll take my chances.” They sat like that until the night deepened and the air cooled further. When they finally stood, it felt natural like something had already been decided without words. “I’ll walk you back,” he said. “You don’t have to.” “I know.” And yet, he did. PART 2 First friend The dorm entrance buzzed with activity freshmen coming and going, laughter spilling into the night. Maya stopped just before the steps and turned to face him. “This is me,” she said. He nodded. “Good.” She hesitated, then reached up and tugged lightly on his sleeve. “You’re not very good at endings.” “I don’t end things,” he replied. She smiled. “Then this isn’t one.” She slipped his jacket off and handed it back. Their fingers brushed again longer this time. “So,” she said, “friends?” He considered her carefully. “Friends.” “Good,” she said. “Then friends exchange numbers.” He almost laughed. Almost. He pulled out his phone and handed it to her. She typed her number in, added her name with a small smiley face, then handed it back. “You added an emoji,” he noted. “I did,” she said proudly. “It makes me memorable.” “You already are.” The words slipped out before he could stop them. They both froze. Maya’s smile softened not teasing now. “You think so?” He held her gaze. “Yes.” For a second, the world narrowed to the space between them. Then someone shouted Maya’s name from inside the dorm. She broke eye contact reluctantly. “Duty calls.” She took a step back, then another. “Ethan,” she said. “Yes?” “I’m glad you didn’t disappear this time.” He watched her carefully. “Me too.” She turned and went inside. Ethan stood there for a long moment after the doors closed, hands in his pockets, heart steady but louder than usual. From that night on, they began to orbit each other. Not officially. Not loudly. But consistently. They studied together. We walked together. Shared meals between classes. Maya talked about fashion, ideas, frustrations. Ethan listened. Always listened. He walked her to class when schedules aligned. He waited when she was late. He stepped in when people pushed too close. He never said why. And Maya never asked. One afternoon, she found him at the campus café, head bent over a textbook, coffee untouched. “You’re doing it again,” she said, sliding into the seat across from him. “Doing what?” “Overworking,” she replied, nudging his coffee toward him. “Drink.” He did. She smiled. “Good friend.” He looked at her over the rim of the cup. “You’re enjoying this.” “I am,” she admitted. “You’re easy to be around.” “That’s new,” he said dryly. “For you,” she corrected. Their knees brushed under the table. Neither moved away. As days turned into weeks, something unspoken settled between them. Not a confession. Not a promise. Just presence. And for Ethan who had learned to live without expectations it was the most dangerous thing of all. Because without realizing it, he had already started to care.CHAPTER 33 PART 1 TOO CLOSE TO SEE Maya woke up knowing something had shifted. It wasn’t dramatic. No slammed doors. No raised voices. No visible fallout. It was worse than that. The house felt alert. Not awake and watchful. She noticed it in the way the staff avoided her eyes, in the way conversations stopped when she entered a room, in the way her phone felt heavier in her hand even when it was silent. The crack she’d made had not gone unnoticed. She dressed slowly, deliberately, choosing something neutral. Nothing bold. Nothing soft. She pinned her hair back the way her mother liked it, applied just enough makeup to look composed, not enough to look defiant. Performance was survival. Downstairs, her fiancé was already at the table, reading through documents, coffee untouched. “You’re up early,” he said without looking at her. “I couldn’t sleep,” Maya replied. He hummed, flipping a page. “That happens when people have too much on their minds.” She sat across from h
CHAPTER 32 PART 1 A SILENT NO Maya learned something important the morning she woke up without fear. Not because the danger was gone. But because fear had finally exhausted itself. She lay on her bed, staring at the ceiling, listening to the distant sounds of the house waking up the muted footsteps of staff, the soft clink of cutlery from the dining room, the low murmur of voices she knew better than her own heartbeat. This house had always been loud with power, even when it was quiet. For the first time in weeks, her chest didn’t feel tight. Empty, yes. But steady. She sat up slowly, running a hand through her hair, and for a brief moment, she allowed herself to think of Ethan without flinching. His hands. His voice. The way he used to look at her like she was something rare, not something owned. Her phone buzzed. A message from her fiancé. Breakfast. Don’t be late. No greeting. No warmth. Just instruction. She stared at the screen, then placed the phone face down
CHAPTER 31 PART 1 LOVE, OBSERVED Maya had never known love could feel this silent. Not the soft silence of comfort, but the heavy kind that pressed against the chest and made breathing feel deliberate. Measured. As if one wrong inhale might expose everything she was hiding. She stood in front of the mirror again, adjusting the sleeve of her dress, smoothing fabric that didn’t need smoothing. Her reflection stared back at her, flawless and composed. The girl everyone admired. The woman everyone thought had everything. No one saw the ache sitting just beneath her ribs. Her fiancé was already waiting downstairs. “You look beautiful,” he said when she reached the last step. She smiled automatically. “Thank you.” His hand slipped to the small of her back as they walked out together. Possessive. Familiar. Public. The car door closed, sealing her into another performance. Campus had become a stage. Everywhere Maya went, eyes followed. Whispers floated just behind her, never loud
CHAPTER 30 PART 1 SMILES THAT HURT Maya learned very quickly that pretending was harder than enduring. Enduring pain was quiet. It happened inside the chest, behind the ribs, in places no one could see. Pretending required performance. A smile held too long. A laugh at the right moment. A hand resting gently on the arm of a man she no longer trusted but was bound to. That morning, she stood in front of the mirror longer than usual. Her engagement ring caught the light, sharp and unforgiving. She stared at it until her eyes burned. This is what safety looks like, she reminded herself. This is the cost. Behind her, the door opened. “You’re going to be late,” her fiancé said calmly. She turned, already wearing a smile. “I know.” He studied her, as if testing whether the smile was real or rehearsed. Then he nodded, satisfied. “Today matters,” he said. “There will be people watching.” There always were. On campus, the change was immediate. Maya arrived beside him, her han
CHAPTER 29 PART 1 WHEN WORLDS OVERLAP The silence inside the safe house was unnatural. Not peaceful. Not calm. It was the kind of silence that existed only when everyone in the room knew something irreversible was unfolding but no one was ready to name it. Maya stood between two worlds. On her left was Ethan. On her right was the man she was supposed to marry. She could feel the gravity of both pulling at her, tearing her apart in opposite directions. Her fiancé was the first to move. He adjusted his cufflinks slowly, deliberately, as though he had all the time in the world. His gaze drifted around the room over Elena, the folders on the table, the barely concealed panic in the air before finally settling on Ethan. The look was polite. Almost kind. “You must be very confused,” he said calmly. Ethan didn’t answer. He had gone very still, the way predators did when they were deciding whether to attack or retreat. Maya recognized it immediately. It frightened her not beca
CHAPTER 28 PART 1 STEPPING INTO FIRE Maya woke with the certainty that today would change everything. Not because something obvious would happen. Not because she planned to run or confess or scream the truth into the open. It was quieter than that more instinct than thought. The kind of knowing that settled deep in her bones. She moved slowly, deliberately, as if every step mattered. Her fiancé was already awake, standing by the window with his phone pressed to his ear. He spoke in low tones, calm and precise, the kind of voice that never betrayed urgency. When he noticed her watching, he smiled and ended the call. “Good morning,” he said. “Morning,” Maya replied. She wondered, briefly, how many versions of this moment she had lived without realizing it was rehearsed. Elena’s message replayed in her mind as she dressed. I saw it. I remember everything. There was no reply yet. That was intentional. From this moment on, communication had to be sparse. Careful. Assumed comp







