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PART 1 walking distance The night air wrapped around them as they moved away from the noise of the courtyard. Music faded behind them, replaced by the softer sounds of campus at night footsteps on pavement, distant laughter, the low hum of streetlights. Ethan didn’t touch her, but he walked close enough that Maya could feel the warmth of him through the thin space between their arms. It was deliberate. She noticed. “So,” she said, breaking the silence easily, “you always escape parties this fast?” “I don’t usually come to them,” he replied. “Yet here you are.” He glanced at her briefly. “You’re observant.” “I like knowing what I’m getting into.” “That makes one of us.” She smiled at that, turning her head slightly to look at him. Up close, his face was sharper than she remembered strong jaw, focused eyes, the kind of calm that felt earned, not practiced. “You’re not what I expected,” she said. “And what did you expect?” She shrugged lightly. “Someone louder. Someone who knows people are watching him.” “They are,” he said. “I just don’t need them to.” They reached a quieter path lined with trees. The lights were dimmer here, shadows stretching across the ground. Ethan slowed instinctively when the path narrowed, positioning himself slightly closer to her subtle, protective. Maya caught it. “You do that without thinking,” she said. “Do what?” “Step in,” she replied. “Like earlier. Like now.” He stopped walking. She stopped too. For a moment, they stood facing each other under the soft glow of a single light. “I don’t like chaos,” he said finally. “I fix what’s in front of me.” “And people?” she asked gently. “Do you fix them too?” His eyes held hers steady, searching. “People aren’t problems.” Something in her chest warmed at that. “Good answer,” she said. He exhaled softly, like he hadn’t realized he’d been holding his breath. “You make things complicated.” “I make things honest,” she corrected. “There’s a difference.” He studied her again, longer this time. “You don’t hesitate much.” “No,” she admitted. “Life already does that enough for everyone.” They started walking again. They passed the library, its windows glowing warmly. Maya slowed, glancing at it. “I need to pick up my schedule tomorrow. You?” “Already did.” “Of course you did,” she said, amused. “Overachiever.” “Disciplined,” he corrected. She laughed softly. “Same thing, different mood.” They reached a bench overlooking a small pond. The water reflected the lights like scattered stars. Ethan paused. “You cold?” he asked. She blinked. “No. Why?” “You crossed your arms.” She hadn’t even noticed. “I’m fine,” she said. He shrugged out of his jacket anyway and held it out to her. She stared at it. “You just said I wasn’t cold.” “Doesn’t mean the night won’t change,” he replied calmly. She took it, fingers brushing his for half a second. Electric. “Thank you,” she said, slipping it on. It smelled faintly like soap and something warm him. They sat. Not too close. Not far either. Maya swung one leg lightly, watching the water. “So tell me, Ethan Cruz why the distance?” He leaned back slightly, resting his elbows on the bench. “Distance keeps things clear.” “Clear from what?” “Expectation.” She turned to face him fully. “And what do you expect from me?” His jaw tightened. “Nothing.” She didn’t look offended. She looked thoughtful. “That’s not true,” she said softly. “You expect me to leave.” Silence stretched. “I don’t,” he said after a moment. “I just don’t plan for people to stay.” “That sounds lonely.” He didn’t deny it. She smiled, not pitying, not soft, just real. “Then don’t plan. Just… be.” He watched her, something unreadable passing through his eyes. “You’re dangerous,” he said quietly. She laughed. “You say that like it’s a warning.” “It is.” She leaned closer, voice low. “I’ll take my chances.” They sat like that until the night deepened and the air cooled further. When they finally stood, it felt natural like something had already been decided without words. “I’ll walk you back,” he said. “You don’t have to.” “I know.” And yet, he did. PART 2 First friend The dorm entrance buzzed with activity freshmen coming and going, laughter spilling into the night. Maya stopped just before the steps and turned to face him. “This is me,” she said. He nodded. “Good.” She hesitated, then reached up and tugged lightly on his sleeve. “You’re not very good at endings.” “I don’t end things,” he replied. She smiled. “Then this isn’t one.” She slipped his jacket off and handed it back. Their fingers brushed again longer this time. “So,” she said, “friends?” He considered her carefully. “Friends.” “Good,” she said. “Then friends exchange numbers.” He almost laughed. Almost. He pulled out his phone and handed it to her. She typed her number in, added her name with a small smiley face, then handed it back. “You added an emoji,” he noted. “I did,” she said proudly. “It makes me memorable.” “You already are.” The words slipped out before he could stop them. They both froze. Maya’s smile softened not teasing now. “You think so?” He held her gaze. “Yes.” For a second, the world narrowed to the space between them. Then someone shouted Maya’s name from inside the dorm. She broke eye contact reluctantly. “Duty calls.” She took a step back, then another. “Ethan,” she said. “Yes?” “I’m glad you didn’t disappear this time.” He watched her carefully. “Me too.” She turned and went inside. Ethan stood there for a long moment after the doors closed, hands in his pockets, heart steady but louder than usual. From that night on, they began to orbit each other. Not officially. Not loudly. But consistently. They studied together. We walked together. Shared meals between classes. Maya talked about fashion, ideas, frustrations. Ethan listened. Always listened. He walked her to class when schedules aligned. He waited when she was late. He stepped in when people pushed too close. He never said why. And Maya never asked. One afternoon, she found him at the campus café, head bent over a textbook, coffee untouched. “You’re doing it again,” she said, sliding into the seat across from him. “Doing what?” “Overworking,” she replied, nudging his coffee toward him. “Drink.” He did. She smiled. “Good friend.” He looked at her over the rim of the cup. “You’re enjoying this.” “I am,” she admitted. “You’re easy to be around.” “That’s new,” he said dryly. “For you,” she corrected. Their knees brushed under the table. Neither moved away. As days turned into weeks, something unspoken settled between them. Not a confession. Not a promise. Just presence. And for Ethan who had learned to live without expectations it was the most dangerous thing of all. Because without realizing it, he had already started to care.CHAPTER 7 PART 1 BLOOD IS NOT ALWAYS WARM The gates closed behind Maya with a sound that echoed too loudly in her chest. The Lancaster estate looked the same as it always had wide driveway, manicured hedges, lights glowing softly behind tall glass windows but the familiarity didn’t comfort her tonight. It suffocated her. She stepped out of the car slowly, smoothing her jacket, steadying her breath. Her driver avoided her eyes, hands tight on the steering wheel. “Good night, Miss,” he said carefully. Maya nodded and walked toward the house alone. The front door opened before she reached it. Her mother stood there. Elegant. Controlled. Furious. “You came home late,” her mother said. Maya stepped inside without answering. The door shut behind her with a final click. “I asked you a question,” her mother said sharply. “I heard you,” Maya replied. “I don’t owe you an explanation.” The slap came without warning. Not loud. Not dramatic. Just sharp enough to turn Maya’s hea
CHAPTER 6 PART 1 WHEN POWER SHOWS ITS TEETH Maya knew something was wrong the moment she stepped out of her morning lecture. It wasn’t obvious. Nothing dramatic. No shouting. No confrontation. Just the air. Too still. Too aware. Her phone vibrated in her hand. Unknown Number: Stop seeing him. Her fingers froze. She read it again. Once. Twice. Her chest tightened not with fear, but recognition. She didn’t reply. Another message came almost instantly. Unknown Number: You are embarrassing your family. Her jaw clenched. Then the third message arrived, slower. Deliberate. Unknown Number: He will pay for your stubbornness. That one made her stop walking. The noise of campus faded as blood rushed in her ears. Students passed her, laughing, talking, living in a world untouched by the thing pressing down on her lungs. She typed back with controlled hands. Maya: Who is this? The reply came after a pause. Unknown Number: Someone who can en
CHAPTER 5 PART 1 — THE PLACE HE HIDES Maya woke before her alarm. That almost never happened. For a moment, she lay still, staring at the ceiling, the memory of Ethan’s last message hovering just beneath her thoughts. Tomorrow. Come with me. No explanation. No reassurance. Just trust. She rolled onto her side and checked her phone. No new messages. The silence didn’t make her anxious it made her curious. By late afternoon, she was ready. She wore something simple again, comfortable jeans, flat shoes, a light jacket. Nothing that announced who she was, or where she came from. Somehow, she knew that mattered today. She was waiting near the campus gate when she heard the engine. The sound was unmistakable now. She turned just as Ethan pulled up on his motorbike, helmet on, posture easy and familiar. He cut the engine and removed the helmet, meeting her eyes. “You ready?” he asked. She smiled. “You still haven’t told me where we’re going.” He handed her a spare helmet. “I
Chapter 4 PART 1 — Unsaid things By the third week of freshman year, people had started noticing. Not loudly. Not officially. But in the quiet way rumors form through glances held a second too long, through patterns that repeat themselves until they feel intentional. Maya and Ethan. They weren’t a couple. They didn’t hold hands. They didn’t sit pressed together or whisper in corners. But they were always… there. Walking side by side across campus. Sitting across from each other in the café. Leaving lectures at the same time even when they entered separately. Maya noticed the looks before Ethan did. Or maybe he noticed and simply chose not to react. They were walking toward the science building when a group of girls passed them, their laughter soft but deliberate. One of them glanced back, eyes lingering on Ethan, then flicked to Maya with something sharp behind the smile. Maya didn’t slow. But she leaned just slightly closer to Ethan as they walked. He adjusted instantly
CHAPTER 3 PART 1 walking distance The night air wrapped around them as they moved away from the noise of the courtyard. Music faded behind them, replaced by the softer sounds of campus at night footsteps on pavement, distant laughter, the low hum of streetlights. Ethan didn’t touch her, but he walked close enough that Maya could feel the warmth of him through the thin space between their arms. It was deliberate. She noticed. “So,” she said, breaking the silence easily, “you always escape parties this fast?” “I don’t usually come to them,” he replied. “Yet here you are.” He glanced at her briefly. “You’re observant.” “I like knowing what I’m getting into.” “That makes one of us.” She smiled at that, turning her head slightly to look at him. Up close, his face was sharper than she remembered strong jaw, focused eyes, the kind of calm that felt earned, not practiced. “You’re not what I expected,” she said. “And what did you expect?” She shrugged lightly. “Someone louder.
CHAPTER 2 PART 1 “Ethan Cruz… you’re still ruining me.” The words echoed in my chest, folding time in on itself. And suddenly, I wasn’t standing in a glass office anymore. I was eighteen again. Freshman year. The air smelled different back then cleaner somehow, mixed with freshly cut grass and ambition. The kind of air that made you feel like anything was possible, even if you didn’t know what you wanted yet. The university gates rose in front of the car as the driver slowed to a stop. My reflection stared back at me from the tinted window, soft makeup, glossy lips, and hair perfectly styled. I looked exactly like what people expected. A Lancaster. The door opened. “Miss, we’ve arrived.” I stepped out, heels clicking softly against the pavement. Conversations paused around me, not fully, just enough. People always noticed. Expensive cars had a way of announcing themselves before the person inside ever spoke. Behind me, another car pulled in this one carrying my luggage,







