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Where Love Is More Desolate Than Life
Where Love Is More Desolate Than Life
ผู้แต่ง: Tangerine Stop

Chapter 1

ผู้เขียน: Tangerine Stop
That photo of my fiancee, Izzy Williams, and I had been taken at a photography studio a week ago.

On that day, Conrad Newman, my best friend, kept fussing over the collar of my suit jacket while talking my ear off. As I stared into the mirror, I noticed how his smile looked even brighter than mine. It was as if he were the groom who was about to get married instead.

"You look so handsome like this, Jamie. But of course, that's only to be expected from my best buddy," he declared before his voice started sounding a little choked up. "That rotten Izzy is the luckiest woman alive."

Izzy was sitting nearby, adjusting her veil. When she heard her name, she looked up and flashed us a pleasant smile. But for some reason, her smile looked a little strained to me.

"You're exaggerating," I said as I pulled Conrad's hand away. "I would've been fine with any random suit, but you insisted on taking me suit shopping."

"There's no way I could let you do that!" Conrad's eyes widened comically. "My best friend in the entire world is only ever going to get married once. He can't just do it in a random suit!"

Turning to Izzy, he asked, "Don't you agree with me?"

Izzy put down her veil and came over, taking my hand with familiar ease. "It wouldn't matter. Jamie looks good no matter what he wears. But I have to admit that this suit complements you rather well."

She looked me up and down, her tone bashful and her eyes full of admiration.

Before we left to take some outdoor shots, Conrad had secretly snapped a photo of us from behind. I heard the shutter sound and turned around to look at him. He said he wanted to capture this moment to remember it.

A couple of days before the wedding, I got completely hammered during my bachelor party. Conrad took care of me without a second thought. When Izzy came to pick me up, he was carefully wiping my face with a damp face towel.

"Leave Jamie to me," he said to Izzy. "It's his bachelor party tonight. As the future bride, you're not allowed to disturb him."

Izzy stood in the doorway without coming in. Her eyes lingered on Conrad, her expression unreadable. As I slumped against the couch, I saw them through my hazy, half-lidded eyes.

"Izzy…" I called out, my speech slurred.

She finally looked at me and came over to hug me. "Why did you drink so much?"

"Because he's happy that he's getting married, of course!" Conrad chimed in with a laugh. "Back in college, he already said that if he ever got married, he would get plastered during his bachelor party. Well, his wish finally came true."

I had indeed said that once while watching a romance movie with Conrad. At the time, we also promised to be each other's best man. Eventually, I got into a relationship, and the promise remained the same.

Izzy helped me to my feet before saying to Conrad, "Thanks for taking care of him."

"It's nothing," Conrad said before abruptly lowering his voice. "After all, it's the last time."

I was too drunk to catch the connotation in his words.

I remained blissfully unaware until the early hours of dawn the next morning, when I woke up at the hotel and saw the notification about the latest post on my social media feed.

My head was still groggy when I clicked into it, but immediately after, my hangover seemed to vanish, leaving me with perfect clarity.
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  • Where Love Is More Desolate Than Life   Chapter 9

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  • Where Love Is More Desolate Than Life   Chapter 8

    I posted all the evidence online. Everything from my engagement photos with Izzy, our graduation photos, and photos of the three of us together was arranged in chronological order.The truth was plain as day, and public opinion flipped at once.Conrad went from being celebrated as a fearless champion of a tragic love story to being universally condemned for being the third party in a relationship.He lost his brand endorsements and sponsorship deals. Every business that had a contract with him immediately terminated it. Izzy also got fired from her company for questionable personal conduct.I heard that life had gotten pretty hard for the two of them, but that was none of my business now.I was doing splendidly at my job in Baydorf. The new project turned out to be pretty successful, so the company gave me a promotion and a raise.I started learning new skills and making new friends. My life was filled with novel experiences.Sometimes, the past drifted into my mind, but it no l

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    After Izzy left, my life settled back down into a peaceful routine. Work was progressing smoothly, and I was slowly adapting to my new life in Baydorf. I would think about the past sometimes, but it no longer hurt me. I simply felt numb about it.Conrad never got in touch with me, which I'd predicted. There was no way a proud man like him would bow his head and admit that it was his fault.One day, I got a call from a number I didn't recognize. A serious voice said to me, "Is this Mr. Jamie Lester speaking? This is the Baydorf Police Department."My heart clenched. "Speaking. What's this about?""Ms. Izzy Williams has been embroiled in a case of assault. She's currently in the hospital and has specifically requested to see you."I froze. Assault? Izzy?Although I no longer had any feelings for her, out of basic decency, I went to the hospital anyway.In the hospital room, Izzy was lying in bed with her head bandaged and her left arm in a cast. She looked quite miserable."Jamie

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    During my second week in Baydorf, I officially took over the company's latest project. Work kept me even busier than I'd anticipated. I had to work late almost every night.But this was good for me. I had no time to dwell on the other messier parts of my life.At last, Izzy flew over to Baydorf. She waited for me outside my office building. With her disheveled hair and heavy undereye circles, she had none of her usual polished elegance."Let's talk, Jamie," she said in a hoarse voice as she grabbed my hand.I pulled away from her before saying, "This isn't a convenient place for us to talk. We can do it at my place."I brought her back to my rented apartment. As soon as we entered, she began pleading with me."I know I made a mistake, Jamie," she said as she clutched the hem of my shirt like an errant child. "I had a bit too much to drink that night, and Conrad… We only did it that one time.""One time?" I repeated softly. "Do you take me for a fool, Izzy?"I pulled out my phon

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    All was silent on the other end of the call. I could imagine the looks on Conrad's and Izzy's faces right now—the panic, the anxiety, the helplessness, and maybe the mortification at having been exposed."Jamie, let me explain…" Izzy cried out anxiously.I ended the call and turned off my phone. Outside the window, the sky had turned bright.Tomorrow should've been the happiest day of my life. Instead, I got up, went back to the apartment, and started packing my things.There were two toothbrushes in the bathroom. A set of matching mugs sat on the coffee table in the living room, and my ties and her dresses both hung in the closet. Every detail stabbed me in the heart like a needle.I booked the earliest flight to Baydorf, where the company I worked for had just opened a new branch. Donald Henderson, my manager, had asked me whether I'd be willing to help the company break into the new city's market. At the time, I declined because of my wedding preparations.But now, it was the

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