Thirteen. Parehas kaming natahimik. Tanging ang ingay lang na nanggagaling sa main road ang naririnig namin dahil sa mga sasakyan. This is so calming — somehow. My eyes pasted on my phone when it rings. Kanina pa 'to tumatawag. Siguro nasabi na nila na umalis ako. "Why?" I asked as soon as I answered the phone call. Siguro narinig na niya ang paglalayas ko. He's always be the first one to call me. It's Clay. (Holly! Kanina pa kita tinatawagan. Where are you? O bloody men! Okay ka lang? Hindi ka naman siguro magpapakamatay 'no? Oh Men Insan! Oo na. Maganda ka na. Ikaw na ang pinakamaganda sa lahat . Uwi ka na. Miss na kita.) I frowned when I heard his exaggerated out of the world whines. "Actually I'm thinking to jump off the bridge right now," I said. (WHAT?) Nailayo ko ang phone ko sa tenga ko. I heard commotion on the other line. I sneered. "Bye," I said, after that I throw my phone at the calm river."Oh! Shoota! Bakit tinapon mo?" I looked at the puzzled conceited pathetic i
Fourteen.When I left our house, I decided to barge in one of my enemies place. I don't want to stay with my friends because I know my cousins will easily able to hunt me down. That gave me a reason why I chose to stay at Shantelle's place so I could annoy her. "O gosh! What’s with these messes?" She quirked when she enters her messy room, nakapamewang pa siya habang masamang masama ang tingin sa akin. She placed the paper bags at the divan tufted chair at the edge of the bed. I just rolled my eyes and flipped my long pink hair.I stood up and as I started to check the paper bags. "Have you bought it all? You see I can't wear clothes n galing sa mga tyangge. Baka magka-rashes ako, my skin is kinda sensitive, and my porcelain no scratch skin matters the most, just so you know." I arched a brow but she just rolled her eyes.I really hate her. She is so annoying. Makita ko pa lang siya sira na ang araw ko, but I don't have choice but to pester her. Anyway, she wear clothes naman na wit
Fifteen. “What are you doing here?” I asked with my brow arched.He's wearing a white plain shirt but it was tacked-in sa black ripped jeans niya. He looks kind of decent but he looks really annoying especially when he smirked."Ano ba naman ‘yang suot mo?" aburidong tanong niya. I raised a brow. "This is what you called fashion — Fvcksh!" mura ko ng bigla niyang binaranda sa mismo ko pang napakagandang mukha ang damit na kinuha niya sa bag niya. "Ito ang tamang depinisyon ng salitang damit, Cassidy. Lalabas ka na ganyan? Nag bra ka na lang sana."I eyed him. "What’s your damn problem? You know what? Girls hate it when you guys questioning the way we dress. It’s none of your business though, and who the hell are you to demand? We’re not even that close.” I hissed as I rolled my eyes and flipped my hair para naman magising siya sa katotohanan at malaman niya ang tamang fashion ng magaganda. Nakakairita.Umiling ito. I protests nang hawakan niya ang shoulders ko at hinarap ako sa gla
Sixteen. I can’t stop rolling my eyes as I stared at the hell in front of me. I heaved a deep sigh as I started to walk inside the house. I really don’t like this idea however oldy already found out kung saan ako namamalgi. "Senorita!"Mabilis na naglapitan ang mga maids when they saw me. Doh? Mukhang namiss nila akong makita. Sabagay, simula nang mawala ako wala na silang nakikitang maganda. "You can drool. Mukhang ngayon ka lang nakakita ng tamang depinisyon ng salitang 'bahay'," pagyayabang ko kay Hoochie na mukhang nagulat sa nakita niya. Hindi ko sana siya dadalhin ditto kasi we’re not even that close kaya lang naisip ko na ipagmayabang sa kanya ang buhay na meron ako dahil mas mukhang intersado pa nga siya sa buhay ko instead sa social life niya."Whatever," she answered bitchly. "Saan ka ba nagpunta?" tanong ni Yayey Marny na sinalubong ako ng isang mahigpit na yakap.The house is so quiet. Hindi ko rin namataan si oldy or even dad. O well! As if naman masaya nila akong sa
Seventeen. From the start and the moment they first stepped in the house, I already know that they are someone that I will going to hate for the rest of my life. Why does people chose to break someone’s life for their own selfishness? Why do people are so damn stupid when it comes to life? I just really can’t see the light on this situation."Sorry but please stop insulting us." I was caught off guard when the trash slightly push me. I sneered.My cousins started to complains but they didn’t bother themselves to interfere with the situation."You dared to touch me?” Before she could even utter a word my hand already landed to her face. I heard their gasps. “Know where you stand. It’s not my fault if you grew up with a stink life. Your mother is a whore and you can’t change that fact no matter what happened.”Mabilis na pumagitna si Clay bago ko pa man muling masampal ang babaeng hampas lupa na mukhang nagpipigil ng galit. I don’t give a damn to them. They ask for this, I’m just givin
Eighteen.My brow arched looking at Chaster who is wearing his infamous smirk with his hands are in his waist while staring at me. Sweats are dripping off to his face. I’m at Philesthrone U today because of a game, and this conceited sleazy creature is kinda famous, and guess what? He really got a fan club. "Gwapo ko ‘no?" he asked playfully with a soft laugh. Ugh! I frowned as I rolled my eyes. Ayaw ko sana siyang puntahan kaya lang he is going to use raw the cap I wore before, that's why we are both waiting for Mang Roby because I utos him to get the cap at home. "Have you cracked your head somewhere? You're saying nonsensical gibberish words again," I said abruptly. I flipped my hair pa for him to remind what beauty really is.He chuckled. "Kailan ang date natin? Schedule —.""Are you freaking nuts? I won't going to date you! Never!" I blustered cutting him off. No freaking way! It's hilarious!"Talkshit ka naman pala. Gagawin pa naman sana kitang baby — aray!" Daing niya nang s
Nineteen. Tila isang magandang kanta ang aking narinig na ikinatigil ng aking mundo. Ang lakas at bilis ng tibok ng aking puso — IS THAT WHAT YOU THINK I'M GONNA FEEL? NO FREAKING WAY! Napahinto ako sa paglalakad. Did I hear him right? O freakingly disgusting! I feel like dying! I can not this! I can not this! I can not! "Hanep akala ko kikiligan ka." Mas lalo akong bumusangot nang tumawa ito. "It's a prank!" Pagkakwa'y sabi nito na akala mo ikinagwapo niya ang ginawa niya. "Are you freaking nuts? Bakit naman ako kikiligin? Sa iyo? Of all people? Ewys at its finest." I thought he's serious! Doh? I almost got goosebumps when he uttered that gibberish words. Nakakatindig balahibo. I think I need to clean up my soul and ears later. "Kapag ibang babae kikiligin na. Ikaw? Papatay ng tingin. Normal ka pa ba?" I rolled my eyes. I already had heard lots of confessions. Sobrang sanay na ako sa ganito — like sino ba naman ang hindi mabibighani sa kagandahan ko? Hindi na 'yon tao if ever k
Twenty. My head is aching so badly when I woke up. Parang pinipiga ito sa sobrang sakit. Muli kong ibinagsak ang katawan ko sa kama at iniharang ang nadampot kong unan sa aking mukha— bakit parang iba ang smell ng pillow? And why it isn't soft and comfy. O damn! Without any more words in my mind, muli akong napabangon. "Where am — O FREAKING!" Napatakip ako ng bibig. Habang inililibot ang aking paningin sa paligid. Ang kaninang pagka-antok ko ay nawala. There are lots of posters pasted on the wall. Where am I? Camille's unit? She's so fond of of this k culture stuffs. But I freakingly am sure that this is not her place. Nagulo ko ang buhok ko dahil sa frustration — I can't damn remember anything... "O freaking geez!" I muttered. I immediately took my phone at the side table to check my face. Napabuntong hininga ako. Maganda pa rin naman ako kahit medyo messy ang buhok ko. My clothes are —. "WHAT THE FREAK? WHAT IS THIS? WHERE'S MY CLOTHES!" I freaked out with my eyes wide open