Clause quietly walked down the street, watching the streetlights light up, then watching the people hurrying home. There is a feeling of loneliness in my heart.
Those kids are probably no more than a few years old compared to him but look. They have their father and mother by their side to take them home, and at weekends they take them out alone and trudge on an empty street, regardless of morning or evening.
Maybe it has no right to feel sorry for itself, not to be jealous because it is a mistake to exist in this world, why would it be better to receive such good treatment? He knows he understands that no matter how he lives or dies, no one cares, but in his heart, he can't avoid grief and loss. Aren't they all children? They all share the same blood, but compared to their brothers and sisters, they are just waste?
"Is it better to leave early?"
Clause reached the door of the house but did not dare to step in with one foot. It's scared! I'm really afraid of being kicked out, afraid of being sent to an orphanage by my father. Because five times seven times themselves bring trouble to him, ten times meet each other, look at each other not eye-catching. The memory is always vague, but when it comes to the loving homes in the heart, it ripples.
He mustered up the courage to open the door, but the thing he had been afraid of until now had appeared. Dad stood in the great hall with a long staff in his hand pointing directly at it beside his brother, smiling happily.
"Do you still have the face to go home?"
"I-I'm sorry." Clause dropped his briefcase and knelt with his head bowed low, his arms stretched out in front of him, eyes closed, waiting for the whip to strike him.
"Sorry? If you kill someone and apologize, you can pay for that person's life."
Clause gritted his teeth and resigned himself to the scepter of love that flew over him. Even though his father had never hit him before, each time he did, he seemed to want to break any bones on his body. However, he didn't care even a little, after beating it, he also dumped its body in the basement for self-birth and self-destruction.
It was painful and did not dare to cry, the pain did not dare to open its lips to apologize, even less dared to cry. The two eyes were still lifeless and still staring at him, not leaving for a moment.
But his father never even glanced at him. The whip wreaked havoc all over the child's body, even the smallest corner had no healthy flesh. It didn't know how many times it had tasted, but it just realized that it was too much for its body to handle!
Heavy whips fell, but this little pain made his mind even more unclear. So familiar, yet so foreign. It's like experiencing all the sensations, as well as never having tasted it.
"Clause, you should remember where you are. Never forget you were brought into this family just to fill the void in the eyes of the world don't think I gave you a name, gave you this surname, gave you From the poor orphan to the fully qualified, it's too much."
"Yes, please remember."
That's hurt! He felt that every part of his body felt like it was being beaten to pieces with unspeakable pain, his back was soaked with his blood, but his father's worries were not there. He was still like that unwittingly killing its small, weak body.
The staff hit them very hard, but seeing the brother next to him so happy and powerful, a crack appeared in his heart. Although I know that my brother looks at me badly, I get beaten all the time because he tells me that once again, I don't think it's better to let him get beaten to death than say a few words.
"You lost your mind? It seems that these few years can't teach you anything is a rule?"
"No, I'm sorry, please forgive me.. forgive me." Clause hastily slammed his head on the ground, his forehead hitting the rock and the ground, bleeding a trail of fresh blood. He did not dare to raise his head for fear of raising his head, and then his father slammed the wooden staff straight into its head.
"When I lifted my head, I didn't look at you for many years and I wanted to put my feet up in front of me!"
"Dad... I'm so wrong, I'm begging you. daddy."
It trembled even with the slightest movement, not daring to do anything, let alone breathe heavily. It knows the power of this staff, the pain is like breaking bones, but if you force it to look up, will you not break its head in one shot?
"I told you to hold your head up."
"Dad... son."
"Ha! Looks like you won't be paying attention to your father soon, not even my words."
"I don't dare."
Bang.
A heavy staff flew straight at its head. The child in pain fell backward behind his eyes losing focus and fell into a coma. The fresh blood didn't stop, the staff didn't even stop. One zhang and two zhang slams down again. Until the floor was drenched with blood until the child's body was not human, the devil did not appear to be a demon, and he stopped his hand.
"Bring it to the cellar, don't need to wake up, then knock it unconscious until it only has a drop of blood on it."
The servants in the house did not dare to disobey because even the son was beaten to such an extent that they were afraid that if one foot stepped in, only a corpse would remain.
The clause was brought back to the cellar, his body dyed the color of blood, dying on a gallows, his limbs were chained to his flesh, and blood dripping down.
"Hurry, go, go, kid, you're free."
"Run and don't look back."
"Children, live like normal people, cry when you're in pain, laugh when you're happy. If you have a heart, feel it."
"Take my hand, we'll be a family now."
Clause shouted, but his eyes were still closed with sweat dripping from his shirt, mixing with the beautiful red color. Pain and hurt like tormenting that weak child, tearing the small body into two pieces without mercy.
Memories are not worth having, but when you return, will you still be able to face yourself?
"Um."Clause opened his eyes with difficulty, feeling as if he had just walked through the gate and came back as if his whole body was wasted. Even the slightest movement could not be, the eyelids that wanted to open were stubbornly closed.By the time it woke up, it had already fallen into a quiet night, even a little sound was not so quiet. But the feeling of loneliness and coldness surrounding it made it so peaceful.'Clack'Hearing the door opening, the nerves reacted vehemently despite the pain itself, and even though each movement made its back covered in a layer of cold sweat, it still forced itself into a defensive position even though it was soon entangled. passive position."Who?" Clause spat out a voice with difficulty but felt his throat become parched."Wake up?"A masculine voice resounded, and from outside the door came a man in his forties who didn't need to look clearly to know that the person entering was his father.But because he was a father, he soon brought him a
Clause Chen watched silently as the rosy fire turned the whole place to ashes, bit by bit devouring everything...Everyone here is probably already dead! It also suffered burns all over its body, not to mention the wounds left by its father. However, I was still alone and quietly stood there watching everything around me mix into the air. Now there's nothing left...This scene he had also faced and had stood here alone watching everything disappear. What was his feeling when he witnessed this familiar sight? Perhaps there is hope in the loss, but at most it is still painful.Because whether it was before or now where it used to be is rotten like that. This fire has brought all its hurt and pain buried into the void but still... can't... can't erase all traces left on its body day by day. It's hurt! The pain is like cutting flesh.The clause now doesn’t know what to do next. Don't know if to leave, or stay. From the very beginning, it did not know the reason for its existence."The bas
So cold!Why is it so cold everywhere? A cold that pierces the heart...Is that hell not as hot as lava but as cold as ice?Is it dead?But it doesn't accept...Clause Chen, it still wants to live, still wants to find happiness...It does not serve! God is unfair, so unfair to it...Clause Struggling trying to get out of his darkness to find some light of hope, but all it had was the quiet night that surrounded him. Cold breaths and pitiful cries are scratching this sinful soul.Clause hoping, trying to resist but still helpless, reaching out to grab a fulcrum but forever touching nothingness.Pain...Hopeless...Maybe that's what it feels like right now, wanting someone to reach out to save itself, but suddenly realizing that it has existed until now and is still alone.Solitary...Mourning...There are no friends and no close people even if there are, they will probably disappear soon!"The son wants to come here with his mother."Clause Hearing someone's call, he vaguely looked up
"What day is it already?""Master, today is the tenth day.""Then why isn't the child awake yet?"The man in black shouted angrily and threw his hand over the table, the cups and glasses were all broken, and the bottles were scattered everywhere."We...we don't know.""I don't know? You said I can wake up for a week and see if it's been three days the child is still in a coma, even his heart rate goes up and down, are you kidding?""No... we tried our best."The man in black smiled with sharp eyes, glanced at each of the doctors in the room, and silently for a moment said, "If it dies, you will also die together.""Don’t go."The faint voice resounded for a moment, making the whole room strangely silent, the man who was in a hurry to turn his back to leave also stopped. I turned to the white bed with a child lying gently on the edge of the bed, reaching out to grab a small hand."Yeah, I'm not going anywhere.""Don't go...don't go.""Be good, don't cry, I definitely won't go, won't le
It's awake!But somehow the eyes could not be opened as if someone had closed their eyes. The limbs are not much better, completely unable to move. Clause felt like his body was wasted..."Thirsty... thirsty." Clause weakly whispered for water, hoping someone here could hear it, but probably no one! The whole room is really quiet now."Are you awake yet?""Water. I want water.""Here, drink slowly, no one will argue with you."A clause was picked up by the strange man, and the water was also brought up to his mouth. He took a sip, his throat was no longer sore and his voice was restored. It weakly reached out its small hands and grabbed the large hands in front of it."I... I want to see you.""Not in a hurry is to wait a few more minutes for the doctor to check.""What's wrong with my eyes?" Clause trembled and touched his eyes. He didn't want to be completely blind. Not fair!"Don't cry, it's okay.""I won't go blind, will I?""Yeah, I definitely won't let you not see the light."To
"Is Little Clause fully stocked?""General, don't call me Tieu Mong anymore, it sounds like a girl!" Clause blushed shyly at a great distance from the tall man in front of him."When you call me 'big brother', I don't call you Clause anymore.""But... But.""Kid, you and I are now part of a family, you're so polite that it hurts me.""I'm sorry... just..."Clause's eyes were filled with half-filled eyes and obediently lowered his head, but looking at Tomson's usual cold face without any strange emotions today flashed through a ray of sadness that made his heart filled with torment.She knows him well, knowing he cares, she also knows that this man secretly corrected her identity documents and applied to the top school here for her to study, not to mention the cost of one year is very expensive. , everything he can see is just... Little Clause his wound in his heart is so deep that it can't be healed in two weeks, but..."Be good, don't be afraid, I promise you I will treat you well."
The clause was awakened by hunger. It lay there blinking twice before lazily sitting up to look at the room he was in. I don't know why I feel so warm inside. This place is so big but not lonely." General Ruan is probably at the company."He got up and dragged his heavy steps to the window, grabbed the left side of the curtain, and pushed it aside. Suddenly realized that it was already late afternoon! Today he slept for a long time..."Little Master.""You don't have to call me that." Clause heard the voice behind him reflexively cowered and stepped back."Don't be afraid, I won't harm you. Young master, please allow me to introduce myself as the housekeeper An and take care of you."Clause looked at the man in front of him and bowed respectfully to him and hurriedly did the same. He's not used to being treated like that remember before he didn't even get the slightest bit of attention from others..."Please…please help me.""Young master, are you hungry?""I'm not hungry, thank you.
"Where's the young master?"Tomson returned home it was past midnight, but his house Ruan strangely broke today, still lighting everywhere."You guys don't have a mouth? Where's the young master?"He asked, but everyone just bowed their heads to avoid, completely did not dare to tell him. Could something happen to his brother?"A butler, you say it.""Young master is lost! We searched for four hours and still can't find him.""Even a child can't handle it, I raised you guys just for show? This place is so big, why can't more than thirty people find a twelve-year-old child?"Tomson slammed his hand on the table in anger, shouldn't these people wait for him to find it himself? My younger brother ate a little porridge at noon and slept until the afternoon. He didn't eat and took medicine and got lost. Is he very hungry now?"Give you another half an hour and still can't find the young master, don't blame me for being cruel. You all know my personality, right?"When he said one sentence,