GOLD OR NUDES

Standing in reverie and watch the changing color of the waves… I cannot choose how the world will bring me, but I choose to live in joy. I let my joy be in my journey before I die and sometimes my joy is the source of my smile, but sometimes my smile could be the source of my joy. I close my eyes and feel the breeze, the breeze smell like roses in the vast field. I feel like I’m not suffering for a moment, from my past, my guilt, and my pain.

Lena walks closer to me and standing behind me, she rests her hands on my hips and puts her chin on my shoulder “Nothing beautiful than you… but I do love the view” Lena says. “You’re the sweetest girl I’ve ever know!” I say as I point my eyes at the view. Lena chuckle “No one ever says that” She says. “Let’s prepare ourselves… everyone’s coming soon” Lena says as she kisses my cheek from behind. I turn around and facing her &