After a long bath, I found some clothes on my bed. Clearly, she dropped it there. Or maybe a maid, that's if she has one. My emotions were mixed up in some way I can't explain. It's really hard to take it all in . That I, Katty will live in a royal cottage for the rest of my life as a child to this lovely woman. I feel blessed but I just can't believe all this yet. And I'm bothered, extremely bothered. I shouldn't be, right? But I am.
I have a purpose for my existence. I have a quest. Will I abandon it for luxury?I should. It's not a big deal if i do. But my guts, if only they could allow me think straight. I brush my hair and tied it into a knot. It wasn't perfect but I didn't care though I use to.When i was done dressing, I rushed down the stairs. Following the sweet scent of seasoned bacon, I found her at the dinning table, waiting for me I guess. Her smile made my heart melt.Oh my, my mother. I thought. I wish she was my mother.She came forward and accompanied me to a seat by hers. All I wanted was to stay in her arms ... forever and something more...I want to have a feel of her thoughts. Why can't I read this woman's thought?Why?!"Thank you" I said while she served my food.Still nervous. Sylvia thought. What gifts is she thinking about? I still love her anyway. Thank you mother! For the curse.
"You're welcome baby" She responded.We ate silently. When we were done she took back to the garden. I guess she had something to do there before but I distracted her then."Yes" She said to me while we walked in.I was shocked. Did she just answer my thoughts or what? Why 'yes'?Sylvia cursed beneath her breathe. She should not have done that, not now. What would she think of me now? She thought."Why 'yes'?" I asked even though i didn't want to ask. I should have ignored but of course, it's Katty's way."Never mind..." She trailed on her words. "Just a slip of tongue"
"What's wrong?" I sensed worry in her expression. She was fidgeting and that's strange to me. " Are you okay?"
Caring. Sylvia smiled in her heart.
"I'm fine." She tried to relax. "Come on, lets get a feel of the garden"We walked in, my hands in hers.There was a gorgeous range of flowers; roses, daisies, hibiscus, daffodils and many others. Carved hedged depicted strange shapes all around the space.We had a beautiful garden back home too, but it was nothing compared to this.
"You know why I love to come here?" Sylvia asked.
I didn't hear that. I was lost in the beauty of this garden and the feeling of walking side by side with a mother, a very beautiful and caring one."Huh..., Pardon I didn't get you"She nodded. "I love to come here everyday. This garden is the place i cherish most in the cottage and I'm glad you like it too"I like it, yes, but i don't remember saying that to her. Maybe my facial expression betrayed me.
Hush! Katty, you worry too much." I love it. It has too many flowers. Even the ones that is rarely seen in this part of the world. How did you get them?" I said."Huh... I lived here with my mother and my mother loved flowers" She responded. " We had a lot of maids then and each of them nurtures at least two type of flower in this garden. It was my mother's order"She has a mother. I thought. Where is she now?
"My mother is dead unfortunately. I wish she was here" Sylvia added.
What again?!
She's answering my thought.'Calm down Katty, It's just coincidence.' I said to myself"Humph , Sorry for the lose." I said. "I hope I didn't bring back sad memories"
Smart girl. Sylvia thought. You brought back more.
"No Problem dear" She smiled. "Well, I have a surprise for you""Really" I smiled back."Yes, close your eyes"I closed my eyes without hesitation.Sylvia got to work. She untied Katty's hair and began to plait. When she was done she picked her best flowers, the roses and arranged the beautifully on her hair. The colors matched perfectly. Katty's golden hair and the red roses. She admired it for a while. It's just perfect. This is the girl of her dreams.
"Open your eyes, baby girl" She laughed as she handed a mirror to me."What?!" I screamed. The image shocked me. Like, this woman just transformed me into a fairy princess. I looked more like a doll. Her plait was perfect."Oh my God..." I gasped.She was still laughing and i didn't notice when I joined her."you're the best!" I said and gave her a hug."Thanks a lot my beauty queen" She replied.She turned to leave and I followed."Where are you going?" I asked."Huh... show you around a bit. Then I'll let you get some rest"We then went through the halls that led to several smaller halls. The smaller halls had several doors that led to different rooms. One hall led to the kitchen, the pantry, and the storeroom. Another hall led to the guest room and the dining room, and another one led to the library and study. There were several other halls, but we went through the hall that led to bedrooms and the bathrooms.
"How many people live here?" I was forced to ask."Me alone" Sylvia answered.I was surprised. I shouldn't be, everything about this cottage is amusing already.
"Why are there too many rooms?""My mother had many staffs. I cherished my privacy so I laid them off"And there's another reason...I couldn't stand them because they loved my mother and despised me just like she did. Sylvia thought. She's a child. She wouldn't understand if i tell her."Oh"
We were back in my room. She led me to the bed and put me to sleep like a little baby.Of course, i couldn't sleep having her watch me. "Should I sing you a lullaby then?" She said.A lullaby wouldn't help. I thought. Just leave.
"Alright then I'll leave. Have a good sleep darling" She added.My heart skipped. She just answered my thoughts. Again!Who the hell is she?The rest of my nights were hunted. I had dreams I couldn't discern. Like I have a (new) mother that always amaze me. I just can't understand her. She frightens me sometimes. Sylvia is always there whenever I need help. Even without speaking, she knows what I want. It's scary, and I'm beginning to believe that she reads my thought. It's okay if she has like my gift (and that nearly impossible cause my type of breed is rare) but I just can't live with it. I feel insecure, very insecure because I can't get to her thoughts even with my gift. It's ridiculous.I've spent a few days in her home, supposedly mine, and truly I've had the best of comfort, but I just feel unfulfilled ( i abandoned my purpose). Besides, I don't trust Sylvia, I wish I could but of course I'm this curious girl with fantasies.***I heard a crack on my door and Sylvia walked in. I tried to shake off my thoughts before she got to my bed. It's morning already, she brought me sandwich and coffee (mo
She didn't wait for more questions though I had more of them she gave me a peck and left.After breakfast that morning, I went to the library. There's a compartment in the library that interests me. That same compartment, Sylvia has warned me never to go there but of course I was curious, so I unlocked the door and walked in.It has mostly ancient books, most of which has spells. I read them just like any other book. Besides, reading them gives me a sense of strength. I believe they're not fables. They can come handy in real life situations, so I memorized some. It's strange but interesting. By the way, reading is a new art I've learnt while living here. Katty's never been the reading type.During the past few days, I've spent most of my time here, and sometimes I wonder why Sylvia has instructed me not to go in. Well, today I'm not going there to read. I'm on a miss
I have always dreaded the first day at school. There were big things like meeting new friends (I don't intend to have any), the new teachers, learning new hallways (my best). And there were small things like getting a new locker. It's a private school, so I believe I'll have my locker ready (I should). But more than anything, I hate the stares. I hate being the centre of attraction, but I guess that will never change about me. It's who I am. I'm beautiful, no doubt. My golden hair, one of a kind, then my eyes. I know I'm different, but I'm not exactly sure how. This school looks different, Sylvia has always chosen the perfect things for me and this is one of them. I stood outside my new school in a freezy march morning wondering. Why me? I was just in sweater and leggings and I felt I didn't belong here. It's way too orderly out here. From the look of thin
The rest of the morning was a blur and I was hungry by the time I reached the cafeteria. I got my food from the vendor without any stress and sat at an isolated table at the back of the room. The truth is that I feel nervous. Being in the midst of these big kids, though I'm not short also but I'm just fourteen. I just can't help but feel younger. Like i do not belong here. I fixed my ear pods to my ear, trying hard to concentrate. I barely ate, a vague feeling of first-day nausea was still within me. I always expected school to be like this, even worse. I closed my eyes , tried to change my line of thought. I thought of my new home, Sylvia and her perfection, my nausea worsened. Her perfectionism is so overwhelming. I breathed deeply, willing myself to focus on something, anything good in my life. “Newbie ” I jumped.
The closing bell rang, I packed my bags and walked out of the class, trying to be unnoticeable. The truth is that I'm in a hurry to leave. I just can't wait to get home. As soon as I got outside the school, I felt surrounded. A group of girls, chatting and laughing, blocked my way. They were jeering at me, no doubt. I guess I'm used to that already. I wish I knew what they wanted but whatever it is, I'm not ready for it. I need to leave this place. I got tired of finding a way out so I stood there, in a posing stature, hands folded. I glared at each of them. “ she's the new girl ” One of the girls said. She had a twitched nose and her short curly hair gave her a funny look. The other four girls giggled at each other.
Suddenly, a strong wind blew past. We stood still awaiting whatever it brings. We're stuck and that's it. “Katty! Katty!” a very familiar voice called out. That's Sylvia's voice, how did she get here? “my mum, she's here”I could see her from a distance now. He arched a brow. “your mum? ” Sylvia moved closer to us. Her face was lit. She embraced me though I was too surprised to speak. “mum! ”I gasped.
I sat straight up in bed, breathing hard. I looked around disoriented. I woke up with a sharp grip in my chest. It's been a long time since I woke up with this. I just hope all is well with me. I noticed a figure by my bed side. Mum, she's here, for how long exactly? I wiped the cool sweet from my temple and sat on the edge of the bed. Judging from the light and after checking the clock, it was late, 8:30am. I didn't plan to be up earlier anyway. “Katty, you're finally awake. ” She checked the time herself and was amazed. “so sorry for not waking you up. I planned to wake you after I'm done with the cleaning ” “it's fine mum” I yawned.
Sylvia rushed into the doctor's office. The news of Katty's attack reached her rather too late that when she got to the hospital, she wasn't allowed to see her again. She's been stabilised and put to rest. The doctor just said, 'You can't see her now, see me in my office' She was grieved, scared that something has gone too wrong. Most of all, she felt guilty for everything. “how's my daughter? ”she asked as she sat down. The doctor, a lean, young and tight faced man. His silky black hair fell over his forehead that gave him a youthful look. “she's been stabilized for now ”he said “you know she was asthmatic? ” “yes”she responded.