Six
Sylvia's POV
I stood gazing into this young girl. I felt the burning urge to sweep her off her feet into my arms. She's just the girl of my dreams. I wish she could see this herself. My mother curse me. Decades ago, she cursed me even at the point of her death. It is a very long story I never wanted to remember again but this damsel got them back to me.
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My mum was a witch. Even as her only child, she never loved me. I guess it was because of her dedication to her coven "The black elites" . She was the vice president then and I was initiated by birth. I lived all my life as a prisoner in this cottage, my mother's home. She never allowed me any rights and she never smiled at me. I believed she despised me but that never bothered me. Until one day, the president of our coven died, according to the norm the vice president takes over or die. And I knew what was going to happen if my mum takes over the post. I'll have to die.
I'll get killed and she will have to feed on me. It's a norm I've watch happen to others several times but I just couldn't take it all in. That I'll have to die for my mum to take a position in the coven.
I was this cool, easy going witch everyone believed would give in easily, even my mum. I didn't wish to die then, so I search for other covens that could help and I found one 'Cupine Capacité' meaning 'girl power'. I got initiated by a friend. They taught me a lot of spells I could use to protect myself. It was already too late when mum discovered I had left her coven to a more powerful one that I can even get killed. She was sad that she'll have to die so she cursed me. I can't remember all she said but the last sentence always ring in my head day and night.
"You will have a breathless child if you will ever have a child. You'll never have your own "
I never understood what those words meant until today. She's breathless definitely, but she's my child. I guess I'm happy about that. I'm contented.
At least her curse was not as bad as I expected. Maybe she loved me after all .
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Katrienair's POV
I felt numb. The good life I thought I was already near to achieving was fading away right before my face and it's all my fault. I should have kept my mouth shut.
Wait, a good life has never been my goal anyway . I'm not supposed to be sad right? I never trusted this woman. I have a quest to complete. I want to live a good life also. My head and my heart, which comes first?
Right now all I wanted was to read her thought as she stood there lost in her thoughts, staring into nothingness. My heart throbbed as every minute passed without her uttering a word.
What the hell is she thinking?
I decided to distract her. I scratched my foot on the hard ground and nudged her with them slightly. She was shocked, the bunch of roses in her hands scattered on the ground.
I felt satisfied at least I was able to bring her back to the real world.
She smiled in someway that surprised me. Right then I knew she was about to talk. My heart squeezed awaiting the impact of her words.
"I don't care. I love you Katty " She held my jaw and caressed my chin softly. All i wanted to do them was to scream 'Thank you'.
But the annoying part of me never let it out.
My cheeks flushed red. Blushing was something I wasn't used to.
"Please stay my love. I promise to be with you even when you lose your breathe"
I didn't know what to think. This woman is the best I've ever seen. I'm very lucky to have her and I mustn't lose her. But of course, I'm going ask a question. I love to ask questions.
"Your children might not accept me" I said trying not to put it out as a question. I didn't want her to get tired of me.
Sylvia grabbed my hands and we walked back inside. I thought she wouldn't respond.
"Your children. Will they accept me?" I asked again hoping for an answer but nothing came. She was just leading me from one room to another.
I stopped abruptly. She looked back with a smile that sent shivers down my spine.
"Follow me" she pulled my hands and we were moving again.
She opened the door to a room. It was decorated beautifully with rich materials. It was decorated purple, my best colour.
I guess her children are in this room.
We walked further into the room. She stopped at the dressing table that had a mirror. She stood at my back and embraced me despite how dirty i was.
"Your..." I tried to ask again.
"They're right there" She pointed at the mirror.
Is she crazy too?
"that's a mirror"
"there's someone in it dear" she smiled.
I racked my brain hard. What does she mean?
"that's my reflection" I pointed out as a matter of fact.
"Yes" She said. " Ask her if she'll accept you."
She chuckled.
Then I understood. She has no child. Wow!
"Oh fine" I smiled. Actually the first I have had since i left Emiliar's house. It was genuine. Life is just being too good to me.
"I love that smile" she was staring at the mirror.
"Well, this is your room..."
Oh my God! My room!
I should scream now but I can't. I just stood there beaming inside.
"Freshen up. Dinner will be ready just in time. I got to go. If you need any help, call on me okay?"
She kissed me on my forehead and turned to leave.
I ran after her.
"Wait" I gasped. "Thank you"
She smiled. "Thank you too dear, mummy loves you"
After a long bath, I found some clothes on my bed. Clearly, she dropped it there. Or maybe a maid, that's if she has one. My emotions were mixed up in some way I can't explain. It's really hard to take it all in . That I, Katty will live in a royal cottage for the rest of my life as a child to this lovely woman. I feel blessed but I just can't believe all this yet. And I'm bothered, extremely bothered. I shouldn't be, right? But I am.I have a purpose for my existence. I have a quest. Will I abandon it for luxury?I should. It's not a big deal if i do. But my guts, if only they could allow me think straight.I brush my hair and tied it into a knot. It wasn't perfect but I didn't care though I use to.When i was done dressing, I rushed down the stairs. Following the sweet scent of seasoned bacon, I found her at the dinning table, waiting for me I guess.Her smile made my heart melt.Oh my, my mother. I thought. I wish she was my mother.
The rest of my nights were hunted. I had dreams I couldn't discern. Like I have a (new) mother that always amaze me. I just can't understand her. She frightens me sometimes. Sylvia is always there whenever I need help. Even without speaking, she knows what I want. It's scary, and I'm beginning to believe that she reads my thought. It's okay if she has like my gift (and that nearly impossible cause my type of breed is rare) but I just can't live with it. I feel insecure, very insecure because I can't get to her thoughts even with my gift. It's ridiculous.I've spent a few days in her home, supposedly mine, and truly I've had the best of comfort, but I just feel unfulfilled ( i abandoned my purpose). Besides, I don't trust Sylvia, I wish I could but of course I'm this curious girl with fantasies.***I heard a crack on my door and Sylvia walked in. I tried to shake off my thoughts before she got to my bed. It's morning already, she brought me sandwich and coffee (mo
She didn't wait for more questions though I had more of them she gave me a peck and left.After breakfast that morning, I went to the library. There's a compartment in the library that interests me. That same compartment, Sylvia has warned me never to go there but of course I was curious, so I unlocked the door and walked in.It has mostly ancient books, most of which has spells. I read them just like any other book. Besides, reading them gives me a sense of strength. I believe they're not fables. They can come handy in real life situations, so I memorized some. It's strange but interesting. By the way, reading is a new art I've learnt while living here. Katty's never been the reading type.During the past few days, I've spent most of my time here, and sometimes I wonder why Sylvia has instructed me not to go in. Well, today I'm not going there to read. I'm on a miss
I have always dreaded the first day at school. There were big things like meeting new friends (I don't intend to have any), the new teachers, learning new hallways (my best). And there were small things like getting a new locker. It's a private school, so I believe I'll have my locker ready (I should). But more than anything, I hate the stares. I hate being the centre of attraction, but I guess that will never change about me. It's who I am. I'm beautiful, no doubt. My golden hair, one of a kind, then my eyes. I know I'm different, but I'm not exactly sure how. This school looks different, Sylvia has always chosen the perfect things for me and this is one of them. I stood outside my new school in a freezy march morning wondering. Why me? I was just in sweater and leggings and I felt I didn't belong here. It's way too orderly out here. From the look of thin
The rest of the morning was a blur and I was hungry by the time I reached the cafeteria. I got my food from the vendor without any stress and sat at an isolated table at the back of the room. The truth is that I feel nervous. Being in the midst of these big kids, though I'm not short also but I'm just fourteen. I just can't help but feel younger. Like i do not belong here. I fixed my ear pods to my ear, trying hard to concentrate. I barely ate, a vague feeling of first-day nausea was still within me. I always expected school to be like this, even worse. I closed my eyes , tried to change my line of thought. I thought of my new home, Sylvia and her perfection, my nausea worsened. Her perfectionism is so overwhelming. I breathed deeply, willing myself to focus on something, anything good in my life. “Newbie ” I jumped.
The closing bell rang, I packed my bags and walked out of the class, trying to be unnoticeable. The truth is that I'm in a hurry to leave. I just can't wait to get home. As soon as I got outside the school, I felt surrounded. A group of girls, chatting and laughing, blocked my way. They were jeering at me, no doubt. I guess I'm used to that already. I wish I knew what they wanted but whatever it is, I'm not ready for it. I need to leave this place. I got tired of finding a way out so I stood there, in a posing stature, hands folded. I glared at each of them. “ she's the new girl ” One of the girls said. She had a twitched nose and her short curly hair gave her a funny look. The other four girls giggled at each other.
Suddenly, a strong wind blew past. We stood still awaiting whatever it brings. We're stuck and that's it. “Katty! Katty!” a very familiar voice called out. That's Sylvia's voice, how did she get here? “my mum, she's here”I could see her from a distance now. He arched a brow. “your mum? ” Sylvia moved closer to us. Her face was lit. She embraced me though I was too surprised to speak. “mum! ”I gasped.
I sat straight up in bed, breathing hard. I looked around disoriented. I woke up with a sharp grip in my chest. It's been a long time since I woke up with this. I just hope all is well with me. I noticed a figure by my bed side. Mum, she's here, for how long exactly? I wiped the cool sweet from my temple and sat on the edge of the bed. Judging from the light and after checking the clock, it was late, 8:30am. I didn't plan to be up earlier anyway. “Katty, you're finally awake. ” She checked the time herself and was amazed. “so sorry for not waking you up. I planned to wake you after I'm done with the cleaning ” “it's fine mum” I yawned.