I walked slowly through the corridor, to my room. I felt total numbness in my spirit. There is nothing in this world I had done to deserve all this.
“It's not my fault” I said to myself.l, consoling myself.
I threw my backpack on my bed and sat across the mirror. Remunerating on all that had happened in my life. Hot tears ran down my cheek. My own image on the mirror made me cry. The fact that there's also a ghost with the same face and the damn ghost had come into my life in one of its worst moment. I must find her. First , she has to tell me why she appeared in my room this morning and why she called me her sister.Then she'll have to take me to the place Arkishair is , wherever she is and the other questions I have for her, millions of them.
My throat longed for breath, my chest was tight as ever-- the pain I can't explain. I'm going to have an attack and there will be no one to help. I rolled off the chair and began to crawl towards my backpack ( I had my inhaler in it) . I got there in time. I took two puffs--nothing changed , then two more and more. I used it four consecutive times before I could breathe normally again. I felt relaxed somehow but sleepy. I needed to leave but if I'll leave then I must be strong. I reached for my phone and dialed Emiliar's number. There was no answer ( too frustrating ). I was about to give in to sleep, when I felt a palm on my shoulder. My heart skipped, I was dead scared.
“Sex slave” was the first thing that came to my mind.
I moved my head slowly . Someone was squatting by my side, a man--not my father. He was wearing a robe, red and blue, like a...druid. Father never believed in druids, so how did he get in . I turned to stare more into his eye.
A ghost druid? I thought. Hot shivers ran through my spine. His eyes were green and green light reflected from it. The more I started into it the more energy I got. His smile urged me to continue to stare. He knelt by my side, his features were perfectly youthful. His facial features looked as though carved with finest detail.
He might be extremely attractive but he's a ghost druid. I reminded myself.
After sometime, he stood up, green light evaded my room.
Gush! His magic is just too extreme. What the hell is going on in my world? I gasped.
“Katrienair! ” He pronounced my name with full emphasis on every syllable. No one ever called me by my real name, I'm Katty to everyone. And how the hell did he know my name?
“ Don't be scared” he said. “Not yet”
Was I scared? I thought I have hidden that so well. I just hope he doesn't read thoughts too.
“Who are you?” I asked him.
He ignored my question.
“ You will leave, won't you? ”
“Yes”
He smiled. “ As strong-willed as her mother, fearless as her father” he was staring into the mirror.
“You know my parents?” I was gravely curious. What's happening in my world?
He nodded his head. “Yes, very well”
Right then, I wanted to scream and jump at him, ask him to start spilling out all he knew, but I just had to stay calm. He's a ghost or simply put, a stranger.
“Where are they? Why did they leave us? Where Arkishair? Is she truly dead?”
I've got reasons not to belief my father. Arkishair might not be dead yet. Like he said, he hates us with passion. Keeping Arkishair might be his own way of getting rid of us.
And I needed someone to tell me Arkishair was not dead yet. I wanted all these to end. I wanted to see my sister alive.
“Too many questions Katrienair ” the man said. “ The answer to every question lies in your hands Katrienair. And every decision you take determines your destiny. You are who you think you are. So tell me, will you leave now?”
I got confused--very confused. Is he trying to convince me to stay?
“Do you see things?” I asked.
He was silent. I knew he would not reply. This strange man has a strange way of avoiding my questions. But why do I feel like he knows everything?
“Should I stay?”I asked. “Will I live? Will I die if I leave?”
“ I cannot tell you things katrienair. Make your own decisions. ” he said. “ Remember it determines your destiny. ”
He stretched out his palm towards the mirror and the green light in the room converged into a green stone in his hand. His long finger nail slashed through the middle of the stone and sliced into two. He gave them to me. They were light but powerful. I felt its energy coarse through my vein. I felt my world change-- I felt powerful. Snow was flaking but I felt warm and calm. I felt alive.
“ That, your parents sent them to you and Arkishair. ” he said. “Arkishair is no more but...”
Oh, that hurts. She's truly dead and he knows my parents and I believe him. Arkishair is dead!
He continued. “ You should not have the two stones katrienair, give one of the stones to a loved one for their protection. You have a long journey ahead of you . Give it to the person you want to live till you're back.”
That gave me another reason to ask him some more questions but I'll start with the more important ones.
“You know my parents. Where are they? Where would I go if I leave here? ”
He looked down at me with a smile that made my heart sink. He's not going to answer.
“Listen katrienair, you've got no time to waste. This right here is not about your parents or Arkishair, it's your life--your destiny. Act, all things will come afterwards.” Then he disappeared.
I knelt there shocked to my bones, realizing how hard my life was going to become. Leaving to nowhere. What the heck?!
Then something occurred to me, my dream, the girl who called me her sister. I should find her. She might live in that snowland -- out of this town. The White Empire, where aliens live. Can I ever get there? I just have to try. At least my miserable life will have a direction.
I ran out, jumped on my bicycle and headed towards Emiliar’s house.
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She sat on a concrete pavement on their garage, thinking I guess. She had her own problems too. She's always treated like an outcast in her own home. She's got magic and nobody would see her as normal person but a witch. I sat by her side and she hugged me like she has expected me to visit. I felt her hot tears soak my sweater. Of course, she has been crying.
“you should not be out Emiliar, the snow” I said.
She explained her ordeal--the story I expected. I gave her the stone and explained all that happened to her. She was sad I was leaving but she promised to be there for me always. I believed her though I knew that can't be possible ever again. I got back on my bicycle and began to ride. The snow can't stop me yet, it's not falling hard. I drove in and out of thick forests. Fearless even in places where I should. The little pocket knife Emiliar gave to me assured me of a good fight. I'll fight asthma or not.
I rode into a new city, a fairly familiar one because I've heard about it during a geography class in school. The town with a lot of mills. It's a very good town, one I feel I can survive in. I wished I had concentrated more during geography classes but I just wasn't a good student and I hated the teacher. He taunts a lot and I believed he despised me too. If I'd listened, I would have known the name of this town at least. ** I felt my stomach churn loudly as the smell of baked cake filled my nostrils. Then, I realised how hungry I was. It's six days since I left my house--or a place I use to call home and till date I live on stolen items. My gifts helped a lot when it comes to reading the thoughts of my victims to the extent that I felt it was meant for stealing and nothing else. And My asthma, I've been at my worst in the last few days that I've used up all the puffs in my little inhaler. I threw it into a river angrily some days ago. Despite all these, I had
What?! I thought. Me? No! I don't belong here. I'm a thief, a destitute. I shouldn't live in a house. I'm just alive for a damn quest. I came here to steal her cake. What the hell?! Like my thoughts were having a serious argument within me. I felt numb. All I wanted at that moment was to give up and die. This is too overwhelming! She, a stranger, just asked me to live with her. Does she know who I am? How will she feel if she discovers...? What if...? There's no way I can survive in a house by the way. My past, those unanswered questions will not let me be. And she's a stranger, I can't be very sure of safety. I don't know who she is. I was lost in my own thought that I didn't notice that she was still waiting for my response until I felt her hands upon my shoulder, followed by her meek, caring and loving voice. "Katrienair ?" She said. " Are you okay ?" of course, I'm not. And stop
Six Sylvia's POV I stood gazing into this young girl. I felt the burning urge to sweep her off her feet into my arms. She's just the girl of my dreams. I wish she could see this herself. My mother curse me. Decades ago, she cursed me even at the point of her death. It is a very long story I never wanted to remember again but this damsel got them back to me. *** My mum was a witch. Even as her only child, she never loved me. I guess it was because of her dedication to her coven "The black elites" . She was the vice president then and I was initiated by birth. I lived all my life as a prisoner in this cottage, my mother's home. She never allowed me any rights and she never smiled at me. I believed she despised me but that never bothered me. Until one day, the president of our coven died, according to the norm the vice president takes over or die. And I knew what was going to happen if my mum takes over the post. I'll have to die. I'll get killed
After a long bath, I found some clothes on my bed. Clearly, she dropped it there. Or maybe a maid, that's if she has one. My emotions were mixed up in some way I can't explain. It's really hard to take it all in . That I, Katty will live in a royal cottage for the rest of my life as a child to this lovely woman. I feel blessed but I just can't believe all this yet. And I'm bothered, extremely bothered. I shouldn't be, right? But I am.I have a purpose for my existence. I have a quest. Will I abandon it for luxury?I should. It's not a big deal if i do. But my guts, if only they could allow me think straight.I brush my hair and tied it into a knot. It wasn't perfect but I didn't care though I use to.When i was done dressing, I rushed down the stairs. Following the sweet scent of seasoned bacon, I found her at the dinning table, waiting for me I guess.Her smile made my heart melt.Oh my, my mother. I thought. I wish she was my mother.
The rest of my nights were hunted. I had dreams I couldn't discern. Like I have a (new) mother that always amaze me. I just can't understand her. She frightens me sometimes. Sylvia is always there whenever I need help. Even without speaking, she knows what I want. It's scary, and I'm beginning to believe that she reads my thought. It's okay if she has like my gift (and that nearly impossible cause my type of breed is rare) but I just can't live with it. I feel insecure, very insecure because I can't get to her thoughts even with my gift. It's ridiculous.I've spent a few days in her home, supposedly mine, and truly I've had the best of comfort, but I just feel unfulfilled ( i abandoned my purpose). Besides, I don't trust Sylvia, I wish I could but of course I'm this curious girl with fantasies.***I heard a crack on my door and Sylvia walked in. I tried to shake off my thoughts before she got to my bed. It's morning already, she brought me sandwich and coffee (mo
She didn't wait for more questions though I had more of them she gave me a peck and left.After breakfast that morning, I went to the library. There's a compartment in the library that interests me. That same compartment, Sylvia has warned me never to go there but of course I was curious, so I unlocked the door and walked in.It has mostly ancient books, most of which has spells. I read them just like any other book. Besides, reading them gives me a sense of strength. I believe they're not fables. They can come handy in real life situations, so I memorized some. It's strange but interesting. By the way, reading is a new art I've learnt while living here. Katty's never been the reading type.During the past few days, I've spent most of my time here, and sometimes I wonder why Sylvia has instructed me not to go in. Well, today I'm not going there to read. I'm on a miss
I have always dreaded the first day at school. There were big things like meeting new friends (I don't intend to have any), the new teachers, learning new hallways (my best). And there were small things like getting a new locker. It's a private school, so I believe I'll have my locker ready (I should). But more than anything, I hate the stares. I hate being the centre of attraction, but I guess that will never change about me. It's who I am. I'm beautiful, no doubt. My golden hair, one of a kind, then my eyes. I know I'm different, but I'm not exactly sure how. This school looks different, Sylvia has always chosen the perfect things for me and this is one of them. I stood outside my new school in a freezy march morning wondering. Why me? I was just in sweater and leggings and I felt I didn't belong here. It's way too orderly out here. From the look of thin
The rest of the morning was a blur and I was hungry by the time I reached the cafeteria. I got my food from the vendor without any stress and sat at an isolated table at the back of the room. The truth is that I feel nervous. Being in the midst of these big kids, though I'm not short also but I'm just fourteen. I just can't help but feel younger. Like i do not belong here. I fixed my ear pods to my ear, trying hard to concentrate. I barely ate, a vague feeling of first-day nausea was still within me. I always expected school to be like this, even worse. I closed my eyes , tried to change my line of thought. I thought of my new home, Sylvia and her perfection, my nausea worsened. Her perfectionism is so overwhelming. I breathed deeply, willing myself to focus on something, anything good in my life. “Newbie ” I jumped.