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Wine Stained Lips Chapter Sixty Two
James' POV "Hello James." A middle age woman with a thick framed glasses sat opposite me with a notepad in her hands.I smiled and adjusted my back in order to be comfortable on the chair. "Hello."I finally decided to give a call to the number on the therapist card Gus gave me. I booked an appointment and it was my first session. The room was very nature themed. It had wooden decorations,plants and fresh flowers displayed around. There were pictures of birds. So many birds. Different types,painted,printed and some were hand sketched. They were all framed and hung in the wall.The women had a very distinct smile,it wasn't too wide because it will feel forced but it also wasn't narrow. It was a perfect measure of warmth that a smile can produce. "Are you comfortable?" She asked.I nodded."Why don't you go ahead and tell me about yourself?" She smiled.She had a perfectly done veneer and her glass rested on the tip of her nose. She a thick locks for hair and her skin was brown like le
Wine Stained Lips Chapter Sixty One
Calla's POV "James and I broke up." I said.It was Sunday night and I was on the phone we Julie. We haven't spoken in a almost a week. We were talking about so many things I almost forgot how much I missed this. When were going over a list of things we had missed out on in each other's life and I finally told her about James and I."Again? " She exclaimed. "Sorry...it's just,y'all been dating for like what 4 months in total and you guys have broken up like a million time ,I can't keep up.""Julie-" I paused trying not to bust into laughter by her vulgarity."Sorry baby. Are you good?" She asked."I don't know,it was really weird. We agreed on being friends." I said."Woah... friends uhn?..."I rolled my eyes. "Don't start...""You know,never in the history of 'just-friends' have ex's ever stayed 'just-friends' " "I just realized we're ex's now." I said after Julie's observation. "Wow.This is messy. I give y'all a few weeks.""This is low-key offensive." I said."I'm sorry...we have
Wine Stained Lips Chapter Sixty
James' POVI sat by the cliff side with my legs hanging on the air,searching for a reason. Ever since I was a little boy I'd get this feeling like I was being strangled and in that moment my soul would leave my body,I'd see myself gasping for air, suffocating, dying. And I'd be stay still-- watching , without trying to stop it. I wanted it to end-- for me to end.Growing up with an abusive father whose affluence held the world in a mist that he was a good man was hard. But I didn't realize how my suffering had been a series of loops by my enabling mother over some stupid summer fling she couldn't get over. I wanted more than anything to stop feeling shitty. To hide my strips as good as Vinora does. I was more fragile and it broke me. More than I ever thought was possible.Earlier today,I had promised Gus I was going to get help. Right after our first day at work, I jogged down to the local bar in a part of town where life was more real,and more slow paced. I sat there,on my second bo
Wine Stained Lips Chapter Fifty Nine
Calla's POVThe past three days felt still like balancing on a one foot while standing on the edge of a mountain. I felt like I would free fall if I moved too much-- like I would break apartif I landed-- if I hear his name.'James.'James,was many things. Some versions I missed,some I may never know but he wasn't a bad guy and that was the only conviction I held onto. ' To stay as long as he tried to be better.' just like my mum said. I loved James,more than I had ever loved any man. It came like a soft breeze on a summer evening at first,then all at once like rain.He was the best thing that's ever been mine.Since my phone call with Gus,I've been on the edge trying to understand James reason for the breakup and how he went from no sleep to constantly being asleep. It was just because we were aprat. That was too surface. I couldn't let go of the taunting idea that this might be about the picture of our parents he found in London. Every since Mr Ranault went into coma James nerve wen
Wine Stained Lips Chapter Fifty Eight
James' POV The thing about depression. It comes at you slowly, It's kinda like grief. First,you denied it,then you realize you've been empty on the inside all along. You're reaching out to a version of you that no longer exist.It's quiet. It's tint. It's corrupted in your mind. You find yourself leaving a crowded room to stand alone in the dark because it's more comforting. You get addicted to escaping the pain because you can't reach for the surface. It's like standing in a quicksand and sinking in. At first you shout for help ,you struggle and try to get out. Then,you realize no one is around and no one is coming to save you. So you let it consume you. You wait for it to kill you like a disease. And sometimes,it whispers in your head to do the killing by yourself.Sunlight hasn't hit the walls of my room since that night. The dark had become comforting and sleep have turned from my emeny to my closet friend. On the day after the treacherous phone call between Calla and I ,I had s
Wine Stained Lips Chapter Fifty Seven
Calla's POVHave you ever felt like you're stuck on a sinking boat in the middle of the ocean? I felt just like that.The ocean is a scary place,some say it's an abyss of the unknown. You won't think of drowning,instead, you'd fear the silence,the sound of waves,the screams from beneath. Right then,the harmonious sounds from the shores wouldn't seem beguiling again. Rather it'd be as hunting as a death rattle-- taunting, disturbing,and petrifying.James was my ocean. I never thought I'd get lost to the point I didn't fear drowning in him. I feared the silence. I feared the unknown that laid below his shallow waters.To have someone you love flip without knowing what made the do so,hunts you. It tears you apart and leaves you confused. Confusion was the worst of all the feelings I felt. I cried and and howled like a wolf under the moon and I was mad at him for it,but my confusion left me in a maze I couldn't get out of. I couldn't understand why he decided on letting me go like that af
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