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Fifty-two

Author: Curvywrites
last update Last Updated: 2025-10-21 17:24:14

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After my father died, my mom did what she did best - she ran. She packed us up and moved us across the country, changing our names to erase who we were. Back then, I didn’t get it, but now I do. She wasn’t just running from pain; she was running from memories, from herself, and from everything she couldn’t fix.

The sound of the rain on the bridge snapped me back to the present. I could feel the cool iron beneath my fingers, much like the feeling of those moments when the snow smelled of nights she laughed, careless and alive. The past was never far away, but for now, I was here, facing the endless complexities of today.

My mom was a free spirit. A hippie who could find light in the darkest moments, who smiled more than she cried. Even when she told that she had cancer, she spoke like it was nothing. Her voice was light, and her eyes - brown and full of warmth - crinkled, like she was telling me a joke instead of delivering the worst news of my life.

It was like she wasn’t afraid.
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