NELLY
The days passed quickly, and we were entering the second month of classes, I have been camouflaged all this time, trying to go unnoticed among the crowd of students at the Carmen Lucia school. Although, Alice insists a closeness constantly and I feel that her intentions are true, I keep my distance, I don't believe that someone like her wants to be my friend in fact.
I mean, look at me?
Fat and Ugly.
No one would really want to be seen with me.
I quicken my steps, tightening my backpack strap as I pass Edu's little group, thankfully at times like now they are oblivious to my presence.
In some moments.
My happiness was short-lived, three steps away, and Carlota finally noticed my presence, calling me by name in a false voice. Anxiety takes hold of me and I don't stop, running down the still tumultuous hall.
“Hey, girl…” She calls me again.
One
Two
Three...
Just a few more steps and I'll be safe in your classroom.
Just a few more steps, Nelly. Just a few steps.
Voices continue to call me, there are still students walking around, however, I can feel Carlota's presence right behind me, getting closer and closer and harder to ignore.
A hand grabs my shoulder and turns me roughly, causing one side of my coat to slide over my shoulder and my back to hit the closet. My breathing is ragged as I focus on the girl's sharp eyes.
"Didn't you hear me call?" Her voice sounds irritated but still controlled.
I bite the inside of my bottom lip, not looking away from the gray eyes.
“Sorry…” I whisper, unsure of what to say.
She turns her nose up more and looks around us like she's checking something, looking back at me when she's done with her inspection, smiling at an inside joke. I feel my mouth go dry and I try to force spit through my bile, listening to my heartbeat increase with each second she continues to look at me silently.
The second bell rings and the students begin to disperse, emptying the hall and I start to despair.
“ We have to go.” I speak, resuming the path to History class when the girl holds me by the arm, still silent.
My body freezes and I start to fear for my safety.
Carlota is like a queen bee, attracting all the attention and never being challenged, but I challenged her when I didn't respond to her call.
“Carlot... ” I start to speak, but I'm pushed back against the lockers.
I close my eyes, knowing it was only a matter of time.
“"When I talk, you come." she says, right next to my face and all I do is nod.
“Open your eyes.” say, using aThesoft tone, almost fraternal.
I do as he asks, realizing only then that if it weren't for his small group still far apart, we'd be alone.
“You know, Nelly. You are beautiful. she says, caressing my cheeks with the back of her hand.
A chill runs down my cervical spine.
"Obr...thank you." I say.
She smile.
“But not enough for him or anyone else.
Him?
The girl notices my confusion, as she clarifies next:
“I know your secret.”
SECRET.
I still don't know what she's talking about, but I can see it out of the corner of my eye as her friends approach where we are, leaving Eduardo and another boy behind, although their attention is focused on what's going on here.
Tears start to flow down my eyes and I can't control the fear that seizes me, I continue to stare at the two boys, hoping that they intervene at some point.
"What are we going to do with her?" one of the girls asks, but I don't look at them to identify which one spoke.
I keep looking at the boy I thought was good.
“Let's teach her about respect.” I identify Carlota's voice, evidencing the evil in her tone and I cringe even more.
The girls surround me, blocking my entire view.
I sob, already fearing the worst.
A slap hits me squarely, making my face burn.
"Don't look at him passionately ever again." Carlotta roars.
Heavens, who is she talking about?
Until a light illuminates my thoughts.
Him.
Edward?
Is she talking about him?
“ HE IS MINE!” Another slap, this time harder and I drop my head to the side.
I try to cover my face, to get out of their way, but I'm stopped by so many arms that I give up.
Other slaps come from everywhere, I try to defend myself as best I can, but there are too many.
I start to feel weak, tired and lose control of my body. Letting it fall slowly against the floor. Some girls proceed to pull my hair and clothes, tearing half of my shirt.
“Not. I moan, covering my bra when one of them tries to pull it off.
“What's going on here?” A deep voice speaks and all I can feel is the girls walk away.
"Help..." I groan, a little quieter than I wanted.
“Damn! What the hell are you doing?” the male voice roars, sounding furious and I finally get to see him.
Standing looking at me in disbelief and anger is David Bragança, my history teacher and now hero.
"Move out of the way, girls," he says, pushing past the girls' thin bodies.
He picks me up, protectively.
I watch his Adam's apple rise and fall as he inspects my injuries closely. I don't know how I am, they didn't have much time before he arrived, but my skin is burning and my scalp is throbbing from the tug.
"How are you my dear? You are safe now." His lips dip to my forehead and a chaste but comforting kiss is left there.
I nod, firmly believing his words.
“ I'll call your parents, I'll do everything to get you kicked out. Now tell me the leader's name.” Screams, looking one by one.
None of them say anything.
“ You.” He points to Carlotta.” Who made this?”
“ I don't know.’’ Says, in a sweet and pretended way.
David roars, looking impatient as he clasps me in his arms.
"So, you were passing by to go to the bathroom just as I did, right?" He says mockingly.
“Exactly.”
He roars again.
"The fuck it was! All to the boardroom, NOW!” He shouts, making the girl tremble.
She straightens her posture, not lowering her head when she glares at him. It's barely noticeable, but I can tell there's something else in the way she looks at him.
It's almost like obsession and hurt.
As if they were the same and he shouldn't talk to her like that.
“GO!” He screams again.
And so, she leaves, taking all the others with her, but without showing fear or insecurity.
“I'm sorry I didn't notice sooner, Nelly. I promise to protect you while I'm here."
And then, looking deep into his eyes and listening to his words, I felt it. I knew in that moment that David Bragança was my guardian angel, his arms brought me the protection and security I never found in anyone else's arms.
Five years... David With my palms sweating and my heart heavy with every step, I pray it's a terrible mistake, a heartless prank. The ambulance siren dulls my senses, making it difficult to think logically, and I have to decide between ignoring the agonizing noise and continuing on my way. However, the crowd continues to block my way, forcing me to take the drastic and desperate step of pushing until I reach the scene of the accident. Lying on the gray, bumpy avenue are the lifeless bodies of my wife and son. I have to blink a few times to believe what my eyes are showing me, to make sure it's not a terrible nightmare. An immeasurable pain takes hold of my soul and a loud roar comes from my throat, drawing the attention of the curious. I ignore the looks of pity directed at me and approach the bodies of my son and wife. Ignoring the policeman's warnings, I take my first-born son in my arms, feeling his already cold skin covered in blood. I look in the direction of the car my wife w
Current days…NellyIn a single day I argued with my mother, faced my biggest fear of public speaking and presentedmy workof completion dandcourseO,getting top marks.uhHul!!! Finally journalist. Nothing could sour my happiness, except, of course,give in to my mother's game of persuasion and go to a slimming clinic,known asspa.Pathetic, I know. How can a twenty-four-year-old woman give in to her mother's whims and throw away years of self-love?But what self love? That's it.RI constantly repeat how wonderful I am to my reflection in the mirror, but every minute I spendyoufeeding my self-esteem fall to the ground when I meet Kaciana, the woman who brought me into the worldand makes a face whenever I call her mom🇧🇷 She manages with one look to tear down every wall of trust I've taken years to build, every damn time I feelwell, she comes and ruins all my fantasies.“We want everything we're entitled to, Ro.” Kaciana winks at the masseuse, in such an exaggerated intimacy that it makes
David I try hard not to contest my mom's request and keep the smile on my face, acting kind whenever one of her friends tries to get close and disturb her."Until what time do I need to stay?" She looks at me like I'm a thorn in her side, raising both eyebrows."What? It's hard as fuck to act like a teenager who needs to be disciplined. I'm a grown man!"She cannot demand more than that.Can not.“You're not smiling.” she cries out so that only I can hear and I don't stop moaning, seeing that yes, she can always demand more.I intercept a waiter and grab two glasses of champagne, downing one after the other.“ What?” I ask, when I see her looking at me in disapproval.She presses her lips into a thin line and shakes her head in the negative, snorting.low so as not to attract attention, but looking at me affectionately afterwards.“I only want your happiness, my dear.” I smile sincerely, giving him a kiss in the middle of the forehead."I know my life." She wipes away a lone tear and pa
Nelly I walk into the bathroom huffing through my nostrils, allowing the door to slam with no delicacy and frighten me. Ingot her party guests checking their makeup. I mumble a lame apology and huff in spite of myself, heading straight for a private stall inside the bathroom and locking myself in. “Argh! How could he be such an asshole?” I tell myself, lowering the lid of the toilet and sitting down. "You don't remember me, Mr. Bragança?” Disdainful, adopting a mocking tone and three octaves lower than mine. Snort. Damn Nelly! This is all your fault, you agreed to come to this cocktail party even though it was his company's birthday party. What did you expect? Flowers and burning kisses? Wake up! I run both my hands over my face, realizing that I'm still addressing him formally, giving him the power of superiority from years ago. Mister Bragança. I press my lips together until they form a thin line and proceed to fan my face with both hands, refusing to shed another tear tonigh
DAVID I watch expectantly as the smaller hand meets the larger one above the number nine, indicating that there is no reason for my irritation to continue and as I imagined, it doesn't. She is not coming... She is not coming. Excellent. A smile tugs at my lips and I wave goodbye to my bad mood, almost jumping up to my feet in glee. Beginsnd to get a new perspective on the hellish morning I've been having since I woke up. “Mr. Bragança, there's a young lady here wanting to see you.” Leila says from the other end of the phone as soon as I pick it up, not even waiting for me to take the first line. "May I enter, sir?" I blink a few times, checking my wristwatch and seeing that it hasn't been more than a minute since I last checked it. "Who's the girl, Leila?" I ask, despite already suspecting who it is. My secretary pauses in her speech and all I can hear are whispers on the other end of the line. " Leila?" "Miss Alvares, sir. She said she has an appointment, can I let her in?" T
NELLYThe Bragança building is by farthe most luxurious and modern placeOI've been to, not even the agency I worked for had that much personality in its architecture and decor, but that doesn't stop the feeling of shortness of breath I've been having since I left home this morning, really, I don't know what happened me to accept this proposal. Staying close to him won't do me any good. AND so what the hell am I doing here?You are a masochist. My conscience scoffs and I roll my eyes. Shrew.Damn it.I'm a masochist.I want to cry and turn around, fake my own kidnapping and disappear off the face of the earth."That blouse is hideous!" I turn to face the owner of the voice, surprising myself when I bump into Kiara, the girl I met in the bathroomTheBragança, during the party I didn't even want to be at, in which I was introduced minutes later as the companion of ..."I like her." I respond, assuming a defensive posture, cringing. She arches an eyebrow and starts walking towards me, her
David Darkness became my shelter, alcohol my best friend, but sex, fuck, that's my favorite anesthetic. I push mercilessly against the fiery redhead, smiling at her lusty moans and hooking my hand in her hair, pulling her until she's on her knees, pressing her back against my chest. I bite her shoulder, neck and cheek. She pushes back and I growl, enjoying her naughtiness. The woman is experienced, she knows exactly what a man likes in bed and that pleases me. "Aren't you going to tell me your name?" Says seductively, looking at me through the mirror on the wall. We're in some motel room, locked for almost three hours, and the woman thinks we're already intimate. I slide my finger down her belly until I reach her pussy, caressing her clit as I thrust every inch of my cock into her. “My name doesn't matter now, beautiful. You're taking my cock in your tight pussy and you're enjoying it." she moans in response, proving my point and I thrust hard, forcing her tight channel to take me
Nelly PRAYER BEFORE... The day started out in turmoil and I needed to incorporate a sensible spirit to deal with Kaciana, because only God knows how insistent my mother can be. I love my mother with all of my strength, but when she decides on something, it's torture for sure, so I've avoided her since our last confrontation. ''You got fat? '' I stop the spoon of porridge in the middle of the path and turn my torso to meet the blue eyes, haughty and so similar to mine. “Because it looks like you've gained a few pounds.'' Complete, screwing up his face in displeasure as he analyzes me and walks until he is in front of me. ''Not. ''I whisper, pushing the bowl of food away, feeling the hunger pass. ''He is sure?” Her face is rounded, her cheeks more prominent and her ass barely fits in that chair. I close my eyes, holding back the tears, and take a deep breath. “I need to go to work.'' I say, turning my back to get out of her field of vision and not present her with my tears. "You c