Becky heard and felt the two fenders kiss each other and she prayed the damage wasn’t more than a scratch. But nothing would get her to stop now. She needed to get out of there. His presence was just too much right now, and she needed to feel safe. Sure, he’d helped her out, but he’d also been angry with her and that triggered things deep down in her.
She cursed her instinct to placate him until she got away. Which is what she was doing. Running and hating the coward that she was. Nothing made sense. Why did he call her his mate? They weren’t friends. They’d never met. Oh, Becky liked what she saw. Liked it a lot. Who wouldn’t? He looked like he’d walked out of a charity calendar. No, she was done chasing men. Her choices were always bad. Ivan was a fine example of that. Sure her parents encouraged her to marry him. She’d not known it was for their financial benefit. Though Becky allowed it to happen ultimately.
This humiliating incident bothered her all morning. Her mind ran over every moment. Becky was sure he thought she was a mess. There was no way she’d contact him if her truck broke. That was too much to expect from him.
She went about her morning examinations. Her mind wandered to him in her mind’s eye. It wasn’t fair for him to look that good.
“Mr. Smith. I’ve just finished looking at Gretel. She’s doing well. You’re right, she’ll have her calf soon. But…” Becky hated buts, and the ranchers around here didn’t need to hear them either. A ‘But’ was always expensive.
“But? I don’t want or need to hear a ‘but’ about anything.” Mr. Smith growled. He didn’t notice Becky flinch from him. This was just the start of the conversation she hated having.
“I’m sorry. You’ll need to watch her. If she has difficulty like her record show, she’s had in the past, you’ll need to call me in to help her. After this, I think you need to retire her from your breeding program. She’s just not built for breeding.” This would complicate his breeding program, but her dying and taking her calf with her would harm his program for much longer, though.
“It’s easy for you to say. You don’t have all your money tied up. You just flit in and flit out.”
“I’m sorry. I know it’s not the news you wanted to hear, but it’s the truth. Please consider retiring her and replacing her.” Becky couldn’t confront him about his overdue fees. She’d need to send out a letter. “If there’s nothing more that I can do, I’ll head out back to the office. If you need me, call. I’ll keep my phone on.”
“Yeah, yeah. I’ll call if we need you.” The old man showed her to her truck and watched her drive off. She left him grumbling about her prognosis on his star breeder.
Becky travelled to several ranches this morning looking at everything from horses, cattle, and a llama. At least, her patients were varied and always interesting.
As she drove, her mind went back to Rob. She didn’t know his last name. In her mind, he was what a grownup bad boy looked like, and she couldn’t afford to tangle with a bad boy type. Not now, never. But it was tempting. So very tempting.
She wondered if his hair was as soft as it looked. No man had the right to look that good in jeans and a t-shirt. He oozed authority, and he expected others to listen. She didn’t think she could deal with that.
“Becky, stop it. You don’t even know if he’s even noticed you. Never mind whether he was interested. He could hate you for existing.” Becky spoke to herself aloud in her truck. It wasn’t like anyone would notice her talking to herself. She was alone, driving back to the office outside of town.
Becky got back to the clinic and parked in the lane way. Mr. Jacobs must have moved his truck.
Once inside the clinic, Becky got an instant pick me up from the bright and friendly smile on her best friend’s face at the front desk. Jane Ann handled all the administration and office duties for Becky.
Several take out bags sat on the front reception desk.
“You’re in time. Lunch was just delivered. I was thinking, why don’t we go across to the park and eat there?”
“Sounds great. While we eat, I’ll tell you about my morning and you can tell me if I should worry.”
“Now you have my attention. What happened?” Jane Ann picked up the lunch bags, while Becky tucked some extra medicine into a fridge in the back.
When Becky returned, she explained her morning from looking for a parking space to scratching a truck’s vendor.
“You didn’t leave a note? Oh, Becky, that’s rude around here. Well, we’ll figure out who owns the truck and make it right.” Becky looked at Jane Ann sadly.
“With what money? I can’t afford to make a claim on our insurance, let along get the scratches on my bumper fixed. How am I supposed to fix someone else’s?”
“I guess, but there were witnesses, which makes it bad.” They sat on a bench and ate. “As for the rest, Rob is a good guy. If he says he wants to help, then that’s what he means.”
“What about that weird mate thing?”
“Maybe he mistook you for someone he knew once? I wouldn’t make too much of it. Hey, what’s going on there?”
“What?” Frowning, both women watched as several police vehicles pulled up in front of the Wolf’s Den Bar. “It’s closed right now. They wouldn’t be raiding it right now.”
“No, I don’t think they’re raiding it. I think there’s something wrong. Come on. Eat fast. I want to see what we can find out. I hope it isn’t about the disappearances.”
“No kidding. I’d hate to think I pissed off a kidnapper and potential murderer.”
“Oh, hush. What if one of the staff became the next victim?”
A small group of people gathered from the local businesses. No one knew what was going on, and Becky could feel how uneasy everyone was. Five people in the last eight months went missing and were presumed dead. They’d gone missing from the national park, not inside the town. But the town feared it was changing and someone they knew was gone. It was one thing when it was a random hiker. It’s different if it’s your sister or drinking buddy.
Becky stopped in at the new broadcasting centre in town to have lunch with Grace. Jane Ann was back in the pack, claiming she couldn’t get away because her twins didn’t let them sleep last night. She’d had two males in offspring. Becky still thought it was odd to say that, but they could be lynx, wolf, or human. It was anyone’s guess right now. No one would know for another seven to ten years. Grace sadly lost a pregnancy. The healers claimed it was because she was doing too much, and the stress was too much for her. They would continue trying to have pups once Grace’s schedule settled down and became more manageable. Becky and Rob were still trying after a few false positives. But today was the day they’d first gathered as the mate’s self-help group and explained everything to Grace. How did the pack take the news that their Beta’s mate wasn’t human but a lynx shifter? It was mixed, but nothing like the reaction of the elders who were remo
3 Months later- First Lycan Pack The seer entered the new territory and felt the rush of the past and present mingling there. Sadly, she may feel it. She wasn’t strong enough to see it. Thankfully, she couldn’t see it either. The headache she received to some time to get rid of. The land had a lot of traumas associated with it; the druids did their job and tried to wash it away. The issue was that only a god or time could purify a land fully, and no one had time like that to wait. She settled into the seat the pack provided for her as she waited for the time she’d be needed. Many spoke carefully with her, and it was all quite sombre and different from the last one she’d presided over. Someone pushed her right shoulder forward and when she looked behind her, there was no one there. Well, no one with a physical body. She’d told no one that she had a physical connection to the dream realm. She’d encountered no one with this curse? Ability? Whatever people
“Jon, wait. Uh, we need to talk. I want to know when we’re breaking the news to everyone. I mean, what’s one more scandal? One more controversial mating fact? I hate sitting here lying to everyone.” Jane Ann held onto Jon’s forearm and looking into his eyes. Her guilt and frustration were written all over her face. Only Jon knew their family’s secret, the reason they were one of the few families that kept the pack’s secrets over the years. Only the alpha’s knew about them, except no one told Rob directly and since Rob didn’t correct anyone about assuming Jane Ann’s species, she’d struggled with telling him. Jon though kept begging her not to say anything to him, because it was all too much at the time. Her big secret? Her mother and she were lynx shifters. One of the few shifters that didn’t have a pack or community. They lived usually in family groupings only. Jane Ann’s father followed her momma here and kept her secret and that of the pack this entire tim
Becky couldn’t believe how quickly the pack pulled off the preparations for the mating ceremonies. Two for the price of one. It seemed this was offending the case where there would be a spree of matings at the same time. She’d been given several reasons for this, but it all came down to people finding the one that fate made perfect for them. The wolf shifters don’t believe that people complete each other. Rather that they complement each other. No one is lesser in a pairing. Where one goes, the other will surely follow. The drive for family and community or pack was a driving force for the wolf shifters Becky was somehow now intertwined with. Rogues were an exception to the rule she found out, and it often harmed them mentally and eventually they would see physically it. That’s why the Ruling Council and Rob were so keen on convincing the young rogues and their pups to settle for the pack life. They didn’t show the signed of the mental of physical decay yet;
Everyone in the First Lycan Pack territory was trying their best to adjust to the changes. Even Bart found he had difficulty adjusting to the new routines. Half his problem, he found, was that he needed to write the routines so he could refer to them again and again. The week went by far too fast. Bart learned quickly that the rules and routines he introduced were a strong suggestion. Those rules and routines right now needed to be written in wet cement rather than be set in stone. Grace’s day was insanely busy with her forced to travel between the packs for her job with the Ruling Council. Once the rest of the pack was here, they’d find people to train for the jobs she’d need help with, and then they’d move everything over to their territory. Rob right now was being nice to them and more than generous to let them use the space they were using. Today, the plan to bring the rest of the pack here was in full swing. There was an excitement in
The seer sat last, and she smiled nervously between her guests. “Now, let me guess. You’re here because you want your lives to go on as the Moon Goddess planned them, but you’re encountering obstacles. Am I right?” She looked expectantly at Rob and Becky as if they had the answer she sought. They looked among themselves to see who would be the first to say anything, but the seer carried on as if there wasn’t an awkward silence. Her friendly voice prattled on as she tried to entertain her guests. “Don’t worry, it wasn’t anything mystical or magical that gave me that information. My phone and messages have been lighting up like a Christmas tree mid season with calls from many people who are angry one way or the other. Heck, one elder called me to find out if I, a seer, could put a curse on you, like I was a mage, druid, or witch. When I told him I couldn’t and wouldn’t he threatened to harm me. You really must get those old wolves under control, Alpha Northgate.”