LOGINFirst day of the job
My alarm hadn't rung yet when my eyes snapped open. My heart raced like I'd been running in my sleep. My stomach fluttered with nervous sensations. I sat up in bed, hugging my pillow against me and whispered to myself, ‘Today is the day. Don't mess it up, Ruby.’ Sandra was still snoring softly on the couch, her night shift uniform tossed carelessly over a chair. She worked herself hard, yet she always smiled. I wished I had that kind of strength. Instead, I was trembling just thinking about answering phones. Phones! How pathetic. “Goodmorning.” Sandra muttered as she lifted herself from the couch. She rubbed her sleepy eyes and headed to the kitchen for a glass of water. After showering, I forced myself to the mirror. The blouse I had ironed three times last night looked fine until I put it on. The pale blue fabric clung in all the wrong places. My belly pressed against the buttons, daring to pop them open. My thighs looked like they could break out of the skirt. “You'll embarrass yourself before you even get there.” Joey sneered in my head. My wolf's voice dripped with disgust. “If only you had Sandra's slim waist or your sister's slim figure, maybe you'd be different.” I clenched my fists against the vanity table. “Shut up!” Sandra was in the kitchen making coffee and toast. “You look nervous.” She teased, sliding a mug towards me. “Nervous?” I laughed weakly. “I'm about to faint.” “Just breathe Ruby, you'd do fine. And who knows, maybe you'll meet one of those hotshot bosses today.” Sandra said with a smirk. I didn't tell her my mind had already replayed the stranger with emerald eyes a hundred times last night. After forcing two bites of toast down my throat and nearly choking on it, I thanked her and slung my bag over my shoulder. The city seemed brighter than usual. The morning breeze was cool, but not enough to stop the sweat gathering at the back of my neck. Vixen Couture looked even more intimidating than the last time. The glass doors reflected my anxious face back at me, a constant reminder that I didn't belong. Roselyn was waiting at the front desk, as poised as ever in a navy blue blazer. She gave me a quick scan, then nodded approvingly. “Right on time, Ruby. Good.” “Goodmorning.” I managed to say, trying hard to keep my voice steady. “Let's get you settled.” She said, leading me behind the reception counter. “This would be your station. Phones, appointment schedules, basic enquiries from clients and models, this desk handles all of it.” I nodded nervously, trying to absorb every word. Roselyn placed a neatly typed manual in front of me. “Here is your weekly schedule. Get familiar with it. Calls should always be answered on time. Greet with: Welcome to Vixen Couture, how may I assist you? Nothing more, nothing less.” My throat went dry. “Yes ma'am.” “You'll also be responsible for signing visitors. Maintain discretion at all times, and make sure the lobby stays presentable. That means noticing everything, who comes in, who lingers too long, who doesn't belong.” Her eyes narrowed slightly as if warning me. “This company runs on reputation. One mistake at the front desk could cost us dearly.” “Noted ma'am.” Roselyn handed me a slim electronic tablet. “Your login information is inside. Do not lose it.” I clutched it like it was the most precious thing in the world. “Now, if you have any questions, just ask me. I'll be nearby. Remember, you're here to represent Vixen Couture.” I nodded again, my heart pounding with something that felt like excitement. Represent Vixen Couture. Me? Ruby Philips. The girl whose mother had thrown her out, now sitting at the front desk of one of the glamorous companies in the city. Before I could gather myself, the glass door slid open, and he walked in. The emerald eyed man who saved me from the rogues. He wore a tailored grey suit that seemed designed for his body alone, too exquisite to be found in regular stores. Staff glanced up from their conversations. Whoever he was, everyone here knew him. Everyone except me. I took a deep breath and forced my eyes down to the tablet Roselyn had given me. My hands trembled as I pretended to study the screen. I couldn't afford to be caught gawking. “Mr. Smith.” Roselyn greeted, in a voice that sounded softer than the one she used in addressing me. “Welcome.” Smith. So that was his name. He gave her a faint nod before walking past. He didn't stop at the desk, didn't look at anyone, not even me. My gaze lingered in his direction and I followed his steps. Roselyn's eyes flicked to me. “Focus, Ruby.” Heat rushed to my cheeks. “Yes ma'am.” For the next hour, she drilled me on the desk routine, how to welcome visitors, how to answer calls, and how to check appointments. My mind fumbled like a clumsy child's and I repeated her instructions until my throat was dry. The first call came in at 9:15. My fingers hovered nervously over the screen, before I finally swiped to answer. “Uh— Vixen Couture, how…how can I help you?” Roselyn tapped against the desk. “Try again.” She whispered. I cleared my throat gently. “Welcome to Vixen Couture, how may I assist you?” My voice was steadier this time. “Much better.” Roselyn applauded. By mid morning, my nerves were frayed. At least I hadn't dropped the tablet and I hadn't called anyone by the wrong name yet. That felt like victory. At 11:00, two models swept in, both tall with perfume trailing along with them. One of them whipped her hair to the side and gave me a look from head to toe, the kind that stripped me bare. “Welcome ma.” I managed to say. “New receptionist?” She asked Roselyn, ignoring me entirely. “Yes.” Roselyn answered. The model smirked. “She doesn't look like she belongs.” I gave her a hard glare as she walked away. Roselyn didn't defend me. She didn't scold them. She simply returned to her paperwork. Maybe that was a test, seeing if I could survive here. The clock crawled towards noon. My stomach growled, begging for lunch. Then, he returned. “Roselyn. I want to see you at my office.”Ruby's POVI drew for a long time after that.I was not thinking about what I was making. I was just letting my hand move and seeing what came out. That was always how the best stuff happened for me.I was maybe thirty minutes in when I looked down at the page and stopped.I had drawn a girl. She was tall. She had slim, long legs and a small waist and the kind of proportions that people described as willowy without making it sound like an insult. She was standing straight with her chin up and her arms loose at her sides like she was comfortable just existing in her own body. I stared at her for a while.She did not look like me, or she did not look like the me I saw when I looked in the mirror. She looked like the me that sometimes appeared in my head when I was not paying attention. The version of me that I defaulted to when I was imagining myself doing things, taller, thinner, taking up less space.I had read about body dysmorphia once. About how your brain could show you a version
He smiled at that. "If I were you, I would still chase my dreams. Contract or no contract. Whatever arrangement you are in with whoever you are in it with, that is separate from who you are as a person and what you want for yourself. You should not have to shrink what you want because someone else is uncomfortable with it."I did not say anything."That is just my opinion," he added."I've heard you," I said.He nodded and then reached into the bag he was carrying. He pulled out a folded piece of paper and held it out to me. I took it and unfolded it. It was a flyer, printed on good paper, not the kind people made on a home printer. It had a photo of a large open gallery space at the top and bold text underneath.ARTISTS CONNECT. ANNUAL ART EXHIBITION AND COMPETITION.I read further down. It was an open competition for artists at any level. You submitted a piece or a series of pieces. A panel of judges reviewed them. There were different categories—Painting, sculpture, mixed media, di
Ruby's POVI could not sleep properly. I kept waking up and then lying there staring at nothing and then almost falling asleep and then waking up again. By five in the morning I gave up and just got out of bed. I sat on the edge of the mattress for a while doing nothing. Then I got up, brushed my teeth, put on my gym clothes and decided to just go. The gym was quiet that early. That was the thing I liked about going before the rest of the world was awake. There was nobody to look at me. Nobody was doing that thing where they glance over and then look away too fast. It was just me and the equipment and whatever was playing through my earphones.I started on the treadmill. I was not pushing it, just a steady walk to get my body moving. I had my playlist on and I was looking at the wall in front of me and trying not to think about the email I had sent last night.I had quit a job I actually liked after one day because a man I was contractually tied to did not approve of it. When I put
"Name a number," he repeated. "Whatever you think that job is worth to you. I will pay you that. Every month. You do not have to go anywhere, you do not have to stand on your feet all day, and you can stay here and do whatever you want."I stared at him."You want to pay me to quit my job," I said."I want you to be practical," he said."That is the same thing.""Ruby, think about it logically," he said. "You just started today. You have not even built anything there yet. It is easy to walk away now before you get attached.""I already like it there," I said."You were there for one day.""And I liked it," I said again.He exhaled and sat back. He looked frustrated in a quiet way, not yelling, not aggressive, just a tight expression around the jaw and the eyes."I do not understand why you are making this difficult," he said. "I am offering to solve the problem for you.""There is no problem," I said. "I got a job. That is not a problem.""It is when you are ignoring my messages all d
Ruby's POVThe rest of the day at the museum went fine. Andrew showed me a few more things after lunch. How to handle the loaned pieces when they came in. Where to store the packaging materials. How to fill in the condition report for each item before it got logged into the system. It was all straightforward and I picked it up quickly.It was a quiet, normal day where nothing went wrong and nobody said anything mean to me, not even my wolf and I just did my work and went home.I did not think about the painting again. I did not think about the mark on my wrist. I did not think about Malcolm or my father or any of it. I just worked. By five o'clock Linda came back from her meetings and did a quick check in with me. She asked how the day went and I told her it went well. She seemed happy with that. She told me my official schedule would be sent to my email and that I was expected at nine the next morning.I said goodnight to Andrew. He was wrapping up some paperwork at his desk and he ga
We kept walking. He showed me the storage area where new acquisitions were kept before they were logged and placed. He explained how the tagging system worked and showed me the software they used to track everything. It was not complicated. I had used similar systems before.We looped back into the main hall. This time we went through the right wing more slowly. He told me about a few of the pieces hanging on the walls. Not in a lecturing way. More like he was just telling me things he found interesting.I liked that about him. We stopped in front of a dark painting near the end of the row. It was small compared to the others around it. The frame was simple wood with no decoration. The painting itself was mostly black and dark brown, with some circular shapes drawn in what looked like a reddish paint.I looked at it for a moment. Something about it stopped me. There was a pattern in the center of it. Two small circles pressed close together, overlapping slightly. I looked at my wrist
“I almost forgot to tell you. There's this super hot guy I'm currently seeing. He's a beta to one of the renowned alphas. I can't wait for him to finally ask me out.” Sandra squealed in pure excitement.“We even have a dinner date tonight.”“That's lovely. It means I'd have to leave soon for you to
Ruby's POVI nearly burst from excitement. Joey was finally admitting that she'd let me do what she had prevented me from doing for years. I could barely keep the grin off my face. Was this real? Or another one of her cruel jokes?“I hope this isn't a prank.” I retorted. Joey was fond of being sarc
Ruby's POVWhen I was done eating, Malcolm's driver was ready to drop me at the hospital. I didn't know if he had briefed his workers to always ask me where I was heading, and assist me in possible ways, but whoever gave them instructions to do that did a good thing. Now, I wouldn't have to stress
Ruby's POV“Thank you, Joey. I thought you'd leave me to rely on first aid.”“Whatever.” Joey responded, also accompanied by a scoff.Maybe this was Joey's way of reconciling with me now that she had found out I wasn't much of a loser after all. I didn't bother asking for her help when the creature







