LOGINAubrey
I have been trying to sleep for the last couple of hours, but I'm failing. I am anxious because I know Everett is asleep on my sofa. We drank more wine than we intended, and before we knew it, it was very late. I offered him my sofa so he wouldn’t have to get a cab. I would have felt guilty otherwise. He stuck to his promise about backing off for the rest of the night. However, I suspect this isn’t the end of his game.
Why am I so nervous? He wouldn’t enter my bedroom without permission. He wouldn’t, right? I am not fearful of him, but he seems like a man who usually gets what he wants. I would prefer not to be added to that list, but I can’t promise myself I will manage that. The last thing I need is another man in my life, not after everything my ex put me through. Groaning in frustration, I sit up and run my fingers through my hair. I don’t sleep the best on a normal night, but tonight is a little different from the reasoning behind that.
I hesitantly climb out of bed. A cup of lemon tea usually helps me sleep. I have sleeping pills, but I rarely take them. The next morning, they make me feel yucky, and I end up with brain fog for most of the day. I tip-toe my way to the kitchen, checking to see if Everett is asleep. He seems to be. I stay as quiet as possible as I finally get to the kitchen. Let’s hope the kettle doesn’t wake him. Maybe making tea isn’t a good idea.
I stand in the middle of the kitchen, deciding on what to do. I chose to make it. If he wakes up, he wakes up. I need some sleep, and this is the next best option. I switch the kettle on and get my mug ready. I stare out into the darkness from my window.
“What are you doing up? It is late. You should be sleeping.”
Everett’s sudden voice from behind startled me. I turn to face him.
“I am making tea. I couldn’t sleep. It’s not like it is any of your business. You are in my home. What I do in it has nothing to do with you.” I huff, crossing my arms over my chest.
He strolls over and takes his place in front of me. He is close enough that my body is trapped between him and the counter. I fight back the lump in my throat and maintain my composure as best as possible.
“I don’t care that it is your house. You should be asleep. Why can’t you sleep?”
“I don’t sleep well most nights, so it's no big deal.” I shrug.
“Not getting enough sleep is not good for you, Aubrey.” He lectures.
I roll my eyes. Why does he feel entitled to lecture me?
“Yes, boss,” I say sarcastically and put my back to him.
He doesn’t move. He presses his front against my back, and he moves his lips to my ear, his warm breath fanning my sensitive skin.
“Princess, I much prefer being called sir,” he rasps, placing one hand on my hip.
I close my eyes, drawing in my breath, “Don’t call me that.”
He chuckles in my ear, “I will call you as I please. You should go back to bed.”
His voice is firmer when he says the last part.
“I am making tea. I will go back to bed when I am ready and not before it.”
He forces me around so we are face-to-face. His lips are only inches from mine. My tongue darts along my lips as thoughts of what it would be like to kiss him run through my mind.
“Oh, kitten, you’d be back in bed already if you were mine.”
A pathetic whimper escapes from my lips, “I-I-I will never be yours.”
Everett’s lips curl into a smirk. “You keep telling yourself that.”
“It is the truth! Now, move, I need to get my tea.” I demand.
He nods, taking a few steps back. I rush away from him to where the kettle is and gather myself again. I offer him one, but he says no. I bid him goodnight again and headed straight back to my bedroom.
I sigh, climbing back into bed, covering myself up and sipping my tea. He appears absolutely certain I’ll be his. I don’t understand. I thought I had made myself clear. I’m pulled from my thoughts when my bedroom door opens, and Everett appears again.
“Did I say you could come into my room?”
“Nope. Can I sleep in here with you? It is cold out there.”
It is cold. The temperature has dropped tonight.
“I can fetch you more blankets.”
“Or you can let me sleep in next to you. I promise to keep my hands to myself. If it makes you feel better, you can put something between us.”
“All right, but you must be quiet, too.”
“Yes, ma’am.” He chuckles and slips in next to me.
I glance at him to find his eyes already on me. I grimace and avert my gaze. I finished my tea, ignoring him. Having him in my bed is an awkward situation for me. I climb out of bed, getting extra pillows from the closet. Perhaps it’s immature, but my plan is to put them as a barrier between us.
He watches me with amusement as I create a barrier between us.
“Happy?” he asks.
“Yes. Goodnight.” I reply and switch the lamp off.
I lay on my side, my back to him. I sense him moving and settling down as well.
“Sweet dreams, princess.”
I can’t see him, but I bet he has a smug look. A groan is my only response. I close my eyes, praying for sleep to take over and for him to be gone when I wake up in the morning.
My plan is not working. I begin tossing and turning, getting more annoyed by the second. God, it is going to be a long night!
“Are you always this much of a fidget?” he asks.
“No, but tonight, I can’t get comfortable. I am due to get up and stay up.” I whine.
One by one, I feel the pillows from between us getting moved. Suddenly, he wraps his arm around me and pulls me close. I attempt to escape his grasp, but he holds me firm.
“Relax, it may help you sleep.” He says softly.
I’m ready to try anything at this point. I let myself relax, my face buried in his strong chest. His hand goes under my shirt to caress the curve of my lower back. I close my eyes, and my entire body relaxes being in his arms. I’m not sure what to think, and honestly, I don’t care at the moment. I need to sleep. I am up in three hours.
I quickly begin to drift off. It has been a while since someone has held me as I sleep.
AubreyI pull up outside of Everett’s place, where I have been staying for the last couple of nights. He’ll be home late tomorrow. I’m looking forward to seeing him; he knows I am here. To get ready, I want to make sure the place is clean and the fridge is stocked for his return. I’m happy I won’t have to sleep alone tomorrow. Hugo and I talked, and things are okay, but I came here because I’m still a bit mad at him and didn’t want to overstay my welcome. I need to find an apartment soon. Everywhere I’ve seen hasn’t felt right, or Hugo thought it wasn’t secure enough. We have more viewings next week. That’s stressing me out, but right now, that doesn’t matter. The important thing is that Everett will be home. We can reconnect. He’d better not leave for so long again, or I’ll insist on going with him. I don’t mean to be needy—but I can’t
EverettI wake with a pounding headache, groaning as sunlight slips through the curtains. Last night is a blur—I only remember ordering a drink at the bar. Somehow, I ended up back in my London apartment. Thank God—at least I didn’t do something stupid like cheat on Aubrey. I hope that’s not who I am, no matter how drunk I get. I can’t recall coming home. How did I get here? I search for my cell but can’t find it. Hopefully, I didn’t lose it in my drunken state. I shouldn’t have drunk so much, but it’s how I cope.I get out of bed to search for my cell. Each step makes my head throb, nausea rising. The taste of scotch lingers, churning my stomach. I need my cell—Aubrey has probably tried to reach me, and she'll worry if she can’t. I stroll into the living room and stop on my tracks when I see Hugo sitting on the sofa.“Why are you still here? Shouldn’t you be on your way home by now?”Hugo sighs and looks up at me. “I changed it to later today.”"Why? I thought you’d be desperate to g
AubreySomeone shakes me awake in my sleep, causing me to groan.“Aubrey, please wake up?” I hear Erica ask, and at the sound of her voice, I shoot awake.“Erica, what is wrong? Are you okay? Are the kids and dogs okay?” I ask in a panic.It is the middle of the night. Erica wouldn’t wake me up for no reason.“Yes, they are all fine. Hugo just called, they are both fine too, sort of. Their conversation didn’t go well. Hugo said some things he shouldn’t have, and upset Everett, who left. That was a couple of hours ago, and he can’t get hold of him. You should call Everett and make sure he is okay. He will answer your call,” she sighs.What the hell did Hugo say to him to make him leave and ignore him? I check my cell and notice a text from a couple of hours ago from Everett t
EverettHugo and I are back at the apartment after a long day of work. We ordered in because we were in no mood to go out or cook, which works because it allows me to talk with him. Things have been hectic since his arrival, so he really hasn’t brought up Aubrey. We have pizza and beers, watching a football match on the TV.“Hugo, we need to talk,” I say, getting straight to the point.He mutes the TV and turns to me. “Yes, we do. I want the truth about you and Aubrey.”There is no point in prolonging it. “Aubrey and I are together. We have been for months.”His brows furrow and his face turns red. “I fucking knew it. What the hell were you thinking? I told you to stay away from her. She is vulnerable, Everett. She doesn’t need another man lying and hurting her. Can you not listen for once in your damn life? If you had any decency, you would end things before she ends up falling, because we both know you don’t do commitment or long-term relationships. You could have any woman you want
AubreyI am nervous as I wait for Erica to return from dropping the kids off at school. I am going to tell her about Everett and me. He plans on telling Hugo tonight. Hugo left for London yesterday afternoon. Everett didn’t want to tell him the first day he arrived. I am more worried about them than me telling Erica. Hugo is going to act worse than Erica. My gut tells me so.I am sitting out in the yard with my morning coffee. Erica will be here soon. I am staying here for a little while since we haven’t found a new place for me, quite yet. I insisted I would be fine to return the other one, but of course, they never agreed. I sigh, taking a sip of my iced coffee and just as I do, I hear Erica calling out for me.“I am outside,” I call back.Erica appears at the door. “I was going to ask if you wanted a coffee, but I see you have one.” She laughs.“I do.”“Okay. I am going to make one, and then I will come out to join you.”I do some breathing exercises before she comes out to calm my
EverettThe last couple of days have been hell. I shouldn’t be in London! I should be home with Aubrey after everything that happened, but she told me to stay put. I wasn’t going to listen because I know she needs me, but my return will add to her stress because of Hugo and Erica not knowing. They would know there was something, but by what Aubrey said, Erica would be fine with it. We are still on the fence about Hugo. I don’t want to make things worse for Aubrey.My focus has been nearly nonexistent. My worry levels have been sky-high. Work is the last thing on my mind, but I am stuck here, and I hate it. I have been staying out of everyone’s way because I have been taking my mood out on them, and I don’t want to do that. I can do that, not with this being a new business. We can afford for everyone to quit. I only deal with them if I really need to.All I want is to jump on the next flight, and it is taking everything in me not to do that. Hugo will be here in a couple of days. I kno
EverettI purposely got up early to go out and get breakfast and coffee for us both. I was going to make it, but there wasn’t much to make anything with. I left Aubrey a note. I don’t want her waking up, not being able to find me and thinking I have changed my mind and left. I wouldn’t do that. Any
EverettIt’s not even one in the afternoon, and I am sitting in a bar, nesting my second scotch. I am stressed out. The bar probably wasn’t the best idea, but I didn’t know where else to go. The opportunity to start a new office in London is a great opportunity, not only for the business itself, but
AubreyI try to sort myself out the best I can as I wait for Everett to come up. I just woke up and probably look terrible, but he has seen me in worse states. I don’t know why he is here. I told him to take a couple of days. Unless he has made up his mind and decided that he will end it now, rather
AubreyNo words are spoken between us, only heavy breathing. Everything is being said in the kiss and in the way we are fighting with one another’s clothing. I didn’t come here for this, but now, it is all I want, all I crave. Deep down, I know it isn’t a good idea, but I don’t care. Between my thi







