LOGINAubrey
I have been trying to sleep for the last couple of hours, but I'm failing. I am anxious because I know Everett is asleep on my sofa. We drank more wine than we intended, and before we knew it, it was very late. I offered him my sofa so he wouldn’t have to get a cab. I would have felt guilty otherwise. He stuck to his promise about backing off for the rest of the night. However, I suspect this isn’t the end of his game.
Why am I so nervous? He wouldn’t enter my bedroom without permission. He wouldn’t, right? I am not fearful of him, but he seems like a man who usually gets what he wants. I would prefer not to be added to that list, but I can’t promise myself I will manage that. The last thing I need is another man in my life, not after everything my ex put me through. Groaning in frustration, I sit up and run my fingers through my hair. I don’t sleep the best on a normal night, but tonight is a little different from the reasoning behind that.
I hesitantly climb out of bed. A cup of lemon tea usually helps me sleep. I have sleeping pills, but I rarely take them. The next morning, they make me feel yucky, and I end up with brain fog for most of the day. I tip-toe my way to the kitchen, checking to see if Everett is asleep. He seems to be. I stay as quiet as possible as I finally get to the kitchen. Let’s hope the kettle doesn’t wake him. Maybe making tea isn’t a good idea.
I stand in the middle of the kitchen, deciding on what to do. I chose to make it. If he wakes up, he wakes up. I need some sleep, and this is the next best option. I switch the kettle on and get my mug ready. I stare out into the darkness from my window.
“What are you doing up? It is late. You should be sleeping.”
Everett’s sudden voice from behind startled me. I turn to face him.
“I am making tea. I couldn’t sleep. It’s not like it is any of your business. You are in my home. What I do in it has nothing to do with you.” I huff, crossing my arms over my chest.
He strolls over and takes his place in front of me. He is close enough that my body is trapped between him and the counter. I fight back the lump in my throat and maintain my composure as best as possible.
“I don’t care that it is your house. You should be asleep. Why can’t you sleep?”
“I don’t sleep well most nights, so it's no big deal.” I shrug.
“Not getting enough sleep is not good for you, Aubrey.” He lectures.
I roll my eyes. Why does he feel entitled to lecture me?
“Yes, boss,” I say sarcastically and put my back to him.
He doesn’t move. He presses his front against my back, and he moves his lips to my ear, his warm breath fanning my sensitive skin.
“Princess, I much prefer being called sir,” he rasps, placing one hand on my hip.
I close my eyes, drawing in my breath, “Don’t call me that.”
He chuckles in my ear, “I will call you as I please. You should go back to bed.”
His voice is firmer when he says the last part.
“I am making tea. I will go back to bed when I am ready and not before it.”
He forces me around so we are face-to-face. His lips are only inches from mine. My tongue darts along my lips as thoughts of what it would be like to kiss him run through my mind.
“Oh, kitten, you’d be back in bed already if you were mine.”
A pathetic whimper escapes from my lips, “I-I-I will never be yours.”
Everett’s lips curl into a smirk. “You keep telling yourself that.”
“It is the truth! Now, move, I need to get my tea.” I demand.
He nods, taking a few steps back. I rush away from him to where the kettle is and gather myself again. I offer him one, but he says no. I bid him goodnight again and headed straight back to my bedroom.
I sigh, climbing back into bed, covering myself up and sipping my tea. He appears absolutely certain I’ll be his. I don’t understand. I thought I had made myself clear. I’m pulled from my thoughts when my bedroom door opens, and Everett appears again.
“Did I say you could come into my room?”
“Nope. Can I sleep in here with you? It is cold out there.”
It is cold. The temperature has dropped tonight.
“I can fetch you more blankets.”
“Or you can let me sleep in next to you. I promise to keep my hands to myself. If it makes you feel better, you can put something between us.”
“All right, but you must be quiet, too.”
“Yes, ma’am.” He chuckles and slips in next to me.
I glance at him to find his eyes already on me. I grimace and avert my gaze. I finished my tea, ignoring him. Having him in my bed is an awkward situation for me. I climb out of bed, getting extra pillows from the closet. Perhaps it’s immature, but my plan is to put them as a barrier between us.
He watches me with amusement as I create a barrier between us.
“Happy?” he asks.
“Yes. Goodnight.” I reply and switch the lamp off.
I lay on my side, my back to him. I sense him moving and settling down as well.
“Sweet dreams, princess.”
I can’t see him, but I bet he has a smug look. A groan is my only response. I close my eyes, praying for sleep to take over and for him to be gone when I wake up in the morning.
My plan is not working. I begin tossing and turning, getting more annoyed by the second. God, it is going to be a long night!
“Are you always this much of a fidget?” he asks.
“No, but tonight, I can’t get comfortable. I am due to get up and stay up.” I whine.
One by one, I feel the pillows from between us getting moved. Suddenly, he wraps his arm around me and pulls me close. I attempt to escape his grasp, but he holds me firm.
“Relax, it may help you sleep.” He says softly.
I’m ready to try anything at this point. I let myself relax, my face buried in his strong chest. His hand goes under my shirt to caress the curve of my lower back. I close my eyes, and my entire body relaxes being in his arms. I’m not sure what to think, and honestly, I don’t care at the moment. I need to sleep. I am up in three hours.
I quickly begin to drift off. It has been a while since someone has held me as I sleep.
Aubrey I arrive home after a long flight, exhausted and sad. I wish I could have stayed longer, but I am glad I found the courage to tell him how I truly felt. I didn’t expect him to feel the same. Smiling at the thought, I go to unlock the door—and realize it’s already open. What the hell? I’m sure I locked it. I push it open. An eerie feeling overtakes me. My apartment is trashed. Everything is smashed. I freeze, fear gripping me. Who did this? What if they’re still here? Only Benji would do this—but how did he get in? How did no one hear it?I turn and sprint back out, scared in case Benji is still here. I dart downstairs and out into the street. My heart pounds in my chest, and my hands shake. I glance around, making sure he is around somewhere. Did he come to get me? And when he realised I wasn’t there, he got mad and took it out on the apartment. Either that or he has been watching me and knew I was away.With my shaky hand, I take my cell from my bag and call Erica.“Hey, swee
Everett Our weekend has passed too quickly! I didn’t want her to leave, but she needs to. I wish I could fly back with her, but I am stuck here for another couple of weeks. We need to leave in an hour to get to the airport. Aubrey is now just packing her things. She decided to leave it to the very last minute, so she wasn’t reminded too early that she would be leaving. She is huffing and cursing as she does, throwing everything in. If the situation didn’t lead to Aubrey leaving, then I would laugh, but I am not really in the laughing mood. “You can still stay longer, Aubrey.” She sighs loudly and turns to me. “I can’t. I need to get back to work. I can’t stay in London without telling Hugo and Erica the truth.” I draw in my breath and run my fingers through my hair. “I know, wishful thinking, I guess.” “You will be returning home in no time,” Aubrey replies, trying to put a positive spin on it. I know it is hard for me, as it is for her. Once packed, she closes her bag with forc
Aubrey It feels good to be wrapped in Everett’s arms once again. Two weeks have felt like six months. I dance my fingers over his bare, warm chest from the hot sex we just had. I nuzzle my face in his neck. “I have missed being wrapped in your arms.” Everett places a kiss on the top of my head. “I have missed you in my arms, angel. I was worried there for a while. I thought my leaving had ruined everything for us.” He sighs. He wasn’t the only one. I meet his sigh. “I know, I am sorry. That was my fault.” I let everything get on top of me, and the worst thoughts ran through my head. Everett strokes my hair. “You have nothing to be sorry for, Aubrey. I understand it. I almost became unreachable after promising you things wouldn’t change.” I just hope when I return home on Monday, the next couple of weeks don’t go the same way. I can’t deal with it. I hate myself for it, but due to my past, I worry about things more than most, more than I should be. “It is okay, but promise me i
EverettI am both nervous and excited as I wait at the airport for Aubrey to arrive. It was touch-and-go there for a while; she only decided two days ago that she was coming. A part of me truly thought she was going to cancel. I tried my hardest to do better, but when Hugo was here, it made it harder. I can only hope that things won’t be off between Aubrey and me. I am eager to see her, but I have that doubt in the back of my mind that things aren’t going to be the same between us.I am waiting at the entrance for her, an iced coffee in my hand for her. Her flight should have landed, and she’ll be here soon. I shouldn’t be this nervous about seeing my girlfriend. Tell that to my racing heart, churning stomach and sweaty palms. I don’t know how I will react if Aubrey isn’t too happy to see me. I sigh. The thought of it is like a stab in the heart. I don’t want to mess everything up before we have had a real chance.Five minutes later, I notice her coming through. Aubrey seems anxious,
EverettI barely slept last night. I am annoyed at Aubrey for not responding last night. Now, it is morning and still nothing. It is two here, which means it will be nine in New York. Aubrey should be awake by now. I know things haven’t been easy in our first week, but I just got here and need time to get things sorted and get myself into a routine. I will make time for her. I will cancel everything, and I thought she would have known that. Clearly not, which makes me think Aubrey still has some doubts about us, which I hate. I don’t want that. I don’t want her to have any doubts about us. I’d better hear from her soon because I need to leave in a couple of hours to head to the airport and pick up Hugo. He got an early flight from New York. It takes me over an hour to drive from here to the airport. I stop pacing and take a seat at my desk, trying to calm myself down. I rest back, sighing and just as I do, my cell rings. I grab it quickly, hoping it will be Aubrey. It is, thank God.
AubreyIt has been a week since Everett left. We haven’t been in contact as much as we planned. We text every day, but talking on calls and video calls, not so much. Twice since he left. He is a lot busier than he thought he would be. I am trying to be patient because I understand it is business, but I am getting annoyed. We made a plan, one that is failing, even if it can’t be helped. I don’t want to seem like some needy girlfriend. I don’t want to scare him off, but it is on my mind and getting under my skin. We have arranged a video call later, but I will need to wait and see what his plans are. Between getting the business up and running, getting to know the employees and potential clients, he is not only at the new office but also at dinner and drinks. He has a lot going on, and I really do understand that, but is it so bad of me to want him to fit me into that busy schedule? I am not one who asks for much. I sigh and rest back on my desk chair. I need to focus on work, not Ever







