🦋 BENITA 🦋
I gawked at Felix with a determined expression, “I'm not going to quit, Mr. Desmond, I won't do it… I'm tired of being controlled now, so I will save up and leave. Hopefully your bride returns before then, but even if she doesn't… I'll terminate the contract and leave. I won't listen to anyone anymore — make sure to tell your grandmother I said that,” I declared, forcing my tears back in.
Felix didn't stop me; he calmly listened to everything, and when I was done, he watched me leave.
But little did I know that the chairwoman, his grandmother, had something cooked for me.
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Life in the office became toxic, as the chairwoman assigned me to the cleaning team.
I didn't mind, since I have done worse in my lifetime. But the criticising glances from the office workers, wondering what I did to get on the bad side of the chairwoman, did get to me, and in order not to get on the bad side of the chairwoman, they avoided me.
Felix also didn't mind me, but that disappointment I shouldn't be feeling kept lingering, even if I was nothing but a substitute bride to him… I still wanted him to care. The fact that he was ignoring me made my life more painful.
After months of throwing out trash in the office, the chairwoman assigned me back to my post, and I felt relieved. I was determined to survive it all, endure everything she offers, just until I leave and never see them all again.
Greg walked towards my desk and handed me a file, “Here, this is the project you were assigned to, the command came directly from the chairwoman.”
I collected the file and nodded in understanding, with a smile, Greg left.
I had a bad feeling about it, knowing it came from the chairwoman, but perhaps she decided to leave me be, knowing I wouldn't give up.
I opened the file to read through, and a name was written boldly on the front page, “Mr. William Cunningham.”
The memories came flooding back, like a dam had burst. Painful images and emotions swirled around me, suffocating me. I gasped, struggling to inhale, as if the air had been sucked out of the room. My heart racing, I was drowning in the past, unable to escape the weight of what had happened. The memories lingered, refusing to fade, leaving me shaken and breathless.
Time seemed to freeze as my breath caught in my throat. For a fleeting moment, everything stopped – my heart, my lungs, the world around me. Then, suddenly, everything rushed back, and I gasped, inhaling sharply as reality snapped back into place.
My vision blurred, and the room began to spin. A wave of dizziness washed over me, and I took a step towards Felix’s office, then another, fighting to keep my balance. Each step felt like a battle, my feet unsteady beneath me. I gripped the wall for support, my palm slick with sweat. Don't fall, don't fall, I repeated to myself, forcing one foot in front of the other. Somehow, I kept moving, though my world was spinning out of control.
I got into Felix's office, he watched me walk closer as I slammed my fist on his desk, holding onto it for support.
“Why him?” I whispered.
He gawked at me coldly, “The chairwoman assigned him to you. She stated that you could quit if you didn't want to take the project.”
I swallowed hard, my body covered in sweat, “I'll take the project,” I declared.
I was going to do anything to be out of this mess, once and for all.
Soon, Mr. William appeared in the office, and I couldn't contain the disgust I felt.
“Look who we have here,” his ugly voice with a lot of painful memories echoed out. “I see you landed yourself an office job, that's too sad, they wouldn't treat you like I do.”
I sent him a smile that didn't reach my eyes, pointing towards a chair beside mine, “Please have your seat, I'll be attending to you today, let's talk about your partnership with D&D corporation.”
With a smirk, he sat down, and suddenly, out of nowhere, his hands were on my lap.
I slammed my eyes shut. My skin crawled as unwanted hands made contact, sending a wave of irritation through me. The touch was like a spark igniting a flame, and I felt my anger simmering just below the surface.
I itch to jerk away, my eyes flashing with annoyance. Being touched by him was like a violation. The urge to scrub the touch away was overwhelming.
I bit my tongue, forcing a calm tone despite the storm brewing inside me. My words were measured, polite, and courteous, but beneath the surface, anger seethed. I struggled to keep my tone neutral, to avoid letting the rage spill out.
“Mr. William, this is an office. Please be respectful and get your hands off me.”
“You were mine, Benita,” he muttered, “This is just VIP treatment.”
I looked around, and everyone in the office saw what was happening, but no one dared to say a word.
I clung to what little sanity I had left, my fingers digging deep into the only lifeline I could find. My heart pounded in my chest like a drum, each beat echoing the desperate prayer that this would soon be over. The maltreatment seemed to stretch on forever, but I held on to the fragile thread of hope that relief was just around the corner. Every moment felt like an eternity, yet I grasped the notion that this too shall pass, and the nightmare would eventually release its grip. I squeezed my eyes shut, whispering to myself, "Soon, soon, it will be over soon.”
I smiled at him, forcing my tears back in and telling myself to hang on for a little bit more, “I'll read the terms of the contract to you.”
Soon, night came, Mr. Williams left, but didn't forget to give me a face that said, “I'll be back.” And it was time to get off work.
Tears streamed down my face as I walked home, each step heavier than the last. The weight of what happened at work crushed me, and I couldn't contain my emotions. I sobbed uncontrollably on the bus, in the street, and even as I walked through the neighbourhood.
And suddenly, a speeding bus stopped beside me and I was dragged into it, I looked up at my attacker, he was on a mask, when my mother was still alive, she always warned me about how dangerous it is for a lady to walk home alone at night, I never knew how valid it was until now.
“What do you want?” I asked with a tired voice, not after everything that I went through today, I wasn't ready to play hero in a kidnapping case.
The impact was sudden and jarring, a sharp pain radiating from my skull as something connected with my head. Stars burst across my visions. I felt myself crumpling, my body folding in on itself as I lost all sense of balance. The world around me grew fuzzy and distant, and before I knew it, I was hitting the ground, my consciousness slipping away. Everything went dark.
When I woke up, the kidnapper was pointing a gun at my head. “I just want the money, with the location I found you, you are definitely rich, or your family is rich, I just need to place a call through that person and demand money for your safety. Once I get that money, you will be free to go, but if I don't…”
🦋 BENITA 🦋 Since my runaway plan was a complete failure, I thought that at least my life would go back to its normal routine.Going to work, coming home and going to bed. So I woke up very early and prepared for work. When I got out to leave, six men were standing at the entrance to the mansion.“Did he increase the security in the house so I won't run away again?” I thought and scoffed, “What's the need? They could stay outside.”As I approached the door, his men blocked it, I stood there stunned.“What are you doing?” I asked calmly.“You are not allowed to step out of this house, ma'am,” the one in front retorted.“I'm not running away,” I explained. “I'm simply leaving for work. I understand your boss threatened your life when I left, but you found me, didn't you? I'm just going to work; I'll be back soon.”I stepped forward again, but they refused to step aside. “I'm telling you I won't run away,” I snapped, “I give you my word, so step aside.”The front man inhaled sharply, “
🦋 BENITA 🦋 Rather than being a mess, my life was fun for the first time since I was 10. It's been from pain to pain since the death of my mother.I entered the mini studio I had rented, and my spirit, body, and soul screamed freedom.I got a drink and turned the music on, screaming, dancing and jumping around.“I'm free! I'm free! Freedom!”At that moment, I was on top of the world, I couldn't wish for anything more.I had enough money, and now I had a space of my own; I was going to start a sweet, soft life. Trapped? That's past tense now, it's all in the past.Deep down, I felt like I left something behind.“Of course I did,” I told myself, “All the clothes, shoes and bags Felix bought for me.”But that wasn't the case, and I knew. But what's life without having something to deny?Fuck everyone! I'm free and I'm never going back.It was 2 am, I didn't stop drinking and jumping around, it's either that I was too happy or too anxious. Suddenly, a knock sounded on the door, and I f
🦋 FELIX 🦋The question caught me off guard, making my heart race. I felt a knot in my stomach as I hesitated, unsure how to answer. Fear of the consequences of telling the truth gripped me, leaving me speechless. I wished I could avoid the question, but it lingered, demanding a response.I felt trapped, torn between the desire to reveal the truth and the fear of its consequences.But this situation also tangles with losing someone my happiness depends on.“Sir?” The policeman called, punching me back to reality. “We need information on this said missing person. How long has she been missing?”“Connect me with your Chief,” I demanded.The policeman paused, “You need to speak to me first, sir.”“I won't repeat myself,” I yelled.In a few seconds, I was connected to the chief, and after a brief introduction on who I was, he stood on his toes and was fully ready to attend to me.“I need to find someone,” I stated.“Who is she to you, sir?” He asked.I slammed my eyes shut, pissed about
🦋 BENITA 🦋My pillow was soaked in tears, unable to fathom why Felix wouldn't let me leave.The sense of feeling trapped was choking me, I wanted to leave so desperately, to search for and find a life.And just then it occurred to me, why do I need his permission to leave? Fuck that damn contract, I just need to go — right?I picked up a piece of paper and began to draw a plan. Felix leaves some men at home to watch me, like a large piece of expensive beef, and he leaves one to drive me around. They wouldn't let me go if they saw me with a suitcase, nor would my driver agree to not take me to work. All I need to do is act normal, go with nothing since I was able to gather enough money, then when my driver gets me to work, I sneak away from there to a faraway city.The plan in my head was so smooth, I could only wish it would turn out to be successful too.I stayed alert until Felix left for work, then I added the most important thing to me into a small handbag.I walked out of the h
🦋 FELIX 🦋I could do everything that morning but focus, although I remembered nothing that happened last night, I imagined it, and I didn't hate it.When I woke up, I found myself cupped in Benita’s arm. It's only natural that something had happened, but I couldn't tell what. And honestly, I stayed there for a while pretending to still be asleep.I might have even imagined worse than what actually happened, but I didn't hate whatever was in my head.I didn't hate the idea of loving her or having her; I unknowingly giggled at the thought of it, whereas in reality… it would never happen.My father was a part of the evil ones who ruined her life, and my grandmother also did nothing but make her life worse. It's only natural that she doesn't like me or my family.That day, the time in the office felt weird, as I constantly called Benita into my office for absolutely no reason.People in the office were taking her for granted and making her do all the work, but I could do nothing about i
🦋 BENITA 🦋 Some things are better left as an imagination. Deep down, things were unbearable for me because I couldn't dare to do what played in my head.I stood there motionlessly and pleaded like a fool, and it was the most painful thing ever.Mr William's laugh echoed through the office, I couldn't even stand up straight; the embarrassment was choking.The people in the office didn't take their eyes off me, neither did they try to help me, I felt worthless while an old man pumped my butts with his hands, right in the middle of a crowded office.“This is an office, whatever nonsense you want to do… Please take it out of my company. You can do anything you want with my employee out there, but not in here… please leave,” Felix’s words echoed out.Those were not the words I wanted to hear. What happened to “Get your hands off my woman”, or “She's mine, so if you as much as lay your fingers on her again… I'll cut them off.”Those were the actual words I wanted Felix to say so badly, I