YOU WILL NEVER BE MY GOD, FELIX.
Your life has always been a horrible mess, like happiness didn’t want you to be happy.
Being caged, used and controlled was all your life could offer, and you just couldn’t stop it or escape it.
But then you met him. You thought he was a different person, so even after being warned, you chose to go with him, straight into a trap you would never escape from.
He was cold, blunt, and unhappy himself, so when you expected him to say, “This is your home now, do whatever you want, for I will always protect you,” disappointment slapped because he said this instead:
“I own you now. You’ll be in charge of all the cooking and cleaning in this house. You are not permitted to take one step out of this mansion; making any little mistake could cost you your life. Whenever I call you, respond immediately, don’t make me call you twice; that could also cost you your life. This house must remain clean as it is right now, and at night, be on guard in this house. I don’t want to catch you sleeping, it might also cost you your life… I hope you understand.”
Just then you realised, you were been owned again, not being loved.
The 25th of September is always a day of agony, torment, misery, pain and anguish.
It all started on the 25th of September, and just like it started… would it end?
Is Felix not who you pictured him to be? Would he turn out to be a bigger mess… or not.
What would happen to you now, Benita?
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Chapter: CHAPTER 58 — FORCED TO BE STRANGERS.🦋 BENITA CELESTINE 🦋 I woke up half dead from a hangover, struggling to pick myself up from bed. I didn't know how or when I got home, but surprisingly, I woke up on my bed.I dragged myself up and walked over to the kitchen for some hangover tonic or anything that would help me not go crazy.There I saw Nikita, with a tomato on a cutting board, a knife in her left hand, and she was staring at her phone in her right hand, looking pale and shocked.“Did something happen?” I struggled to speak. “Did Judas send you a scary message or something? Did he curse you out?”Turning around, Nikita said nothing and just passed me the phone. I gawked at her curiously, “Did that potato really curse you out?”“Just read,” Nikita muttered coldly. It was a first.I wiped my eyes and concentrated on the news on her phone, alongside a video of Felix passionately kissing me. “Benita James, who now goes by Benita Celestine, was found with Felix Desmond, her supposed divorced husband, last night. He was
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Chapter: CHAPTER 57 — I WISHED THE HAPPINESS I FELT WOULD NEVER SHATTER.🦋 BENITA CELESTINE 🦋 I could feel the blood draining from my face as my body trembled.“Can you both stop fighting!” I screamed, and everyone froze, holding back their next attack.“Are you okay?” Felix asked worriedly.I shook my head, “Not exactly.”Nikita rushed towards me, “Is everything okay?”I looked at the message again, “Benita James, I know you are not dead, and I know who you are. Send all the money you have in your bank account, depending on the amount… I'll think about sparing you.”The phone fell from my trembling hands, and Felix picked it up. “Everyone leave my office now,” he commanded.Greg and Nikita reached the door but started fighting over who went first. Finally, Nikita pushed him away, and he fell with his butt on the ground; Nikita went first.“Hey,” Felix called, holding my left hand.“Do you know what would happen when the world finds out I'm Benita James?” My voice broke. “We would be torn apart; I won't be able to come even an inch close to you. The med
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Chapter: CHAPTER 56 — DON'T WAKE ME UP.🦋 BENITA CELESTINE 🦋 I left Felix's mansion that morning feeling over the moon. It was the best happy day of my life, and all I could do was wish it would never shatter.I swung the door to my apartment open, and Nikita jumped out of nowhere.“Christ!” I screamed, “Why do you always jump like that when I get home?”“I feel like I've been waiting for you for ages,” she retorted. “I have something to say to you, Celestine.”“I have no strength in me, Nikki,” I complained, “Save it for later.”“But it's important, it's nothing fun… It's terror,” she cried out, clinging to my arm. “Why don't you have any strength? Where did the energetic Celestine go? Don't tell me… You did it?”“Did what?” I voiced.“The thing, you know…” She whispered with a smile on her face.I chuckled, “You are so innocent, yet corny. What do you want to say? I'm all ears”“About Judas…” she began.I shook my head in disagreement, “Hell no! I don't want to hear it.”“Celestine… It's chaos, I'm in trouble here, not
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Chapter: CHAPTER 55 - GOOD SIN.🦋 BENITA 🦋 When Nikita told me Felix had come by, I ran to his mansion as if I had won the lottery, because I was tired of feeling rejected and even more tired of him avoiding me.I got to his mansion to find him cooking. Noticing my presence, he smiled at me and continued with his cooking.“I heard you came looking for me,” I blurted out. “Are you finally tired of ignoring me?”“I have a reason for ignoring you,” he muttered, still not looking at me.I attempted to walk closer to him, but then he snapped at me, “Stay where you are, Benita! For your own good,” and I froze. “Instead, tell me what happened over the years I thought you were gone.”“Hmm,” I began, “When I jumped into the river, I thought I was going to die, but it turns out the river had another plan for me and took me to a small town. Fortunately for me, a good lady found me by the riverside and took me home; her name is Nikita. Then, when I woke up, I could not remember anything, not you, not who I was. Then Nikita n
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Chapter: CHAPTER 54 — IGNORED LIKE A DISEASE.🦋 BENITA CELESTINE 🦋 So, I feel like I got dumped, and suddenly I became a hot mess. I was crying, eating ice cream, and singing "I Will Survive" in the shower. I'm fairly certain our neighbor thinks I'm having a wild party, but really, I'm just heartbroken and eating my feelings. On the bright side, I've finally mastered the art of eating a whole pizza by myself in one sitting. “Aren't you going to work?” Nikita blurted out, kicking my feet.I pouted, “Leave me alone, I go to work every day, but you are always in this house. Don't you plan on getting a job?”“No,” she blurted out, “I'm a full-house sister or a stay-at-home sister. Forget it, why aren't you going to work?”“The only reason I go to work is to see Felix, but after our last encounter and kissing me so passionately, he started ignoring me. Am I a disease?” I poured out angrily. “He avoided me in the office, wouldn't let me drive him, and wouldn't even pick up my calls. Should I not have told him? Does he think I'm a g
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Chapter: CHAPTER 53 — DESIRES ARE DANGEROUS.🦋 FELIX 🦋 My eyes locked onto hers, and I poured every ounce of desperation into my gaze. I begged silently, my eyes pleading with her to continue. I could feel the intensity building inside me, and I didn't want it to end. With her hand on my collar, she gave a gentle tug, pulling me closer. The surprise on my face melted into a smile as I looked into her eyes, seeing a playful glint mixed with an undeniable warmth.Before I could react, her other hand found my jaw, tilting my face just so she could kiss me. Her lips, soft and insistent, were on mine; the kiss started tenderly but quickly deepened, a silent conversation of desire. My hands found their way to her waist, pulling her against me as the kiss intensified, the world narrowing to just the two of us.When she finally broke away, breathless, she didn't release my collar. Instead, her grip remained, a silent invitation as she began to back away slowly, her eyes never leaving mine. I followed, a willing participant in her un
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SHADOWED SALVATION
Who are you?" I sluttered, attempting to take a step back but my feet seemed rooted to a spot.
The mysterious man smiled, his eyes glinting in amusement, "I am someone who knows you," he said, his voice dripping with an otherworldly intensity. "I am someone who has been waiting for you."
I looked around, I was surrounded by lifeless Bodies, slaughtered brutally by something worse than a monster, "What happened here?" I asked, struggling to keep my voice steady.
The mysterious man chuckled, the sound sending shivers down my spine. "They are dead, you killed them all." He said, his eyes glistening in happiness, "You've become the person I knew you would be."
I felt a pang, I looked at my hands, they were covered with blood. However, the question remains: did I really kill all these people? If yes… then who am I?
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Chapter: CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED AND EIGHT: THE END, BUT THE BEGINNING.🥀 MELONIE'S POV 🥀I woke up with a cold pain spreading across every part of my body, I remember the angel telling me I might die from the pain if it was too much to bear, and yes, I agree that I almost died, I don't get why I'm still alive.My spirit is just so stubborn and it wouldn't be dismissed.I looked down at my tummy and noticed a scar, it was the exact spot where I stabbed Alastor, he died and I got a scar from the effect of the pain.I looked around; I wasn't where I collapsed.“How did I get here?” I whispered.“I brought you back,” Bruno's voice sounded behind me.“Come, everyone is waiting for you.”“What about Alastor's body?” I murmured.Bruno walked closer, “I'm sorry Melonie, I couldn't even find his toenail, he disappeared into thin air like he never existed.”“And ASHERA?” I stated.“I hid it somewhere safe,” he responded. “I'm sorry Melonie, you had to kill your own twin brother to save us all; I know it was hard for you.”“Try not to remind me, I'm trying to for
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Chapter: CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED AND SEVEN: IN THE END, HE'S MINE.🥀 CLARA'S POV 🥀What a lonely morning after being surrounded by couples all night.Bruno and Othello, Dracula and Lavanya, both couples heartlessly doing rubbish.My eyes hurt from rolling them all night as soon as I see them flirt and my lips hurt from pouting as soon as I see them kiss.I was standing alone in between two couples and it was so frustrating.I got up from bed, not like I got any sleep.As I sat in the quiet stillness of the morning, my mind began to wander to Arlo. Memories of our time together flooded my thoughts, and I couldn't help but smile.I remembered the way he used to make me laugh, the way his eyes would sparkle with mischief when he was teasing me. I remembered the way he would hold my hand, his fingers intertwined with mine in a gentle, loving grasp.As I sat there, lost in thought, I could almost feel his presence around me. I could smell him, and hear the sound of his voice whispering in my ear. It was as if he was right here with me, and my heart swel
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Chapter: CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED AND SIX: TOGETHER FOREVER.🥀 LAVANYA'S POV 🥀The sky above was a brilliant blue, not a cloud in sight. The sun shone brightly, casting a warm glow over the landscape. A gentle breeze rustled through the trees, carrying the sweet scent of blooming flowers.The air was crisp and clean, with a hint of freshness that invigorated the senses. The temperature was just right, neither too hot nor too cold, making it perfect for outdoor activities.As I stepped outside, I felt a sense of joy and upliftment wash over me. The clear sky and good weather seemed to lift my spirits, filling me with a sense of possibility and promise.The world seemed to come alive on days like this, with every colour appearing more vibrant, every sound clearer, and every sensation more intense. It was as if the good weather had awakened a sense of wonder and magic in the world.I took a deep breath, feeling the fresh air fill my lungs, and gazed up at the clear blue sky. It was a moment of pure happiness, a moment to savour and enjoy. And I
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Chapter: CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED AND FIVE: THE DEATH OF THE EVIL TWIN.🥀 MELONIE'S POV 🥀With a bright light that almost left us blind, Our Alpha Vargus disappeared, alongside Angel Gabriel.Leaving us, broken and lonely.Honestly, I wanted to close my eyes and never wake up, because just when we were almost at the end, things became unbearable.We lost a lot of people on this journey, and I feel like I'm the one to blame.If only I hadn't walked into this world, or maybe if I wasn't too stubborn and had not gone in search of my father if only I hadn't resurrected Arwan or if I hadn't gotten attached to Alastor and killed him when I had the chance rather than praying for a change, things wouldn't have graduated into this.We were mourning too many people, because of me.I walked closer to Clara who crumbled underneath a table weeping.“Clara,” I called softly.“Get away from me,” she retorted, breathing heavily.She hasn't tasted food or water for a while, and I was starting to think she might probably die before Arlo returns.“Arlo would be here soon,
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Chapter: CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED AND FOUR: A LIFE FOR A LIFE.🥀 ALPHA VARGUS’S POV 🥀I doubted my decision, thinking about it, I don’t really want to die, but neither do I want to live my life watching someone I love suffer.“I’ll give my life,” I declared, “Bring Arlo back to life.”The angel chuckled softly, “You don’t really want to die Vargus… look at you, your eyes sparkle with life.”“Just do it,” I retorted.“You cannot be serious Vargus,” Clara snapped, “Who asked you to give your life for his? I might want Arlo alive but I don’t want you dead.”“Are you sure about that?” I asked sadly, “Clara, are you sure you mind me dying for Arlo to come back to life? I never existed to you.”“But that doesn't mean I want you dead,” she cried out, slamming her eyes shut as tears poured, “I might have been too occupied with Arlo finally being with me but that doesn't mean I don't notice that you are around Vargus.”“You have 10 seconds to change your mind, if not the process would begin.” Angel Gabriel declared.I looked back at him with tears-fille
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Chapter: CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED AND THREE: THE NEAR END.🥀 MELONIE’S POV 🥀 For hours, I was sitting behind the door, it was like there was an invincible force pulling me down. I was just not in the mood for anything.It was day two since what happened to Arwan and it was still so fresh, I should have been angry and filled with energy for revenge but I was weak and lonely, extremely tired of fighting.Soon I began to hear voices but I was determined to not leave the room or fight.It started as a warning that something was happening, and soon it increased.Rather than going out to check, I covered my ears to reduce the noise.I heard Othello screaming and desperately calling Bruno’s name, I heard Lavanya weeping while screaming Dracula’s name, I heard Alpha Vargus’s yells and finally, I heard Clara weeping.“I’m tired of fighting,” I murmured cuddling myself tightly.I heard a loud bang on my door, “Melonie…” Clara screamed, “You have to help us, Alastor is here for Ashera.”I jingled my head, “No, I won’t fight anymore,” I whispered to m
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