เข้าสู่ระบบMOONA POV
I hate seeing Brian so sad. I don’t understand all of it, but I know it’s bad, and I know it’s about work. I also know how hard he tried to work with me when I was sitting across his desk every week. He’s good with people. He cares. Even if that place is stuffy and snooty and not good for people like me. I don’t think now’s the time to tell him that, so I keep my mouth shut and do what I can do, which is mainly make coffee. He closes his newspaper and pulls me tight against him as I dish out the drinks, and it’s nice to feel him smile against my cheek. “I’m sorry,” he says, “I don’t mean to seem miserable. I’ve been looking forward to seeing you.” I nod. “I’ve been looking forward to seeing you, too.” I look over at Cain. “Both of you.” I love how Brian’s arm feels around my waist. I love the smell of him in his suit. He’s wearing the tie I bought him and it makes me feel proud. “Did they say anything?” I ask. “About me, I mean? Did you get into trouble for helping me?” “No, it’s all good,” he says and I’m relieved. I’m glad I’m not going to cost him the job he loves, not yet anyway. But from the gist of their conversation, it seems as though it’s on the rocks regardless. I’m sure I’m the only one in this room who wouldn’t think it a tragedy if he couldn’t do it anymore, but they don’t see what I see. They don’t see the snooty looks as you walk through reception, or the way you’re so aware the clock is ticking every time you try to talk through something. Being here, on this land, holds more value to anyone than that office ever will, but I don’t think Brian will see that right now. “You came straight back,” I said to him. “Does that mean you’re staying for good now?” “I don’t have my suits here,” he says and Cain answers before I do. “Pack a case then,” he tells him. “And move in?” Brian laughs, but Cain isn’t joking, and I’m not joking either as I nod. “Please,” I say. “I want you with us. Provided it’s ok with Cain, of course.” Brian shakes his head. “I think there’s a bit of a road ahead before we start talking about plans like that.” He waits for us to agree but we don’t. Not me and not Cain. Brian sighs into my neck. “Enough of my shitty day,” he says. “Tell me about yours.” I do tell him. I told him how the top paddock needed some serious fixes.. I tell him how I fixed it and how I’ll be done with all of the fences before the week’s out. “Time for chickens then,” he says, and Cain smirks from across the table. “She’ll need to build herself a hen house first.” My heart soars at the thought. I can do it, I know I can. I just need some wood and nails and online videos. “I’ll build it,” I say. “I’ll build the greatest hen house you’ve ever seen.” “I don’t doubt it,” he says. “And when you have, we’ll get you some chickens to fill it with. We’ll go to Coleford poultry market and you can pick them out.” “And then the sheep next,” Brian says and Cain raises an eyebrow. “We’ll see how the chickens go first,” he says. And I can’t stop smiling, even though I’m grinning my head off, because I know that the chickens are going to go really fucking fine. • • • BRIAN POV Loving Moona Avii is everything I thought it would be. More than I thought it would be. Because the Moona Avii who snapped and sneered at me every week in my office has transformed into a girl who’s everything I knew she could be. Even more than I knew she could be. I know I said packing my clothes and bringing them here would be way too soon, but here, in bed, with Moona snuggled into my side and Cainpressed up against the back of her, it feels anything but soon. It feels like all roads lead here, even if I didn’t know it before it happened. The whole town undoubtedly knows Moona is here, even if they didn’t even know where it was before now. Cain’s house will have been discussed and pointed out, questions raised over just what’s going on between the man they know makes a shit ton of money out of insurance, and the mouthy little gypsy girl they shake their head at in the street. But I don’t care. My job is the only string left holding me to any of their unwanted opinions, and that string is fraying before my eyes with every budget cut. I think this one will be the final one I can take. I’m going to hand in my notice to coincide with my existing case load winding down, and beyond that I have no idea yet. I’m sure something will come up, even as an interim measure. I shouldn’t respond to Moona’s kisses, because we all have things to do in the morning. I shouldn’t roll onto my side to press my cock against her belly because I’m dooming us all to a night of fucking and sucking until the dawn rises through the crack in Cain’s curtains, but I can’t stop. She’s addictive. She’s gentle as she takes me in her hand and squeezes. I hear Cain’s breathing quicken and I know she must be squeezing him too. Moona Avii is insatiable and I don’t recognise myself when I’m around her. I’m beginning to realise that’s no bad thing. My life is changing in every way, my career catapulting into unknown waters alongside this new crazy setup we’ve got going on. So many considerations to take into account, so many questions that we’ll need to answer down the line. But that’s not for now. Now is all about giving Moona what she needs, and right now she needs two men to take her and make her theirs. I slip my fingers between her thighs and find Cain’s already there. I don’t even flinch, just work my fingers along with his, teasing that hard little clit until she moans. Cain pushes his fingers inside her first, and when she’s bucking under our hands and begging for more, I slide mine right along in there next to his. Our dirty girl stretches so nicely for us. That tight little pussy sucks on our fingers, greedy for whatever we offer. I kiss her neck in the darkness, feeling Cain’s breath on my cheek as he does the same. Her hand works my dick so slowly I could go insane, but it’s bliss. Absolute pure fucking bliss. And then she tugs, shifting us closer, and I go with it, we both do. I don’t realise what’s happening until it’s too late, until I can feel the heat of Cain’s body so close, Moona’s wriggling underneath us as she spreads her legs and asks for deeper. I recoil instinctively as my dick touches another dick, jerking back my hips as though I’ve been burned. “Please,” she breathes. “I want you both inside me, both at once…” Understanding doesn’t ease the frantic beat of my heart. Understanding that she’ll want the length of my dick thrusting tight against another man’s inside her doesn’t make me any less hesitant as she coaxes me back into position. I focus on the warmth of her pussy around my fingers, holding my breath as I know the point of dick on dick is just moments away. I flinch at the contact when she touches us together, but this time I don’t pull away. The head of him is hard against mine, surprisingly slippery as she grinds us together, tip against swollen tip.MOONA POVI don’t know how long they will hold me there, but I never want to move.I’m scared I’ll fall apart without their arms around me. I’m scared I’ll shatter into pieces and never pick them all up again.I remember all the times the guy who called himself Peter touched me. I remember all the times he told me that that was what love felt like.But love feels nothing like that, and I know it now.I want to forget every second I ever spent with him. I want to feel how much I’m loved for real this time.I want to feel kind hands on my body. I want to feel kisses that give, not kisses that take.I want them. The only two men who’ve ever counted.I need to know I’m still theirs and they’re mine, and words aren’t enough.Words will never be enough now I know how easily a random guy like Mathew Connor could speak whatever he wanted in my ear.I’m still in their arms as I press my lips to Cain’s neck. Brian is still pressed to my back as I reach for him.Cain doesn’t respond at first as
BRIAN POVAnd suddenly all the pieces fit into place. She’s in a daze as she heads through to the living room and sits herself down on the slashed sofa. She pulls her knees up to her chest and hugs them tight as Cain sits alongside her and I drop to my knees on the floor. “It’s alright, Moona,” I say, “you can tell us.” And she does. She tells us everything. She tells us how happy she was to find her brother. She tells us the story of what happened all those years ago in Peter’s family home. She tells us how they thought it was her assaulting their younger daughter and leaving bruises on her arms, but it wasn’t. It was Peter, and that makes sense too. The kid was troubled when I met him, narcissistic tothe point it gave me shivers. Thoroughly dissociated from those around him. And now he’s studying law, blending into the student populous no doubt oblivious to the pain he caused the broken girl sitting before me. He didn’t mention Moona once in all our s
MOONA POVI want to tell him but I can’t. Even now I can’t let them throw Peter in prison. He’s my brother. He was there for me when no one else was. My heart is breaking worse than Cain’s, even though I can’t show him. My heart is breaking because I know I can’t come back from this, because no matter how much Cain’s eyes say he wants to forgive me, I know he won’t. I know he can’t. I know he’ll never trust me again. I wish I could say I’m sorry, but I can’t. Even though I can’t bring myself to land my brother in the shit, I can’t bring myself to confess all this either. Cain’s glaring right at me as I hear Brian’s car pull onto the drive. I want the ground to swallow me up and never spit me out again, but I’m standing right here with nowhere to run and no one to turn to.Brian doesn’t even notice the destruction as he steps through the door. He sees me before Cain but he’s already got questions of his own. “Mathew Connor was asking directions to your house in town ea
CAIN POVMy crazy idea for Brian’s career wouldn’t let go once it started. That’s why I called the bank today and set up an appointment. That’s why I marched in there with a hastily drawn up plan and opened a new account all ready to start. It’s crazy but perfect. Perfect for both of them. I can’t fucking wait to fill them in on the news.I’ve got more money than I’ve ever known what to do with, and more than enough time around work to help with the practicalities of setting up something like this. I make sure I’ve got my folder of ideas on the passenger seat as I buckle up and head for home. I know I’ll be earlier than Brian, I’ll just have to keep my mouth shut until he gets there. There’s a crunch of glass under my foot as I step inside. My brow creases as I stare down at it, and it takes me a second to realise it’s the mirror from the wall, smashed to pieces. What the fuck? Memories of walking in on Moona for the very first time come flooding back to me,
MOONA POVThe attached photo makes my heart race. A picture of the centre of Lydney. He’s here. Oh my God, he’s really here. But he doesn’t know Cain. He doesn’t know where I live now. I try to force the nerves away but they won’t budge an inch. All the filthy things I did for him come back to the pool in my belly. They make me feel sick. I used to think it was okay before I knew what real love felt like, but now I know it isn’t. It never was. What he did to me was cruel and disgusting. The way he made me use my body for him was a world away from how Cain and Brian make me feel. I don’t care that he’s my brother anymore, or that he’s holding family news over my head. I don’t care that I may never get to see them again if I don’t do what he wants. If they wanted me, they’d have found me long ago. If they still believe his lies after all these years then I’m better off without them. All the years of making excuses for him in the name of lo
I can’t believe I’m doing this, I can’t believe my dick is still hard, but it is. It’s only when I hear Cain grunt that I realise he’s not nearly so hesitant as I am. But Cain never is. Cain doesn’t have limits like I have. Cain goes all in for the pursuit of pleasure, and right now his pleasure is in Moona’s hand as she rubs his dick against mine. “Fuck,” he says. “Peen on fucking peen. This has never been on my fucking agenda.” But he doesn’t stop and neither do I. And it occurs to me, right at the back of my mind, that maybe he wants this. Maybe he’s not nearly so hung up on what all this means as I am. The thought that he might even enjoy these blurry boundaries takes me aback, but makes my dick throb. It makes me shunt closer, giving Moona all the leeway she needs to press us length to length and move us as one. Oh fuck, it feels good. It feels so filthily good. “You like it,” she whispers, “I can feel it.” I don’t argue and neit







