It's Over, Devine

LUCIUS DEVINE

It was all over. My head was throbbing. My heart was aching and my fists were clenched tightly.

I was standing at the balcony, a hopeless look on my face. No, I wasn't fucking hopeless. I was going to get Lisa back. She was mine and I was hers. And not even this would tear us apart forever.

"Fuck!" I cursed, throwing the glass of beer in my hand across the wall.

"You bastard!" I yelled at my own self, grabbing the bottle of beer and throwing it across the wall too.

"If only I hadn't killed Seb!" I wanted to hit myself. I wanted to hurt myself.

I made Lisa cry. I was the reason she was hurting both physically and emotionally. I wanted to be the man behind her smiles and laughter but instead, this was what I turned out to be.

A man who made her shed tears uncontrollably and still couldn't let her go.

I was selfish and I could never get over my selfishness when it came to Lisa. I could not let go of her.

I would do anything and everything to make her forgive me and l