Chapter 4: He is Real

Hmn..looking young fresh.sabi ko pa sa kanya don sa picture na sinend niya sa akin. Ang sabi ng iba makalaglag panty pero ako ang puso ko ang nalaglag hindi yung panty ko,sino ba naman ang hindi maiinlove dito halos perfect lahat makapal ang kilay,gwapo,matangkad,matangos ang ilong at makisig.Swerte ko dahil sinalo niya ako pero may part sa kanya na pag tinititigan mo ay napaka suplado. Really?Do you like my picture?Tanong ni Liam sakin. Yes babe.So how are you doing today? Waiting for your chat babe. Are you down to talk.He ask.Tomorrow we talk right now I just got home,I'm very tired of my work for teaching.pa temaarts kung sagot sa kanya alam niyo na kailangan natin umakto na dalagang pilipina este cultural pilipina act. Okay,it's okay.tipid na sagot niya thankful din ako kasi hindi na siya nangungulit. Thank you sweetheart and goodnight.txt ko "Goodnight sleep tight okay." Yes babe sweet dreams too.You too.may kasamang tatlo na heart.Makatulog na nga at para maaga magising bukas,nung ipipikit ko na ang mata ko biglang may nag cha Liam send a message: Can I hear your voice before you go to bed please.Ayy ang loko akala ko last na yon kanina ang chat ko na goodnight hindi rin makulit mareplyan na nga para matapos. Why babe?voice message kung reply sa kanya. I mean a call please am just missing you here.sabi pa nito sakin. I said tomorrow or later I need a rest..Hardheaded man.gigil na reply ko sa kanya.I guess not.At may kasama pang two sad emoji at voice message. Just messing you here I don't know if I hear your voice before go to sleep.At bago magrereply na sana ako ng bigla na naman nagring ang messenger ko,dahil nakukulitan na ako sa kanya sinagot ko na ang tawag.Hello,yes I said no not this time okay?bye.Boses ko na hinalo-an ko ng lambing dahil worried ako na baka maboses-an niya ako kasi nung nag uusap pa kami sa benjamin william pilot bago kami naglaitan sa bawat isa kilala na niya boses ko at buti nalang hindi niya ako natandaan. Bye goodnight.reply ni Liam.At nagsend ako ng dalawang heart emoticon at thumps nalang din reply niya.Thursday ngayon kaya kailangan ko maglinis ng bahay.After two hours natapos din hay naku parang ang lungkot makapag cellphone nga ten notification from Liam and others biglang natanggal ang pagod ko hindi ko alam kung bakit nakita ko lang ang pangalan niya. How did you get to become a pilot sweetheart?How many hours do you work a day?It depends on how many flights we have and we always work with two pilot.sagot ni Liam sakin. My dreams since i was a kid is to become a lady pilot but my parents pursue me to become a teacher.which is hindi ko din naman sinunod sila nanay at uncle that time pero anyway ayaw ko na i kwento kay liam ang tungkol don. Well I have to go to school and it cost me a lot but now I am happy I have a just and I will say I am rich,sorry about that maybe they wanted the best for you.he said. Why is the pilot babe there a lot of courses? It's okay it's my choice to select what they want for me.sagot ko naman sa kanya.Being a teacher is okay why do you complain ? "Because I realize lately i have regrets if I pursue my dreams being a lady pilot..I think we meet earlier maybe you are not far away from me baby.ang harot ng lola niyo magtanong sa arroganteng lalake na may pagka womanizer.Have you dated before a lady pilot?What it feels like?sunod-sunod kung tanong kay Liam.No I don't want to because we won't both have time for each other.sagot niya sa tanong ko. What is your ideal girl that meets your standard?dagdag kung tanong sa kanya,hindi ako madaldal no? You didn't answer my question,can I call you so we can talk about it?Liam ask me.Di ako makatulog paikot ikot ako sa higaan nang biglang tumunog messenger ko at tinignan ko ang oras alas tres na pala ng umaga at dali-dali ko itong pinindot at Hello sagot niya sa kabilang linya at ito tanong niya..How are you what are you doing?tanong niya sa kabilang linya. I'm good.tipid na sagot ko. If you don't mind i have a personal question?Yes of course ang sagot ko sa kanya at ganito ang tanong niya sa akin "Are you still a Virgin? bigla akong natawa at sabay sabing sa kanya na "You know you are the second stupid man that asked me that question?ang sabi ko sa kanya at sabay tawa at ang sagot niya na may kasamang hagikhik is I am second stupid man asking a question like that? Yeah.sagot ko sa kanya i told him when i was 17 years old that theres a man who asked me the same question if i'm still a virgin?what the heck. Really he asked you that stupid question? Yes.. Have you had a foreign boyfriend before?I answered: Yeah but not pure it's a half filipino and half american.At the age of 17 yeas old offered me a proposal marriage but I said no because at the age of 17 i'm not yet ready for the responsibility as a wife.Kwento ko sa kanya.What at your age 17 he offer you to get married?Gulat na gulat siya na that time may nag offer na sakin ng kasal.Yes my second boyfriend is a filipino we've been twenty five years living together but he didn't propose or offer me a marriage.And I have one child 16 years old boy and 8 years old adapted daughter but not legal papers.sabi ko pa sa kanya at bigla siyang natigilan sa kabilang linya ang tagal niyang umimik.Why you didn't tell me you have a kids.reklamo niya.You didn't ask me that's why i didn't tell you about it.Isaid to him.Anyway it's not important to me that you're a single mom you have a big heart even its not your kid but you raise that child even if its not came from you.sagot ni Liam. Thank you for the compliment honey.tanging sambit ko sa kanya.Are you active in sex? No,and how about you?No..I'm not.Mabilis na sagot niya tapos may biglang nagsalita sa kabilang linya sabay tawag sa pangalan niya. My boss call me i call you back okay?at ang kasabay noon ay ang end call sound ng phone ko.Hindi na yata tatawag yon kaya matutulog nalang ako. Nagising ako ng seven twenty ng umaga hay naku makapag kape na nga at syempre hindi mawawala ang cellphone sa lamesa at kailangan ko din mag check ng mga messages.Matignan nga kung may message si Liam sa akin. Hi sweetie where are you?I am at school sweetheart.Okay..Ganito ka ikli ang palitan namin ng message sa messenger.Parang ang boring kaya chinat ko siya ulit. Hi babe what the fuck..How can I trust you..Try me dear you can trust me..sagot ko sa kanya. Please tell me the truth.Pakiusap niya.Why did you change your name?There's a lots of fake profile here are you a muslim?sunod-sunod na tanong niya sakin.Yes when I was in UAE sagot ko sa  kanya. Please tell me the truth, I want to know the truth Liam asked me dahil sa kakulitan niya hindi makuntento sa chat at gusto pa niya malaman sa tawag ang daming arte ng Liam na ito.