Chapter 17: Take the Pleasure, Leave the Pain

Hannah

I read the note and I was blushing red. I didn’t wanna blush and after cursing myself, I kept the note in my table. 

I know how stupid I am.

But somewhere, I don’t wanna… I mean, I wanna be close to him, but I… I don’t wanna do that after what he did. I mean, he just played with me. I can’t think of loving him. And even after that, now he is forcing me too. To work here, to do what he says and much more.

But maybe, just maybe, I can do the same to him. Maybe I can just take pleasures and leave whenever I want to! But yeah, I won’t lie to him that I am serious, like he did.

I won’t fall that low.

I sighed and sat down on my seat. After working, it was time to serve him coffee again, so I went to his cabin. I stopped just before opening it as my memories came back. He sure knows that I must have r