CHAPTER 21

Pass Or Play?

"HOW have you been? You looked like you were hit by an unpredictable thunderstorm. What's up with you?"

"Your face says 'bullshit' bro."

I showed Ricky and Johnny my middle finger and said nothing. I am not in the mood to either speak or move, I just want to sleep. I am so tired physically and mentally. It seems like my body is surrendering on its own, not listening to my brain.

And I am not the reason why I am like this. These were all Leon's fault. He didn't let me sleep properly last night because of so many crumbling and crashing thoughts that I stayed up until five in the morning. Although I was confident that I'm still going to do anything according to my plan, his words still fumbled in my mind which made it stop working today.

"Seriously, dude. You need to refresh yourself with some positive thoughts. The intramurals are coming, you don't wanna mess up," Johnny said in concern.

"Exactly. I am having second thoughts if I still wanna join the team."

"The fuck,