Mag-log inThe rain wouldn’t fucking stop
It hammered against the hotel windows like it’s the end of the world.
The outdoor field ceremony was canceled, and everything got moved inside the grand wedding hall downstairs.
I stood in my room in a black suit, staring at the downpour while Daniel and Daisy argued over my tie.
“You look like you are about to shit your pants.” Daniel said, yanking the knot loose again.
“Shut up,” Daisy shot back, slapping his hands away. “He looks hot. Stop messing with him.”
They had driven all the way from Alpharetta just for this. The only two people here who actually knew me. Their teasing was the only thing keeping my nerves from exploding.
“I need to see my mom,” I muttered, slipping out before they could follow.
Her dressing room was quiet except for the soft click of the door. The second I saw her, my chest tightened.
She looked… younger. The white dress hugged her perfectly, and the smile on her face was real. This is what I’ve been working my ass for. Seeing her glow from happiness.
“Mom,” I breathed.
The stylist stepped out to give us a minute. Mom pulled me into a hug, careful not to wrinkle anything.
“You’re here,” she whispered. “My baby boy.”
Of course I’m not gonna cry, I’m grown.
We stood there for a second, just holding each other. Then she pulled back and looked at me with wet eyes.
“Do you think your father would be happy for me?” Her voice cracked. “Would he approve? I keep wondering if I’m betraying him by moving on.”
I swallowed hard. The guilt I carried every single day rose up like acid in my throat. I forced a smile and squeezed her hands.
“He’d want you happy, Mom. He’d want you to live again. You’ve carried enough.”
She let out a shaky laugh and wiped her eyes. “You always know what to say.”
Inside my head, the words echoed back at me.
The same should apply to you, idiot. Stop hiding. Stop punishing yourself for a car accident that wasn’t your fault.
But I pushed the thought down. Today was about her.
I kissed her cheek. “I’ll see you out there.”
Back in the hall, I slid into the front row beside the twins and my cousins. The seats were full of people I barely knew. Daniel leaned over, elbow bumping mine.
“So… still no sign of the mysterious stepbrother?”
I scanned the crowd again. “Nope. Maybe he’ll skip his own dad’s wedding too.”
Daisy snorted. “Rich people are weird.”
You can say that again.
The music started and mom walked down the aisle on my new stepfather’s arm.
She looked radiant, and he looked like he couldn’t believe his luck. The priest kept it short and sweet: vows, rings, a kiss that made the whole room cheer. When the priest pronounced them husband and wife, I clapped along with everyone else, throat tight.
They were married.
During the reception, guests flooded forward to congratulate them. I hung back for a second, then walked up to my new stepfather while Mom was busy hugging someone else.
“Hey,” I said, offering my hand. “Congratulations.”
He shook it firmly, smiling like he meant it. “Maddox. Finally, we can now officially call ourselves family now.”
He seemed… Chill. Easy-going. The kind of guy who laughed at his own jokes and actually listened when you answered.
I let myself think maybe this wouldn’t be a disaster. If the dad was this normal, the son couldn’t be that bad, right?
“If there is anything you need, I mean anything. Do not hesitate to reach out to me.” He continued.
I know he’s rich, he’s got wealth. But I’m not asking him for shit. I’ve long taken care of myself that it feels foreign asking for help. I don’t know how you see it but it’s how I survived.
He looked towards my mom, who was smiling with my aunt and some guests surrounding them.
“I’m the luckiest man alive, well after your…” he trailed off.
I just nodded, saving him the discomfort. “I haven’t seen her that happy for a long time and I have you to thank for that.”
“We bring out the best in each other.” He squeezed my shoulder, “and you are truly a sweet boy like she often says. I know we’ve met multiple times but she wouldn’t stop talking about you.”
I looked towards my mom, of course she always finds a way to squeeze my name in every discussion she’s having, bet she’s doing that now too.
I was still talking to him, back turned to the main entrance, when a deep voice cut through the chatter like a knife.
“Dad?”
Everything inside me froze.
That voice. I knew that voice.
My stomach dropped. I didn’t want to turn around. I really didn’t. But my body moved anyway, slow and mechanical, like someone else was controlling it.
I turned.
And there he was.
Damian Prescott standing perfectly in a tailored black suit, hair still slightly damp from the rain, looking every bit the campus king even here. His hazel eyes locked on mine.
The color drained from his face.
I felt the same thing happen to mine.
The only word that made it out of my mouth was a broken whisper.
“Damian?”
For a second the entire hall seemed to go silent. Or maybe that was just the blood roaring in my ears. My new stepfather turned, beaming.
“Damian! You made it, son!”
Son? No fucking way, right?
Damian’s jaw clenched. His eyes flicked from me to his father and back again. The shock on his face melted into something darker; anger, disbelief, maybe even panic.
I couldn’t breathe. This wasn’t happening.
The guy I’d made a secret deal with less than a week ago, was my new stepbrother?
The universe had to be laughing at me.
Daniel’s voice hissed behind me, low and stunned. “No fucking way.”
I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. Because all my attention was on Damian
Damian’s hands curled into fists at his sides. He took one step back and another and then he turned and ran.
[Damian]I stared at my phone screen until the light faded to black, but there was still no reply.I’d lost count of how many times I’d tried reaching Maddox, only to be met with complete silence. A suffocating weight settled right in the center of my chest, mixing with a cold ache of rejection.I sank back onto the couch and stared up at the blank ceiling. This is why, I reminded myself bitterly. This is why you don't let anyone in. Every single time I let my guard down, people walked out. It had to be because of that damn dream. Maddox had probably gotten terrified, realized what this was, and decided he was done interacting with me entirely. I let out a ragged breath, feeling completely drained. Done and exhausted.My phone buzzed against my palm. My heart did a pathetic little leap--Maddox?I sat up fast, only to see my father’s name flashing on the screen.The disappointment hit me like a slap. I rolled my eyes, growling under my breath, and slammed the phone face down on th
[Maddox]I squirmed in the back seat of my cousin’s car, crammed between Daniel and Daisy. Even Mia, who famously loathed parties and anything social on a weekend, had somehow been dragged along for the ride."I never thought I’d see the day," Dan teased, nudging my shoulder with an elbow. "Maddox willingly going to a party. On a Friday night, no less.""Cut him some slack, he’s usually busy," Daisy chimed in from the side."Writing porn," Mia muttered deadpan from the front passenger seat, setting off a wave of sudden laughter through the car.I groaned, tossing my head back against the headrest. "Is there any way to erase you guys' memories?""Never," Dan grinned.As their chatter drifted into some other topic, my mind immediately backtracked to Damian. My stomach twisted with guilt. He probably hated my guts right now for breaking my promise and blatantly lying to his face. Fuck, I actually lied to him. What was he going to think of me when he realized I flaked on our session t
[Maddox]The professor’s lecture had long since devolved into meaningless background noise. While he droned on at the front of the auditorium, I sat at my desk, frantically scribbling notes into my notebook until my hand cramped.Exhaling a weary breath, I let my pen drop and slumped forward, resting my forehead against the cool wooden surface of the desk.Damian had texted me yesterday. I still hadn't responded.The truth was, I was actively avoiding him. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't flush the memory of what had happened between us two days ago out of my head. I knew Damian probably interpreted my radio silence as outright rejection, but it wasn't that simple. I just couldn't keep doing this. Damian was my step-brother and completely, wildly out of my league. That was why I had ignored his text asking when we were having our next session.Before I even realized the lecture had ended, the classroom began to empty. I groaned softly, sitting up to shove my notebooks back i
[Damian]I watched him drift to sleep, and for some reason, I couldn't look away.How could a human be this beautiful? And no, I'm not just saying that because I want him in my bed.Wait, who said that? Brian, please, not now. Don't interrupt.His dirty blonde hair was scattered across his forehead, giving him this soft, ethereal look. I'm not even exaggerating, he was gorgeous.It took a heartbreaking amount of self-control to step away and grab a damp towel from the bathroom. Heaven knows how hard I had to fight myself. I wanted to devour him—bite him, touch him, kiss him until his lips were swollen and wrecked.But I knew better. Rushing things would only scare him off, and that was the last thing I wanted.I cleaned him up carefully, then lifted him into my arms. He must have been exhausted; he didn't even stir as I carried him to my bed.I laid him down, watching him shift until he settled into a comfortable spot. My only plan was to lie beside him and watch him sleep. Just watc
[Maddox]I took a step back and forced out a shaky laugh. “Are you sure you heard yourself?”Damian took a slow step forward. “Crystal clear.”I was still trying to wrap my head around this version of him. Who the hell was this Damian? And why was I so damn excited to peel back every layer? I was officially weird.“Damian, if this is some kind of joke, or you’re just trying to scare me and make fun of me, I’m really going to take offense.”His expression didn’t flicker. “Your last chapter was trash, like I said. But it ended on a very hot note.”He paused, waiting for me to respond. I couldn’t. My voice had completely deserted me.“I need you to show me,” he continued. “Show me exactly how you wrote that last chapter.”I blinked. “You mean… like explain how I wrote the scene?”He shook his head and took several measured steps back, giving me space that somehow felt even more dangerous. “No. I mean the way you had Nate touching himself while thinking about Quinton. All the things he wa
[Maddox]I couldn’t wait to be in a space where Damian wasn’t. What with my heart threatening to rip out of my chest whenever he smiled down at me. If he continues to be this nice, I might kiss him and think of the aftermath later.He could actually hold conversations without trying to bail. And I saw how his face lit up whenever I asked him a question about him or hockey. I’m telling you right now, he’s cute. God! I’m screwed.No, for real, I’m screwed for being late to Professor Ken’s class, and I hate being called out on, which is happening now.“Why not let people who are eager to learn do that in peace instead of disrupting my class by being late?”It’s not that deep, I swear. But everything is always deep with Kenneth. Oh, maybe I could use some extra marks in his class.“I’m deeply sorry, it won’t happen again,” I managed in front of the whole class.Something that has never happened to me. All because I got carried away with some captain.“You wanna keep standing?”“Of course
[Maddox]The twins dropped me off with quick hugs and a promise to text when they got home. I watched their car disappear down the highway, then dragged my suitcase toward the hotel where Mom was waiting. Atlanta felt the same, but everything inside me felt different.Mom opened the hotel room door
[Maddox] The little café just off campus was packed with students trying to squeeze in one last decent meal before winter break. Daniel sat across from me, red hair messy as usual, scrolling through his phone while shoving eggs into his mouth. “You still ain’t telling me about your rendezvous with
[Maddox]He’s too close and he’s not wearing anything. He’s not even bothering to cover up.I blinked up at him, still crouched on the floor of his wardrobe. He stood tall and big in all his glory.He stepped closer, like he wasn’t close enough. His scent clouded me — sweat, arousal, that damn colo
[Maddox] Most people on this campus have a thing they're known for. Tyler in 204 does backflips at parties. The Nguyen twins run the fastest two miles in the state. Even weird Greg from the third floor is famous for eating an entire pizza in four minutes. Me? I write p**n. Not that anyone knows.







