LOGINHe’s too close and he’s not wearing anything. He’s not even bothering to cover up.
I blinked up at him, still crouched on the floor of his wardrobe. He stood tall and big in all his glory.
He stepped closer, like he wasn’t close enough. His scent clouded me — sweat, arousal, that damn cologne. His eyes raked over me, amused.
“I read every issue,” he continued, voice low. “Your stuff’s good. Really good. But…”
He reached out and hooked a finger under my chin, tilting my face up. I couldn’t breathe.
“Those positions you describe? The way the bodies move? It’s obvious you’ve never actually done them. They feel… fake.”
“Want me to teach you?” he murmured. “The real techniques. That way, in your next chapter, readers won’t be complaining that the author’s obviously a virgin.”
Heat flooded my face. Shame. Anger. Want. Everything. “I don’t need…”
“Your latest chapter,” he cut me off, his thumb brushing my lower lip, “the part where the lead pins someone against the wall? The angle’s all wrong. The grip, the arch of the back, how the legs should wrap…”
He leaned in, breath hot against my ear.
“Come on. Let me show you. The real thing. Hands-on. That way, your next chapter won’t have readers calling you out for being a virgin.”
My mouth opened, but no sound came out.
Damian’s smile widened. Dangerous. Delicious.
“Unless,” he added softly, “you don’t want to learn.” He moved back a bit, his eyes dark and lingering on my lips.
“I need to get…”
He didn’t wait for me to finish. He pulled me out with his big hand wrapped firmly around my wrist and slammed me down on his bed.
I gasped, my heart threatening to burst out of my chest. “What are you doing?” I managed above a whisper.
He brought his face close to mine. Damn, his breath was intoxicating. Then he smiled like he knew he had me and leaned close to my ear.
“In case you are doubting my ability to teach you the stuff that happens in the bedroom…” He took my earlobe in his mouth and my breath shuddered.
“I’m sure you must have heard, I’m an expert. Ain’t that why you came snooping around my stuff?” His breath fanned my neck.
I bit down hard on my lower lip because I did not trust myself not to make any weird sound.
He sniffed my neck and planted a kiss on my collarbone. “What do you say, Yours Truly?”
My hands clenched on my pants as I tried hard to form words, but I couldn’t. Not when he was kissing and licking my neck, sending all kinds of sensations I had never felt before through my entire body.
He pulled back, scanned my face, then started leaning down little by little. God, please don’t let him kiss me. I don’t want my first kiss to be with a brat.
Something hard pressed against my thigh. I looked down. His stupid, massive, annoying, beautiful dick was only a few inches away from mine.
“What do you want!” I blurted out, breathing heavily.
He chuckled and lifted himself up, walking backwards. “That wasn’t so hard now, was it?”
I gathered myself and sat up, ignoring the fact that I was still on his bed. “What do you want?” I asked again, more sternly this time.
“I told you before. Let me teach you.” He smiled sheepishly.
I don’t want it to seem like I’m looking, but it’s too much. “Can you put your pants on?”
He pointed his index finger at me. “Did you just admit to looking at me just now?”
I rolled my eyes. “It’s distracting and disturbing.”
His hands flew to his mouth, his eyes wide. “Oh, did you just compliment me?”
The fuck is wrong with this guy?
He cleared his throat. “Sorry.”
He picked up his pants and put them on with no stress, then turned back to me. His whole demeanor changed. “You don’t wanna lose your subscribers come next semester.”
I don’t like him or any of this, but he’s the best option if I want to expand my knowledge, and that fact pisses me off.
“If there’s one thing I’ve learnt, it’s that people like you don’t make offers without motives. What do you want?”
He frowned like he didn’t like what I said, but then he smiled like he wasn’t frowning seconds ago. “It’s simple. I teach you and you let me be the first to read every issue. I also keep your identity hidden.”
“How sure am I that you haven’t given me out?” I raised my brows and his frown deepened.
“You ain’t been harassed. That’s very obvious. Believe it or not, I can keep a secret.”
I scanned his face for any sign that he was lying, but I couldn’t. His mask was too strong to see through. “How do you even find out about me in the first place?”
“Trust me, you wouldn’t want to know.”
“And if I decline your offer?”
“You won’t. It’s something you need.”
I gritted my teeth. Of all the hot guys on campus, why did it have to be him?
Of all the hot guys on campus, why choose him for your adventures? The voice in my head whispered.
I pressed my lips together and stood up. “I have one condition.”
He folded his arms, nodding for me to continue.
“You are not allowed to touch me. Whatever you have to teach me has to be on paper.”
He unfolded his arms and crowded my space. “That’s the whole point. It has to be physical so your readers feel the intimacy oozing through your pages.”
“On paper,” I said through gritted teeth.
“Physical.”
“On paper.”
“Physical.”
“ON. PAPER.”
“Fine!” He snapped, “we’ll start after the first week of next semester. Now get out.”
I blinked up at him, “just like that?”
He ignored me, grabbed my wrist, and pushed me outside, locking the door behind me with a heavy thud.
This is going to be one hell of a ride.
[Damian]My legs completely gave out beneath me, refusing to support my weight as my knees slammed hard against the cold ground. Panic choked my throat, making it impossible to stand, so I dragged myself forward, crawling desperately across the floor toward the motionless body lying ahead.You were late. You are always late.A vicious voice whispered at the back of my mind, echoing the deepest guilt clawing at my chest.I violently shook my head, fighting to silence the whisper as I finally reached Maddox. Someone else’s hand was touching him. Kason.A wave of pure venom spiked through my veins. I slapped Kason’s hand away with a harsh crack, glaring up at him with raw fury.“Get your fucking hands off him!” I spat.Without wasting another second, I dropped over Maddox, aligning my hands over his chest and pumping furiously to administer CPR. When his lungs remained still, I tilted his chin back and forced air directly into his mouth.“Call the fucking ambulance!” I roared at Kason, m
[Damian]I stared at my phone screen until the light faded to black, but there was still no reply.I’d lost count of how many times I’d tried reaching Maddox, only to be met with complete silence. A suffocating weight settled right in the center of my chest, mixing with a cold ache of rejection.I sank back onto the couch and stared up at the blank ceiling. This is why, I reminded myself bitterly. This is why you don't let anyone in. Every single time I let my guard down, people walked out. It had to be because of that damn dream. Maddox had probably gotten terrified, realized what this was, and decided he was done interacting with me entirely. I let out a ragged breath, feeling completely drained. Done and exhausted.My phone buzzed against my palm. My heart did a pathetic little leap--Maddox?I sat up fast, only to see my father’s name flashing on the screen.The disappointment hit me like a slap. I rolled my eyes, growling under my breath, and slammed the phone face down on th
[Maddox]I squirmed in the back seat of my cousin’s car, crammed between Daniel and Daisy. Even Mia, who famously loathed parties and anything social on a weekend, had somehow been dragged along for the ride."I never thought I’d see the day," Dan teased, nudging my shoulder with an elbow. "Maddox willingly going to a party. On a Friday night, no less.""Cut him some slack, he’s usually busy," Daisy chimed in from the side."Writing porn," Mia muttered deadpan from the front passenger seat, setting off a wave of sudden laughter through the car.I groaned, tossing my head back against the headrest. "Is there any way to erase you guys' memories?""Never," Dan grinned.As their chatter drifted into some other topic, my mind immediately backtracked to Damian. My stomach twisted with guilt. He probably hated my guts right now for breaking my promise and blatantly lying to his face. Fuck, I actually lied to him. What was he going to think of me when he realized I flaked on our session t
[Maddox]The professor’s lecture had long since devolved into meaningless background noise. While he droned on at the front of the auditorium, I sat at my desk, frantically scribbling notes into my notebook until my hand cramped.Exhaling a weary breath, I let my pen drop and slumped forward, resting my forehead against the cool wooden surface of the desk.Damian had texted me yesterday. I still hadn't responded.The truth was, I was actively avoiding him. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't flush the memory of what had happened between us two days ago out of my head. I knew Damian probably interpreted my radio silence as outright rejection, but it wasn't that simple. I just couldn't keep doing this. Damian was my step-brother and completely, wildly out of my league. That was why I had ignored his text asking when we were having our next session.Before I even realized the lecture had ended, the classroom began to empty. I groaned softly, sitting up to shove my notebooks back i
[Damian]I watched him drift to sleep, and for some reason, I couldn't look away.How could a human be this beautiful? And no, I'm not just saying that because I want him in my bed.Wait, who said that? Brian, please, not now. Don't interrupt.His dirty blonde hair was scattered across his forehead, giving him this soft, ethereal look. I'm not even exaggerating, he was gorgeous.It took a heartbreaking amount of self-control to step away and grab a damp towel from the bathroom. Heaven knows how hard I had to fight myself. I wanted to devour him—bite him, touch him, kiss him until his lips were swollen and wrecked.But I knew better. Rushing things would only scare him off, and that was the last thing I wanted.I cleaned him up carefully, then lifted him into my arms. He must have been exhausted; he didn't even stir as I carried him to my bed.I laid him down, watching him shift until he settled into a comfortable spot. My only plan was to lie beside him and watch him sleep. Just watc
[Maddox]I took a step back and forced out a shaky laugh. “Are you sure you heard yourself?”Damian took a slow step forward. “Crystal clear.”I was still trying to wrap my head around this version of him. Who the hell was this Damian? And why was I so damn excited to peel back every layer? I was officially weird.“Damian, if this is some kind of joke, or you’re just trying to scare me and make fun of me, I’m really going to take offense.”His expression didn’t flicker. “Your last chapter was trash, like I said. But it ended on a very hot note.”He paused, waiting for me to respond. I couldn’t. My voice had completely deserted me.“I need you to show me,” he continued. “Show me exactly how you wrote that last chapter.”I blinked. “You mean… like explain how I wrote the scene?”He shook his head and took several measured steps back, giving me space that somehow felt even more dangerous. “No. I mean the way you had Nate touching himself while thinking about Quinton. All the things he wa
[Maddox]The rain wouldn’t fucking stopIt hammered against the hotel windows like it’s the end of the world.The outdoor field ceremony was canceled, and everything got moved inside the grand wedding hall downstairs. I stood in my room in a black suit, staring at the downpour while Daniel and Dai
[Maddox]The twins dropped me off with quick hugs and a promise to text when they got home. I watched their car disappear down the highway, then dragged my suitcase toward the hotel where Mom was waiting. Atlanta felt the same, but everything inside me felt different.Mom opened the hotel room door
[Maddox] The little café just off campus was packed with students trying to squeeze in one last decent meal before winter break. Daniel sat across from me, red hair messy as usual, scrolling through his phone while shoving eggs into his mouth. “You still ain’t telling me about your rendezvous with
[Maddox] Most people on this campus have a thing they're known for. Tyler in 204 does backflips at parties. The Nguyen twins run the fastest two miles in the state. Even weird Greg from the third floor is famous for eating an entire pizza in four minutes. Me? I write p**n. Not that anyone knows.







