FAZER LOGINOlise
If the universe was trying to send me a sign to stay away from Vincent, it had a highly ironic way of showing it. Around two in the morning, the summer sky completely broke open. A savage thunderstorm rolled over the estate, rattling the heavy glass windows with violent gusts of wind and deafening cracks of thunder. I lay awake, watching the lightning illuminate the shadows of my bedroom in sharp, skeletal flashes. Then, with a sudden, pathetic pop, the power went out. The air conditioning died, and the room was plunged into pitch-black darkness. I sighed, pulling the duvet up to my chin. I could handle the dark. I could handle the heat. What I couldn't handle was the slow, steady drip... drip... drip... that suddenly started landing directly on my forehead. "What the..." I muttered, sitting up and switching on my phone's flashlight. I shone the beam upward. The storm had apparently damaged a section of the roof tiles above the guest wing. A dark, damp circle was rapidly spreading across the plaster ceiling, and water was leaking down in a steady stream, landing right in the center of my mattress. Within minutes, my bed was half-soaked. I stood in the middle of the dark room, shivering slightly in my t-shirt and boxer shorts, holding my phone like a torch. I had two choices: sleep on the hardwood floor of a leaking room, or do the one thing I promised myself I wouldn't do. I chose survival. Or at least, that’s what I told myself. Seeking Refuge I padded quietly down the dark, carpeted hallway toward the master wing. The house felt massive and eerie in the blackout, the shadows stretching up the walls. When I reached Vincent’s door, my heart was beating faster than the thunder shaking the house. I hesitated, my hand hovering over the wood, before finally knocking softly. A moment later, the door swung open. Vincent stood there, holding a heavy silver flashlight. He had already discarded his shirt, wearing only a pair of dark pajama pants. His broad chest and defined abs were highlighted by the harsh beam of the light, throwing his rugged silhouette into sharp relief. "Olise?" he asked, his brow furrowing with immediate concern. "Are you alright? Did the storm startle you?" "My ceiling is leaking," I said, gesturing vaguely behind me. "Directly onto my bed. Half the mattress is soaked, and the water is spreading." Vincent swore softly under his breath. He stepped aside, gesturing for me to enter. "Come inside. It's dry in here." His bedroom was massive, dominated by a towering California King bed made up with deep charcoal sheets. The faint, comforting scent of his sandalwood cologne hung in the air, instantly wrapping around me like a warm blanket. "You can have the bed," Vincent said without hesitation, setting his flashlight on the nightstand. "I’ll take the sofa in the corner. It's comfortable enough." I looked at the sleek, minimalist leather sofa in the corner of his room. It looked expensive, but it was definitely too short for his towering, six-foot-three frame. "Don't be ridiculous, Vincent," I said, my voice bolder than I felt. "You're not sleeping on a couch in your own house. Look at that bed. It’s huge. It’s easily big enough for both of us." Vincent stiffened. In the dim light of the flashlight, I saw his jaw clench. "Olise, I don't think that's a good idea," he said, his voice dropping into that deep, warning register I was growing dangerously fond of. "Why?" I challenged, crossing my arms. "Are you afraid of me, Vincent? Or are you afraid of yourself?" > It was a reckless question, a blatant poke at the thin wall of restraint he had built between us. But standing there in the dark, with the storm howling outside, the artificial rules of the world felt miles away. > Vincent stared at me for a long, agonizing moment. The silence between us stretched, thick with unspoken tension. Finally, he let out a low, defeated sigh. "Fine," he muttered. "But we stay on our respective sides." The Boundary Line Getting into that bed was the most nerve-wracking thing I had ever done. We lay on our backs, separated by a deliberate, yawning chasm of mattress. The sheets were cool, but the heat radiating from Vincent’s body just a few feet away was scorching. I stared up at the dark ceiling, my entire body rigid, listening to the heavy patter of rain against the glass and the sound of Vincent’s slow, steady breathing. Every muscle in my body was hyper-aware of him. If I stretched out my hand, I would touch his bare shoulder. If I rolled over, our knees would brush. I didn't think I would sleep a wink. The tension was an physical, electric current humming through the dark. But eventually, the rhythmic sound of the rain and the sheer exhaustion of the emotional rollercoaster of the past few days caught up to me. My eyelids grew heavy, and I drifted off into a deep, dreamless sleep. Midnight I woke up hours later. The storm outside had passed, leaving behind a quiet, damp stillness. The room was cool, but I felt incredibly, wonderfully warm. I shifted slightly, trying to roll over, only to realize I couldn't move. There was a heavy, solid weight resting securely over my midsection. My heart leaped into my throat as my eyes adjusted to the shadows. Vincent had rolled onto his side during the night. He had moved closer—much closer. His broad chest was pressed flat against my back, his face buried in the crook of my neck, his warm, even breaths puffing softly against my skin. And his thick, muscular arm was wrapped tightly around my waist, pinning me gently but possessively against his body. Oh god. I should have pulled away. I should have carefully lifted his arm, slid out of the bed, and sat on the floor. But I didn't. Instead, I let out a shaky, silent breath and relaxed back into his embrace. He felt so solid, so incredibly safe. His grip on my waist tightened slightly in his sleep, pulling me a fraction of an inch closer, until there was absolutely no space left between us. I closed my eyes, a dangerous, forbidden thrill rushing through my veins. Slowly, I turned my head on the pillow to face him. Our faces were mere inches apart. In the faint, early dawn light filtering through the sheer curtains, I could see the relaxed lines of his face, the silver in his beard, the long sweep of his eyelashes. He looked younger when he slept, stripped of the heavy armor of the ruthless businessman. I leaned in just a tiny bit closer, my eyes tracing the perfect shape of his mouth, completely mesmerized. Suddenly, Vincent’s chest rose with a deep, sudden breath. His eyelashes fluttered, and his dark eyes slowly opened. He didn't blink. He didn't jump back. He just stared directly into my eyes, his gaze instantly dropping to my lips, which were now only inches from his.Noah’s POVSix months later, Professor Julian Hayes still annoyed me.Constantly.He corrected my grammar when I did not ask.Judged my coffee.Insisted bookmarks existed for a reason.And somehow still believed black coffee was a personality trait.Some things never changed.Other things changed completely.Like the fact that I could walk into his apartment, drop my bag on the couch, and kiss him without worrying about grades, rumors, open office doors, or whether someone might see us.That part I liked.A lot.I pushed open his apartment door with my shoulder.“I brought dinner.”Julian looked up from the dining table.His glasses sat low on his nose.Papers were spread everywhere.I frowned.“You are grading.”“Yes.”“It is Saturday.”“Yes.”“You have no life.”He took off his glasses.“You have been inside my apartment for seven seconds.”“And already improved it.”His expression changed.Then he laughed.I smiled.“That sounds familiar.”“It should.”I dropped the food on the kit
Noah’s POVI should have slowed down.I did not.I crossed the literature building like I was being chased.Maybe I was.By months of waiting.By every unfinished conversation.By every almost.His office door was closed.I stopped in front of it.Then finally realized I was still wearing my graduation gown.Great.Very dramatic.Very me.My hand lifted.Then stopped.What if he had changed his mind?What if the message meant less than I thought?What if—No.Absolutely not.I knocked.Silence.Then footsteps.The door opened.Julian stood there.No academic gown now.Just a white shirt, sleeves rolled, collar open slightly.Of course.He looked at me.Then at the graduation gown.Then back at me.“You came.”I stared at him.“You told me to.”His mouth moved.Not quite a smile.“Eventually.”“I was busy graduating.”“That does tend to take time.”I exhaled.There he was.Still annoying.Still making me feel less nervous without even trying.He stepped aside.I entered.The office loo
Noah’s POVGraduation morning did not feel real.I woke up before my alarm.That alone should have been proof that something was wrong.For almost four years, I had complained about early classes, deadlines, group projects, bad cafeteria coffee, professors who loved hearing themselves talk, and students who asked questions two minutes before class ended.And now it was over.Just like that.I sat on the edge of my bed and stared at the graduation gown hanging from my closet door.Black.Wrinkled.Ridiculous.Important.My chest tightened.I had imagined this day plenty of times.My father in the audience.A job already waiting.Law school applications submitted.A safe future.That had been the old plan.His plan.Now?I had a part-time job at a bookstore.A second-place writing prize.A manuscript that was nowhere near finished.An apartment I could barely afford.And absolutely no idea what my life would look like six months from now.Strangely, I had never felt more certain that I
Noah’s POVMy last class with Professor Julian Hayes started at two in the afternoon.I knew that because I had checked the time at least thirty times before noon.Not because I was nervous.Obviously.I was simply aware.Very aware.Painfully aware.Ethan noticed before we even entered the building.“You are walking like you are going to court.”I looked at him.“What does that even mean?”“Too serious.”“I am normal.”“You changed shirts twice.”“That was unrelated.”“You asked me if your hair looked fine.”“Also unrelated.”He smiled.“You are saying goodbye to your professor, not proposing marriage.”I stopped walking.“Do not say things like that.”His grin widened.“Oh, wow.”“Ethan.”“You are worse than I thought.”I walked away from him.He caught up easily.“There are three days until graduation.”“I know.”“Of course you do.”I pushed open the building door.Three days.That number had been sitting in my head since I woke up.Three days until I officially graduated.Three da
Noah’s POVThere were thirty-two days until graduation.I knew because Ethan had started a countdown.Not because he was excited for me.Because he enjoyed making my life difficult.“Thirty-two,” he said as we walked across campus.“I know.”“Thirty-one tomorrow.”“I understand how counting works.”He grinned.“Just making sure.”I adjusted the strap of my bag.“You are enjoying this too much.”“You have spent half the semester waiting for graduation like it is some romantic holiday.”“I have not.”He looked at me.I looked away.Fine.Maybe a little.Graduation used to mean finishing school.Getting my degree.Escaping deadlines.No more terrible group projects.No more lectures at eight in the morning.Now it meant something else too.Julian.That was the dangerous part.For months, graduation had been this distant idea.A safe future.Something I could imagine without actually dealing with.But now?Thirty-two days.Thirty-two days until I was no longer his student.Thirty-two days
Noah’s POV I hated waiting. Waiting for grades. Waiting for texts. Waiting for people to call back. Waiting for my father to decide whether he was still angry with me. Waiting for Julian to stop being careful. And now— Waiting to find out if I had won the New England Emerging Writers Prize. That might have been the worst. The final event was being held in a small university auditorium downtown. All finalists had been invited. Family too. Friends. Professors. Basically enough people to witness me lose publicly. Perfect. I stood in front of the mirror in my apartment and adjusted my tie for the third time. Then pulled it off. “No.” Ethan, sitting on my bed, looked up. “What?” “I look like I am applying for a bank loan.” “You look fine.” “I hate this shirt.” “You bought it yesterday.” “That was yesterday.” He sighed. “Put the tie back on.” “No.” “Noah.” “I refuse.” “You are impossible.” “I have been told.” He stood and gr







