CHAPTER 4 — THE DRIVE

The car was a grey Skoda — anonymous, reliable, the kind of vehicle that belonged so completely to the background of Eastern European streets that it functioned as near-invisibility. Elian got in the passenger side without being told, which told Dante something. Most civilians needed to be directed through every physical step in a crisis. Elian had scanned the street twice before getting in, checked the mirrors without being asked, and was watching the road behind them within thirty seconds of the doors closing.

"You've done this before," Dante said.

"Had people try to kill me? A few times, yes." Elian had his backpack on his lap, one hand resting near the zipper in a way that suggested something more useful than a laptop was accessible. "Bratislava. Kiev. Once in a very embarrassing incident in a Brussels Lidl."

"Brussels Lidl."

"I was buying yogurt. I cannot stress enough how ordinary the day had started." He paused. "Where are we going?"

"West. Hungary first, then we'll reassess."

"Reassess what?"

"Reassess everything," Dante said, and he merged onto the motorway heading toward the Hungarian border, keeping his speed precise — fast enough to create distance, slow enough not to create attention.

Elian was quiet for approximately four minutes. Dante timed it without trying to. Then:

"Why did you change your mind?"

"I haven't had time to change my mind. I made a decision."

"You were sent to kill me."

"I'm aware."

"And now you're driving me out of the country."

"Also aware."

"So what happened between — " Elian gestured, a fluid economical motion, " — that and this?"

Dante kept his eyes on the road. The motorway was nearly empty, which was both good and something to monitor — an empty road was easy to surveil. "I read your file. Thoroughly."

"People have read my file before. They still tried to kill me."

"They read your operational profile," Dante said. "Movements. Contacts. Security protocols. I read everything." He paused, long enough that the pause had weight. "I read about Cardiff. Your mother. The first investigation — the health authority piece. The way the death threats didn't stop you, they just made you more careful." Another pause. "You've been running for three years and you've never once published anything that wasn't true."

Elian turned to look at him — a full turn, studying him with unabashed directness. "You decided not to kill me because my journalism was accurate?"

"I decided not to kill you because you're doing the right thing and I've spent fourteen years doing the wrong thing and there is a mathematical limit," Dante said, "to how many more wrong things I can do before the sum becomes something I can't carry."

Silence.

The motorway unreeled ahead of them, pale concrete in the darkness.

"That's the most honest thing anyone has ever said to me," Elian said eventually, and his voice had changed — not softer exactly, but differently textured, like a layer had been taken off it.

"Don't mistake honesty for safety," Dante said. "I told you the truth. That doesn't mean this situation isn't extremely dangerous."

"I know it's extremely dangerous." Elian turned back to face front. "I live in extremely dangerous. I have for years." He paused. "Do you have a name?"

"Dante."

"That your real one?"

"Real enough."

"Mine's actually Elian," Elian said. "In case you were wondering if your file was accurate on that point at least."

"I wasn't wondering," Dante said. "But noted."

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They stopped once before the border — a petrol station, fluorescent and isolated, where Dante filled the tank and Elian bought coffee and sandwiches with cash from what appeared to be a well-organized wallet system of different currencies in different pockets. Dante watched him do it from the window of the car and thought: Operationally sound. Habit. He's been doing this so long it's become instinct.

Elian came back to the car and handed Dante a coffee without asking how he took it — black, which was correct, though Dante hadn't indicated a preference.

"How did you know?" Dante asked.

Elian glanced at him. "You don't look like someone who puts things in his coffee."

Dante looked at the coffee. "What do I look like?"

"Like someone who eliminated all the things that aren't absolutely necessary a very long time ago." Elian bit into his sandwich with the unselfconscious hunger of someone who'd forgotten to eat for a while. "It's not an insult. It's just an observation."

"You observe people for a living."

"I observe everything," Elian said, which was said without arrogance — just as a statement of how he moved through the world. "It's the only thing that's kept me alive this long." He looked at Dante sideways. "How long have you been with The Meridian?"

"Fourteen years."

"How old are you?"

"Thirty-six."

"So since you were twenty-two." Elian absorbed this. "That's very young to start."

"I didn't have many other options at twenty-two."

"What were the other options?"

"Prison," Dante said flatly.

Elian nodded slowly, not pushing it. Dante noted the restraint — a journalist with fourteen months of material on The Meridian, sitting in a car with one of its operatives, and choosing not to press. Either he had excellent instincts about when not to ask questions, or he was biding his time.

Possibly both.

"What happens when The Meridian finds out what you've done?" Elian asked.

"They'll try to kill me," Dante said.

"And that's okay with you?"

Dante thought about Selene in the underground room, the folder landing on the table, the word clean said twice to mean something that had nothing to do with technique.

"I've been okay with worse," he said.

Elian looked at him for a long moment in the thin light of the petrol station forecourt, and something in his face shifted — not sympathy, not pity, something more considered than either.

"Right," he said quietly, and got back in the car.