" Hey lamb, where do you think you are going , there's no way out", he said, sigh, I will get back at Kate for this mess,what does he mean, if I am inside this building that means there's a way out, I just need to find a way out, what has Kate gotten me into.
Maybe I just need to use his game against him, I would pretend to enjoy his silly jokes, maybe he would think I'm finally vulnerable to his sly games, I grinned stupidly before turning to face him
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" Sir, please where am I?" I said, with my fingers crossed tightly behind me, while pouting with my puppy dog eyes,it always worked
" You are in my building, and you are standing in a room filled with my mafioso's", he said with a poker face, what does he mean by mafioso's, jeez I am staring at a mafia lord, whoa, what have I gotten myself into,what has Kate gotten us into, I hope she is ok, she didn't see this coming.
My head completely went blank, I couldn't process any word, my legs were getting weak, and it seemed everything was spinning and getting blurring, I never imagined the end like this, shit this people kill am I going to survive this?,I could see my life flashing before my eyes this is the end.
Get a grip of yourself, you can do this, you are strong, my inner goddess yelled at me, I took in a very deep breath, in and out, I continued chanting what seems like a mantra, you can do this.
"Little lamb, what are you staring at", I was brought back to reality, I ignored what he said, ``It dosen't matter, what matters now is Kate," where is my friend,Kate".I asked out of the blue
Hahaha, he let a very loud laugh, that startled everyone around, what's so funny," your wayward, friend got you into trouble, who picks a random guy from the club,to pleasure her, that's just stupidity", I could feel my inside boil.
I know Kate can be stupid but no one dares insult her, if only I had a gun he would be on his feet begging.
Yea, what Kate did was stupid, she makes reckless choice Everytime, but this time it's a matter of life and death, I need to know if she is ok.
" Where's she, did you do anything to her"I asked, panicking, but he wasn't affected by my tone. Instead he wore a poker face. Why can't he see how important this is? I took off my shoe and threw it at him his silence is irritating.
Immediately, his mafioso pointed a gun at me, and I knew they wouldn't hesitate to shoot me, but at this moment I didn't care I was furious and so was he, he stood up from his chair, and immediately the air became dense.
I felt like I would suffocate if he gets any closer,he kept coming closer, my heart beat accelerated, why is he coming close, I kept going backwards, unconsciously he continued his pace.
Until there was no space left between the both of us, just like being stuck between a rock and a hard place, I was stuck between the door and a Mafia, his expression softened immediately he saw the line of tears flowing down my eyes, this is the end for me .
I couldn't help but bite my lips, my throat was sore, and I was really holding myself from bursting into tears, he frightened me, he continued staring at me, with his lips slightly parted.
"I'm... sorry...I frightened you" he said in mere whisper, and then it hit me,did he just apologize ?, I would have recorded that, it's actually a Priceless moment for someone with so much to say sorry, I just missed being in the Guinness world record
" I'm sorry, for throwing my shoes at you",I said trying to follow up, though I felt no remorse,I feel so relieved, can he let me go now, I feel trapped, I just want to go back home, " I want to go back home" I said still trying to maintain a puppy dog eyes, I missed my mom and dad, they must be worried about me, .
He seemed to be pissed by what I said, he signed in frustration, as he ran his hands through his hair, " come I will take you home", my joy knew no bounds I am finally going home, but why is he nice, all of a sudden?.
He is no longer Mr grumpy, but Mr nice guy, I could get used being with Mr nice guy,he held my hand gently as he walked through the door, his mafioso's were surprised.
He led me to his room, never knew there were shorter route, I would have been back home a long time ago if only I had swallowed my pride. this is not an exit, what am I doing back here?He let go of my hands, as he searched for something unknown, the silence was killing me.
" What am I doing back here" I asked, looking around theres no door way here, he maintained the silence as he kept searching for an unknown object.
seems he loves it When I was furious, he totally ignored me. I pulled my shoes once more and threw them at him. He immediately dodged it,I knew that came with a price.
Why am I overreacting recently, It might be my menstrual emotions catching up on me, but anyway I just want to go back home with my organs intact, I don't know how late come incontact with him but he is really scary
I would get myself in trouble if I let my emotions get the best of me this time around, ,he looked at me with those piercing pairs of eyes which could bore holes into my soul.
He pushed me against the bed, as he pouncing on my like a lion who caught his prey after so much time of waiting, what an irony ' damn sis he looks cute' my inner girl said while swinging her hip, I let out a slight chuckle
He seemed confused by my expression, I really wanted to laugh out loud, it feels like I am high on something,maybe the alcohol from last night caught up with me, i really don't know but I am sure this isn't normal.
" What's so funny?"he asked,but I couldn't give an answer, " what's so funny!!, He yelled, I was instantly frightened, shit I pulled his last nerve, "uhm.. you look cute when you are furious" I said in a gentle tone.
Damn his cussed as I felt his lips hard on mine, I was awestruck by his sudden reactions, this is unexpected,my thoughts ran wide, what's going on?,
" You are mine", he whispered without breaking the kiss, what does he mean by that? His kiss deepens, and I find myself leaning for more, as I moaned out slightly
He trailed wet kissing down my neck, each time I felt a tingling sensation run down my belly, down to my thighs,is this what kisses feel like?,I had my hands wrapped around his neck, with my lips slightly parted, my nose were off no use now.
" Time to go home lamb" he said.
Why does he have to end it now?, He left me at a vulnerable state, "time to go* he whispered in my hears before standing, It seemed like ages but i finally responded, and in no time I found myself at the entrance of my house, my joy knew no bounds, I never knew I would be this happy coming back home. But I still feel queasy about Kate's sudden disappearance, Mr grumpy over here wouldn't give me an answer to her whereabout, ever since we left the enormous building he hasn't uttered a word. I knew he wanted to get rid of me, and it's a miracle that I am still alive and well, to be with a mafia for hours without being killed, and I was at my worst, I guess I should thank him for that. "Thanks, for letting me live, I knew I have troubled you quite alot….. these past few hours with you has been…. both horrible and entriging, I never knew ...my first kiss and ….attempt sex would be with …. Ehmm a mafia boss, never in my widest dream". Why did I say that, jeez
I woke up to a ton of messages and calls from Kate, how did I sleep all theough,? Luckily, she's ok. She lost her phone last night in the club, hmm careless as ever, well that's not my problem anymore, thank goodness she is ok, I had imagined the worst with time . But I need to return her call, to ask how her night went, then find out Mr grumpy's location, she must know his whereabouts, if there's on thing I know Kate for, it's her questioning spirit. my heart is really aching, it's weird to crave danger , I just need to look at him one last time, even if it's the last, I hope it's not, all I could see was his perfect body in my dreams, and the time we spent together, " baby girl be running crazy for" my inner girl danced while snapping her finger.. damn she's on fire today. But I guess it's my fate, I would be admitted into the university this year, and I guess meeting Mr grumpy would be fatal, the devil doesn't bargain anyway, it's a losing game, after all, a
I have two months, to search for Mr grumpy, before I go to the university, and I want to make this happen, I walked outside my room in search of food, , my dream sex drained me. Had I not woken up in my room, it would be hard to believe I didn't have sex, I woke up feeling different, my lips were a little bit swollen like I kissed him for real,or maybe this is as a result of imagining to hard I grabbed an apple from the dinning table, mom never misses it from the grocery list, she always say this with her fingers on the air, " an apple a day keeps the doctor away". Accompanied by my favorite bland fruit I headed out of the kitchen strawberries has this Bland taste I really admire,not to sweet neither bitter . I don't want to get all fat from excess food, I just wish I could eat everything I crave for at any time not minding if it's 11pm in the night or minutes past 6. if wishes were horses, sigh, I would accomplish alot, so back on Mr grumpy, what can
I hurried down the stairs, and out of the house, I have never been this anxious about anything, neither have I been this stupid, going out with a mafia on the second day of meeting him, I stoped at the front door Finally catching my breath. It would be weird meeting him while panting like I just ran away from a lion chade, " you can do this" I walked out the door , just to be escorted by a man, with a tattooed neck, in suits. He looks handsome, with his dirty blonde hair, the wrinkles on his face showed he hasn't smiled In a while. He held my hands,in his manly palm, as he led me to the black oddly shiny car, just down the stairs. I was so nervous, and surprised Mr grumpy actually invited me to a ball, and he bought me clothes, do I need to pay for that as well I got to the car, and the gentleman beside me opened the door for me as I climbed into the car. The way he bowed sent chills down my spine. He is probably older than me, so why is he bowing? Weird I entered the car, hoping
" Pervert", I said as I giggled slightly, I could see Bridges forming on his head he withdrawed his hands immediately, then walked back to his seat, like nothing happened, what have I done this time? Lily keep your mouth shut, for ones, I sat on the seat provided for me opposite him, say something grumpy just anything will do, I cleared my throat, maybe i would distract or provoke him. But he still maintained a poker face, he wasn't affected at all. What do I do now, I can't tolerate the silence anymore, and it seems we are too early, the auction won't start now. I stood up from my seat. To explore the artworks around, though I knew I won't be able to afford any of them anyway, I ran my hands through some art work. It would be nice to have one of these in my room. " Hey, pretty" strong hands pulled me from behind, I turned to meet a bearded man with messy hair. He looked weird and he reeked of alcohol and cigarettes. He held my face with his right hand. As he drew me closer by my
He held my hand in his. I felt really emotional. I really need to leave before I burst out in tears, then I won't only prove that I am a teenager, but someone who is emotionally unstable. I looked towards the window, we were miles past the Shooting stampede, could this day get any worse than it already has. I have no idea where we are heading to, well I know it's not my house nor Kate's, it might be his house. I really don't want to talk or spend the night with him, i might not be able to control my emotions for long, i made an attempt to protest, but I couldn't, he looked worried enough. I didn't want to anger him, more than it already did. We almost lost our life's back there, he still held my hands firmly, like he would never let go, I felt goosebumps all over my body. I made a fool of myself, telling him my feelings, he might find it uncomfortable, maybe that's why he isn't talking to me, the air is really tense, i need to air things out to him, maybe my conscience would stop j
There was another knock at the as I was about to leave the restroom, I know I stayed longer than I should, but why is he panicking, nothing will happen to me, well for now at least. if only he knew I am a different person with him. He is making me a wide cat, " lily are you ok, in there", there's no assassin in the bathroom, why is he worried, if I stay in here too much he might break the door down, I walked out of the restroom with a towel around my chest, as I let my hair fall on my shoulder. I glared at him, he has become so different, he looks bothered than usual, I could see sweat beads on his head, and his fingers knotted tightly " sorry, just that I thought I would never see you again " he said, leaving me shocked. We just met today, is he ok? " Uhm, sorry, just nervous, get a grip of yourself Lucian, uhm bye, get dressed" he said before leaving the room, now I am convinced he's a psycho Mafia, everything has gone south, in 24 hours, I guess that's the best thing to say, I n
I stared at the ceiling for ages, thinking of what life had turned into in twenty four hours. I would have been normal if I stayed at home, Kate dragged me to a club, and here I am, in an ancestorial house with a stranger And now I am drowning in an emotional pool. Should I ask Lucian questions, I have trillions of questions I would love to ask, maybe I should just keep it to myself, it's just teenage foolishness, maybe if I become older I would understand life a little more, I will have everything figured out I am too desperate for love, and it's now catching up with me, there's no way I would fall in love in twenty four hours, and want to be with him for eternity, maybe It is lust not love, I must have the carnal desire to have sex with him, Kate infused this trash in my head now I am a mess. Maybe that's why, I had such erotic dream, I need to focus more on my studies, rather than an impossible love, I sighed in fraustration as I dig my head in-between a pillo