แชร์

38

ผู้เขียน: Clare
last update ปรับปรุงล่าสุด: 2026-01-18 00:01:17

Louis’s POV

The study door clicked shut, sealing me in a tomb of my own making. The address for the Villa delle Rose lay on my desk like an indictment. Sierra’s words echoed in the silent room. *We are the monsters here.*

She was right. But monsters survived. Monsters protected their own.

My phone felt heavy as a gun in my hand. I opened the encrypted channel. The message window was blank, a void waiting to be filled with a sentence of death. My thumb hovered over the keys.

A memory flashed, unbidden. Sierra last night, on the chaise, her back to me. The curve of her shoulder in the moonlight. The absolute trust she had placed in me when I promised not to cross this line. I was about to incinerate that trust. If she ever found out, what remained of us would turn to ash.

But if I didn’t do this, and Claudia Rossi spoke—to Finch, to anyone—the life Sierra loved, the future I’d built for Katie, would crumble anyway. It was a choice between destroying her faith in me or destroying her world. I chose the former. A selfish, loving, monstrous choice.

I began to type, my movements precise, mechanical.

**A. Ford. Contingency activated. Target: Claudia Rossi. Location: en route to Los Angeles International Airport, likely tomorrow. Method: traffic accident. Non-survivable. Make it clean. Priority: absolute discretion. Confirm.**

I stared at the words. *Non-survivable.* A clinical term for murder. I had given the order. There was no taking it back.

The response came within sixty seconds.

**Confirmed. Parameters received. Asset in motion. Will advise on completion.**

It was done. I had just hired a man to kill a grieving woman for the crime of wanting better sheets for her brain-damaged sister.

A wave of nausea, sharp and acrid, rose in my throat. I swallowed it down, forcing my body into a state of calm. This was the burden of the crown. The silent, bloody arithmetic of the throne.

I stood and walked to the window, looking out at the grounds. Katie was on a swing, pushed by a security guard who made her laugh. Her joy was a clean, bright sound that couldn’t penetrate the stained glass of my study. I was doing this for that sound. To keep it safe. To keep it innocent.

The door opened softly. I didn’t turn. I knew it was her by the hesitation in the silence.

“Louis?”

Her voice was small, wrecked. I couldn’t face her. If I looked at her now, I would break. I would call it off. And I couldn’t afford to break.

“I’ve handled it,” I said, my voice betraying nothing. It was the voice I used for boardroom coups. Flat. Final.

“Handled it how?” She came further into the room. I could feel her presence at my back, a warmth I was no longer worthy of.

“She’ll be taken care of. She won’t bother us again.” A technically true statement. A vile, cowardly lie of omission.

“You didn’t… you didn’t call him, did you?” The fear in her voice was a physical touch.

I turned then. She stood in the middle of the room, looking young and lost, her arms wrapped around herself. Her eyes searched mine, begging for a denial.

I gave her nothing. Just the implacable mask of the man who got things done. “It’s handled, Sierra. You don’t need to worry about it anymore.”

Her face crumpled. She understood. She saw right through the mask to the rot beneath. A sob escaped her, choked and despairing. “You promised me.”

“I promised to keep you safe!” The words erupted, harsh and raw. “That is the only promise that matters! Everything else is just noise!”

“You’re killing her,” she whispered, the words a horrified realization. “Right now. You’re having her killed.”

I didn’t confirm it. I didn’t deny it. My silence was the confession.

She took a step back, then another, as if I were contagious. The love in her eyes was still there, but it was now tangled with a revulsion so profound it seemed to physically pain her. “I don’t know you,” she breathed.

“You do,” I said, the words a desperate plea. “You know the part of me that loves you. That would do anything for you. Even this.”

“This isn’t for me!” she cried, her voice breaking. “This is for you! So you don’t have to face what you did! So you can keep playing the king in your spotless castle! You’re not protecting us, Louis. You’re entombing us. With her.”

She turned and fled the room. The sound of her retreating footsteps was the sound of my heart being ripped out.

I was alone. The order was given. The machinery of death was in motion. I had sacrificed my soul and my wife’s love on the altar of our security.

I spent the next hours in a state of suspended animation. I couldn’t work. I couldn’t think. I sat at my desk, watching the clock, waiting for the confirmation that would seal my damnation.

A part of me, the old, reckless part I thought I’d buried, hoped Crowe would fail. Hoped Claudia Rossi would have a flat tire, miss her flight, survive. But I knew Crowe didn’t fail. That’s why I’d hired him.

The sun began to set, painting the sky in bloody streaks of orange and purple. The confirmation came just as the last light died.

A single word on the screen.

***Complete.***

Followed by a data packet: a news link from a local traffic feed. A two-vehicle collision on the highway leading to LAX. One driver, a female tourist, pronounced dead at the scene. The other driver, a delivery van operator, was hospitalized with minor injuries. Photos showed a small, common sedan crushed against a center divider.

Clean. Discreet. Tragic.

I closed the window. I deleted the entire encrypted thread. I erased the digital evidence.

But I couldn’t erase the knowledge. Claudia Rossi was dead because I had willed it. I had looked at a woman’s love for her sister and seen a threat to be eliminated. Sierra was right. I was the monster.

And now, I had to live with it. I had to go upstairs, to a wife who now looked at me with horror, and a daughter who still looked at me with adoration. I had to bridge that impossible chasm.

I stood. My legs were steady. My hands were calm. The part of me that could feel was buried so deep it might never surface again. That was the price.

As I walked out of the study to perform the final, hardest role of my life—that of a loving husband and father—I understood one thing with perfect, chilling clarity.

I had won.

And I had lost everything that made winning matter.

อ่านหนังสือเล่มนี้ต่อได้ฟรี
สแกนรหัสเพื่อดาวน์โหลดแอป

บทล่าสุด

  • my Billionaire’s baby    80

    Sierra's POVThe first trimester hit me like a truck. A big, smelly, nausea-filled truck.I forgot how awful this part was. With Katie, I was young. Twenty-seven. I bounced back from everything. This time? Forty-two felt very, very old.The smell thing got worse. Coffee was enemy number one. But then it was also eggs. Then chicken cooking. Then Louis's cologne. Then the cleaning stuff the housekeeper used. Then the garbage can in the kitchen. Then flowers. Flowers!"I can't smell anything," I moaned, lying on the bathroom floor at 3 a.m. "Everything smells like everything."Louis sat beside me, looking helpless. Men always look helpless when their wives are puking. It's kind of funny, if you're not the one puking."Do you want water?" he asked."No.""Tea?""NO.""A cracker?""Louis, if you say one more word, I will divorce you."He shut up. Smart man.---The tiredness was worse than the puking.With Katie, I worked through my pregnancy. I was busy. I had energy.Now? I couldn't kee

  • my Billionaire’s baby    79

    Sierra's POVI was forty-two years old when my body decided to play the biggest joke of my life.Katie was fifteen. Fifteen! She was already talking about college and boys and how embarrassing we were. Louis and I were finally at the easy part. The "we survived parenting a teenager" part. The "we can sleep in on weekends" part.Or so I thought.It started with the smell. Coffee. I'd loved coffee my whole life. But one morning, Louis made his usual pot and the smell hit me like a wall.I ran to the bathroom. Threw up. Came back pale and shaky."You okay?" Louis asked, concerned."Fine. Just... coffee smelled weird."He looked at me funny but didn't push.The next morning, same thing. And the next. And the next."You're not fine," Louis said on day four. "I'm calling the doctor.""It's probably a virus.""For four days?""Viruses can be long."He gave me The Look. The one that said he wasn't buying it.---Dr. Patel was young and nice and very professional. She ran tests. She asked ques

  • my Billionaire’s baby    78

    Sierra's POVMeeting the Crofts was one thing. Building a relationship with them was another.After that first coffee, we didn't see them for a few weeks. Life got busy. Katie had school projects. Louis had work. I had foundation meetings. The usual chaos.But they sent cards. Little notes. Margaret had beautiful handwriting, old-fashioned and careful. Edward's was shakier, but you could tell he tried.*Dear Louis, Sierra, and Katie,**I saw the most beautiful flowers today at the garden store. Purple ones, like Katie's sweater. Made me think of her. Hope you're all well.**Love,**Grandma Margaret**P.S. Edward is learning to use email. It's not going well. Send help.*Katie loved the cards. She taped them to her wall. She started writing back, little notes in her messy kid handwriting.*Dear Grandma Margaret,**Thank you for the card. My sweater is still sparkly. Mom washed it and it didn't die. School is boring but art class is fun. I drew a horse. It looked like a dog but that's o

  • my Billionaire’s baby    77

    Sierra's POVThe months after Margaret died were strange. Not sad exactly. More like... quiet. Like a door that had opened and closed again, leaving us different on the other side.Louis read all the letters. Every single one. He took his time, like he was saving them. Some made him laugh. Some made him cry. Some he read to me at night, his voice soft in the dark.*Dear Louis,**Today I saw a little boy at the park who looked just like you. He was maybe three, with dark hair and serious eyes. He was building a sandcastle all by himself, so focused. I sat on a bench and watched him for an hour. I pretended he was you. I pretended I was just a normal mom, watching her son play. It was the best hour I've had in years.**Love always,**Mom*"She watched other kids," Louis said after reading that one. "For years. Just to feel close to me.""She loved you so much.""I know. I just wish..."He didn't finish. He didn't have to. We both wished for more time.Katie handled it better than I exp

  • my Billionaire’s baby    76

    Sierra's POVThe second photo changed everything.We couldn't just wait anymore. We had to do something. Louis spent hours on the phone with lawyers and private investigators. I spent hours staring at the photos, trying to see something we missed.The woman in the pictures. Louis's birth mother. She had my eyes. My dark hair. My smile. It was like looking at a ghost version of myself from thirty years ago."Is it weird?" I asked Louis one night. We were in bed, both too wired to sleep. "That she looks like me?"He was quiet for a minute. Then he said, "Maybe it's not weird. Maybe it's... I don't know. Fate? Something?""Do you believe in fate?""I believe in us." He turned on his side to look at me. "I believe that somehow, through all the mess, we found each other. And we stayed. That's enough for me."I wanted to believe that too. But the photos made everything feel complicated.The next morning, Louis's investigator called with news. They'd traced the postmark on both letters to a

  • my Billionaire’s baby    75

    Sierra's POVSix months after the beach house. Six months of normal, happy, boring life.I say boring like it's a bad thing. It's not. Boring is good. Boring means no ghosts. No trials. No fear. Boring means waking up and knowing the day will be full of small things. Grocery lists. School runs. Dinner with the people you love.I've learned to love boring.Katie was in eighth grade now. Almost done with middle school. She had a little group of friends who came over on weekends and ate all our snacks and giggled about boys until midnight. Louis pretended to be annoyed, but I caught him leaving extra snacks outside her door."She needs to eat," he said when I raised an eyebrow."She needs to sleep.""She can sleep when she's dead.""Louis!""Too dark?""Way too dark."He grinned and kissed my forehead. "I'll work on my dad jokes."The foundation was going well. Really well. We'd helped over two hundred kids in the last year. Kids with absent parents. Kids who needed someone to believe in

บทอื่นๆ
สำรวจและอ่านนวนิยายดีๆ ได้ฟรี
เข้าถึงนวนิยายดีๆ จำนวนมากได้ฟรีบนแอป GoodNovel ดาวน์โหลดหนังสือที่คุณชอบและอ่านได้ทุกที่ทุกเวลา
อ่านหนังสือฟรีบนแอป
สแกนรหัสเพื่ออ่านบนแอป
DMCA.com Protection Status