เข้าสู่ระบบSierra’s POV
The plan was a delicate, ugly thing. We called it “Operation Sandcastle.” The objective: bury Victor Hale’s reference to “the other one” under a landslide of more salacious, yet legally harmless, speculation about his mental state. We weren’t erasing the thread; we were fraying it into nonsense. Louis’s network produced a discreet, middle-aged private investigator named Irina. Her specialty was “psychological landscaping”—creating a believable pattern of instability. Over the next 72 hours, anonymous tips would begin to reach Detective Alvarez’s desk: records from a defunct private clinic suggesting Victor had been treated for delusional attachment disorder; testimonials from former army buddies (well-compensated for their fuzzy memories) about his habit of inventing elaborate grudges; a digital trail of paranoid forum posts (created by one of Louis’s infosec people) under a username linked to an old email of Victor’s. It was all smoke. But smoke, in sufficient quantity, could obscure even a clear shape. I oversaw the domestic front of the operation: maintaining the seamless performance of normalcy. I took Katie to the park, smiling for the long-lens photographers who now followed us with renewed, sympathetic interest. I hosted a small, flawless luncheon for the board members’ wives, speaking with quiet strength about family and resilience. I was the portrait of a woman moving forward, untroubled by the dark past. Inside, I felt like a conductor of a silent orchestra, every gesture timed, every word pitched. The strain of the double-life was a constant hum. But it was a shared hum. Louis and I debriefed every night after Katie was asleep, in his study. The room had become our war room, our boardroom, the only place where the performance dropped. “Irina has made contact with the former clinic administrator. The ‘records’ will be delivered to an intermediary tomorrow,” he reported one evening, pouring two fingers of whiskey but not drinking his. He’d noticed I didn’t like the smell on his breath near Katie. “The luncheon was a success,” I countered. “Marjorie Thorne asked a probing question about your early dealings with Victor. I deflected with the approved line about ‘competitive passion curdling into obsession.’ She looked satisfied. The narrative is seeping in.” He gave a short, approving nod. “Good.” He swirled the amber liquid in his glass. “Alvarez called my lawyer today. Asked for a follow-up meeting. Just ‘routine.’ He’s sniffing.” “Then we release the first wave of smoke tomorrow,” I said, my mind clicking through the timeline. “The clinic records. Let him chase that first.” “Agreed.” This was our partnership. It was efficient. It was cold. And yet, in its stark functionality, there was a perverse intimacy. We were seeing each other at our most ruthless, our most calculating, and offering not judgment, but collaboration. The unexpected test came not from Alvarez, but from a different force of nature: Vivienne Crowe. She arrived unannounced on a rainy Thursday afternoon, a vision of steely elegance in a charcoal suit, her presence slicing through the carefully maintained calm of the penthouse like a scalpel. “Mother,” Louis said, his voice flattening into a tone I hadn’t heard since before the kidnapping. The old walls, momentarily down between us, slid back up with a whisper. “Louis. Sierra.” She offered a smile that didn’t touch her eyes, taking in the scene: me on the floor with Katie and a puzzle, Louis standing near the fireplace, the picture of domestic post-crisis stability. “I was in the city. I thought I should see my granddaughter. And assess the… repairs.” *Repairs.* The word hung in the air, implying we were damaged goods, a structure she had a stake in. Katie, sensing the shift in atmosphere, clung to my leg. “It’s alright, sweetie,” I murmured, standing. “It’s your grandmother.” Vivienne’s gaze swept over me, a clinical appraisal. “You look tired, Sierra. Trauma takes a toll. Perhaps you and Katie should still consider that extended stay at the Swiss house. The air is so clarifying.” There it was. The old offer, wielded not as refuge, but as a removal. “We’re quite settled, Vivienne,” I said, my voice pleasant but firm. “Our routine is important for Katie’s recovery.” “Is it?” She moved to the sofa, sitting as if holding court. “Routines can become cages. Sometimes a clean break is healthier.” Louis intervened, his voice a low vibration of warning. “The decision has been made, Mother. We’re staying. Together.” Her sharp eyes flicked to him, then back to me, and I saw the moment she perceived it—the shift. The absence of the icy distance that had once been our hallmark. We were not a reconciled couple, but we were no longer at odds. We were aligned. And to Vivienne, an alignment she did not orchestrate was a threat. “I see,” she said softly. “You’ve negotiated a peace.” “We’ve established a partnership,” Louis corrected. “How modern.” She sipped the tea the housekeeper provided. “And does this partnership extend to all areas of governance? Or are some matters still… unilateral?” It was a direct shot. She was probing for the crack, for the leverage point. She knew her son. She knew the graves he’d buried. “All matters of consequence are joint,” I said, meeting her gaze squarely. “Transparency is our first principle.” A faint, disbelieving smile touched her lips. “A noble principle. Exhausting to maintain, I’d imagine. Especially when the past has such a long shadow.” She turned her attention to Louis. “I heard from Lawrence Prenderghast. He mentioned the FBI is still asking questions. Nuisance questions about Victor’s state of mind. Something about a ‘previous entanglement.’" The air left the room. She said it so casually, while admiring a porcelain figurine on the side table. Louis’s expression didn’t change, but I saw the minute tightening of his hand on the back of an armchair. “Gossip from a retired judge is hardly reliable, Mother.” “Perhaps. But Lawrence is rarely wrong about the scent of blood in the water.” She finally looked at me, her gaze predatory and pitying all at once. “This is what I worried about, Sierra. This is the rubble that never stops falling. Are you sure your new… *partnership*… is equipped to handle a direct excavation?” She was doing what Victor had done. She was seeing the seam between us and aiming for it. But this time, the seam was fortified. I walked to stand beside Louis, not touching him, but forming a united front. “We’re more than equipped, Vivienne. We anticipate the excavations. And we reinforce the ground.” I allowed a cold smile of my own. “Thank you for your concern. It’s noted.” The silence that followed was a duel. Vivienne saw it then—the merger was complete. I was no longer just the wife to be managed or removed. I was part of the ruling council. A rival power bloc. She stood, her elegance unruffled. “Well. I’m glad to see such solidarity. It will be necessary.” She kissed a bewildered Katie on the head. “Be well, all of you. Do call if the… *reinforcements*… prove insufficient.” After she left, the silence in the penthouse was thick and charged. “She knows something,” I said quietly. “She suspects,” Louis corrected, his voice tight. “She has sources everywhere. Prenderghast is connected. Alvarez might have spoken to him off the record.” “She was testing me. To see if I knew. To see if we were truly aligned.” “And?” I looked at him, at the tension in his shoulders, at the shadow of his mother’s manipulation in his eyes. “I believe we passed.” He let out a long breath, some of the rigidity leaving his frame. “Yes. We did.” He finally looked at me, a strange, weary respect in his gaze. “You stood your ground. With her. That’s not easy.” “It’s Term Two,” I said, though my heart was pounding. “Unified front.” He nodded, but the look held for a beat too long. It wasn’t just about the terms anymore. It was about the fact that I had just faced down the dragon that haunted him, and I hadn’t flinched. I hadn’t run to Europe. I’d held the line. Later that night, the alert came. Irina’s first package had been “discovered” and had found its way to Alvarez. The detective’s follow-up meeting with Louis’s lawyer was abruptly postponed. “The smoke is working,” Louis reported, closing his laptop. “He’s chasing the clinic lead.” “Good,” I said, leaning against the doorway of the war room. “But your mother is a clearer threat than Alvarez. She can’t be managed with forged records.” “I know,” he said, a new gravity in his voice. “She’s declared herself an observer. Which means she’s looking for a weakness.” He stood and walked toward me, stopping closer than he had in weeks. The air between us vibrated with the day’s tensions—the external threat, the internal alliance, the silent acknowledgment that we had just fought a skirmish together and won. “We don’t have one,” I said, my voice barely above a whisper, asserting it as fact. “Not if we stay sharp,” he agreed, his eyes searching mine. For a fleeting second, the tabled negotiation hovered in the space between us, no longer a distant abstraction, but a live current. The partnership had a foundation. It was holding under pressure. Perhaps, one day, it could bear more. He broke the gaze first, stepping back. “We should get some sleep. Tomorrow, we monitor the smoke.” I nodded, retreating to my side of the vast, quiet bed. But as I lay in the dark, the echo of his look remained. The armistice was holding. But somewhere, in the silent trenches, the first green shoot of something else—something beyond the treaty—was daring to push through the frozen ground.Sierra's POVThe first trimester hit me like a truck. A big, smelly, nausea-filled truck.I forgot how awful this part was. With Katie, I was young. Twenty-seven. I bounced back from everything. This time? Forty-two felt very, very old.The smell thing got worse. Coffee was enemy number one. But then it was also eggs. Then chicken cooking. Then Louis's cologne. Then the cleaning stuff the housekeeper used. Then the garbage can in the kitchen. Then flowers. Flowers!"I can't smell anything," I moaned, lying on the bathroom floor at 3 a.m. "Everything smells like everything."Louis sat beside me, looking helpless. Men always look helpless when their wives are puking. It's kind of funny, if you're not the one puking."Do you want water?" he asked."No.""Tea?""NO.""A cracker?""Louis, if you say one more word, I will divorce you."He shut up. Smart man.---The tiredness was worse than the puking.With Katie, I worked through my pregnancy. I was busy. I had energy.Now? I couldn't kee
Sierra's POVI was forty-two years old when my body decided to play the biggest joke of my life.Katie was fifteen. Fifteen! She was already talking about college and boys and how embarrassing we were. Louis and I were finally at the easy part. The "we survived parenting a teenager" part. The "we can sleep in on weekends" part.Or so I thought.It started with the smell. Coffee. I'd loved coffee my whole life. But one morning, Louis made his usual pot and the smell hit me like a wall.I ran to the bathroom. Threw up. Came back pale and shaky."You okay?" Louis asked, concerned."Fine. Just... coffee smelled weird."He looked at me funny but didn't push.The next morning, same thing. And the next. And the next."You're not fine," Louis said on day four. "I'm calling the doctor.""It's probably a virus.""For four days?""Viruses can be long."He gave me The Look. The one that said he wasn't buying it.---Dr. Patel was young and nice and very professional. She ran tests. She asked ques
Sierra's POVMeeting the Crofts was one thing. Building a relationship with them was another.After that first coffee, we didn't see them for a few weeks. Life got busy. Katie had school projects. Louis had work. I had foundation meetings. The usual chaos.But they sent cards. Little notes. Margaret had beautiful handwriting, old-fashioned and careful. Edward's was shakier, but you could tell he tried.*Dear Louis, Sierra, and Katie,**I saw the most beautiful flowers today at the garden store. Purple ones, like Katie's sweater. Made me think of her. Hope you're all well.**Love,**Grandma Margaret**P.S. Edward is learning to use email. It's not going well. Send help.*Katie loved the cards. She taped them to her wall. She started writing back, little notes in her messy kid handwriting.*Dear Grandma Margaret,**Thank you for the card. My sweater is still sparkly. Mom washed it and it didn't die. School is boring but art class is fun. I drew a horse. It looked like a dog but that's o
Sierra's POVThe months after Margaret died were strange. Not sad exactly. More like... quiet. Like a door that had opened and closed again, leaving us different on the other side.Louis read all the letters. Every single one. He took his time, like he was saving them. Some made him laugh. Some made him cry. Some he read to me at night, his voice soft in the dark.*Dear Louis,**Today I saw a little boy at the park who looked just like you. He was maybe three, with dark hair and serious eyes. He was building a sandcastle all by himself, so focused. I sat on a bench and watched him for an hour. I pretended he was you. I pretended I was just a normal mom, watching her son play. It was the best hour I've had in years.**Love always,**Mom*"She watched other kids," Louis said after reading that one. "For years. Just to feel close to me.""She loved you so much.""I know. I just wish..."He didn't finish. He didn't have to. We both wished for more time.Katie handled it better than I exp
Sierra's POVThe second photo changed everything.We couldn't just wait anymore. We had to do something. Louis spent hours on the phone with lawyers and private investigators. I spent hours staring at the photos, trying to see something we missed.The woman in the pictures. Louis's birth mother. She had my eyes. My dark hair. My smile. It was like looking at a ghost version of myself from thirty years ago."Is it weird?" I asked Louis one night. We were in bed, both too wired to sleep. "That she looks like me?"He was quiet for a minute. Then he said, "Maybe it's not weird. Maybe it's... I don't know. Fate? Something?""Do you believe in fate?""I believe in us." He turned on his side to look at me. "I believe that somehow, through all the mess, we found each other. And we stayed. That's enough for me."I wanted to believe that too. But the photos made everything feel complicated.The next morning, Louis's investigator called with news. They'd traced the postmark on both letters to a
Sierra's POVSix months after the beach house. Six months of normal, happy, boring life.I say boring like it's a bad thing. It's not. Boring is good. Boring means no ghosts. No trials. No fear. Boring means waking up and knowing the day will be full of small things. Grocery lists. School runs. Dinner with the people you love.I've learned to love boring.Katie was in eighth grade now. Almost done with middle school. She had a little group of friends who came over on weekends and ate all our snacks and giggled about boys until midnight. Louis pretended to be annoyed, but I caught him leaving extra snacks outside her door."She needs to eat," he said when I raised an eyebrow."She needs to sleep.""She can sleep when she's dead.""Louis!""Too dark?""Way too dark."He grinned and kissed my forehead. "I'll work on my dad jokes."The foundation was going well. Really well. We'd helped over two hundred kids in the last year. Kids with absent parents. Kids who needed someone to believe in







