บททั้งหมดของ The Death of Me: บทที่ 21 - บทที่ 30

Cara's POV"Are you scared ?" I asked Lilly as I crouched down in front of her and buckled her seatbelt.Her wide eyes looked at me and she nodded, her fingers wrapped tightly around the belt. Her small knuckles turning white from her very tight hold.I gave her a smile trying to sooth her, "It's okay, i am sitting beside you, don't worry." I said as i stroked her cheek before i stood up and sat down beside her. I buckled my seatbelt as well, then took her small hand in mine.She looked around the plane in fear, her eyes glistened with tears, her lips pressed in a pout, she sniffled and one tear trickled down her cheek.When we came from London, she was so scared as

 Cara's POVI didn't know how the words escaped my mouth. How did i even let myself to-No, i should've not - noI covered my mouth with my hand as i immediately ran away, ignoring the shocked look on Katherine's face, ignoring as she called my name as i entered the bathroom and slammed the door behind.With my shaking hand i locked it.I pressed my back against the door as the tears kept their flow.The tightness over my chest increased, my lungs contracted painfully, it felt so painful to even breath.My b

Cara's POV"Come with me please." The nurse said with a smile. I nodded in return and followed her.I wrapped my arms around myself as i felt a wave of coldness sweep over me. My steps heavy as i walked further inside as if some force is trying to pull me backwards.It's for the best. I kept saying. Things will be better after.It's the only way.It's for the best. I kept on repeating.I will be okay.I am trying to stay calm. I am trying to catch a glimps

Cara's POV"What ?" I asked, my eyes wide as i tried to let it all in.He just shrugged in return.I almost chocked on my saliva. Oh god.I took in a deep gulp of air, "Please tell me this is one of your jokes." I said.He shook his head with a smile, "Sadly, no."I removed his arms from around me as i sat straight facing him, i shook my head, "You can't be serious, like you can't Alex, what the hell, this is -" i pressed my palm over my forehead, his words made no sense to me, "It's dangerous." It's way more than just dangerous. They will ruin him.

Cara's POVTerror welled up inside me and threatened to burst out of my chest. The hardness his eyes held opened up wounds i tried so long to heal.Fear wrapped around my throat and tightened its hold as his words registered in my ears, they gave a promise that i am more than sure he is going to keep.But i told Alex that i'll fight.And that's what i will do.Not wasting a second, i kicked him hard on his thigh, exactly where he got shot. A groan vibrated from him and his hand dropped down, that gave me a chance to run past him and scurry away, to the bed, to where my bag is, where my gun is.But he w