All Chapters of Love the way I am: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

★★BELLA★★      I looked at his wide shoulder, his ripped army colored sweater. Wait... Is that 'en' on his shoulder? Does he have a tattoo?        'Bella, you must be stupid, a lot of words end with 'en'. I turn to the bed and sleep.        Morning time.      I opened my eyes "ahh...! You startled me" I screamed. He squatted, staring at me.         "Well, is this how long you sleep? You must be really lazy, I bet you're jobless" he said as he walked to the window. The day was so bright,the ray entered directly into my eyes.       "Thank you for your hospitality, I'll be going now" I say. I got up, wrapped my hair into a bun.        "You have to answer my questions. Number one, why were you on the streets last night?"&nb

★★JAYDEN★★         I go through the transfer paper, Wayne will be so shocked. Tomorrow, I'll go to back, I have some works to attend to.      I start to think of Bella, I feel pity for her, just like me, she's alone in this world, but unlike me, she is a simple and nice little sport. I let her stay here because of pity.     Play the record of her family: "Dad, dad sign, stop dragging the pen with Mom!" This was her sister's voice.         "No, no, Lisa, you have used me all these years, I won't sign my wealth to you, what about my... What about my other daughter...???"       "Edward, we have to secure our childrens future first, sign..."    "Sign This Eddy! Don't be stubborn" they were struggling, she hit his head with something. I don't know how he died but I heard his daughter screaming. This naïve girl never ask

★★JAYDEN★★        "Don't drink this, I won't be there if you choke...!" I collected the drink from her.    She was coughing a lot. She rested her head on my lap. "Mr Richard, you talk... I'll listen."       "Don't call me mister, Richard is OK." I sigh before starting.     "All my life, I've always been the rebellious one, the goat of the family. I had this dream, to be seated with my father and other men, to talk if business, not to stand beside him while he talks."    "It's bad to want to start from the top I know, but it's my habit, I don't need help from anyone, I want to be my own boss, with other bosses not to learn and be nurtured under them. I don't need recommendation from my father!"      She was singing " twinkle... Twinkle star... No, twinkle, twinkle little star." With a different voice.    

★★BELLA★★      "Then why didn't you die since?" he asked "sorry sport, your life is worthless." He ruffled my head.   I can't be happy, I became like because of Mom's death.     "Pish..." I hissed. "My life isn't, I'm happy alone, I'm tough and I love this loneliness I feel".        "Oh really?" He nod his head slowly. "How tough are you?"       "I can take anything." I boldly say...      "I have a task for you, since your tough and fearless"      "What is it?" I asked. He leaned closer to me, and say lowly "don't be in a hush, you have to help me receive something".       "Bella, if you do this right, I'll pay your share of the month's rent" he say.        "Tell me what to do?" I say without hesitance.         "At five

★★JAYDEN★★ "What is it?" She asked softly. "It's about me." I answered. She followed me inside. "Bella, I hugged her tight... Sorry for using you... This addiction, I can't over it. I go crazy if I don't have drugs for four days."She stood like a log of wood... Not saying anything."It's impossible to stop it... My mom will be ashamed if she knows about this. Rather Than telling on me, help me" i say... I hug her more and tightly... She feeps so warm to be with. I start to remember my first murder. How I killed our house maid's daughter... She saw me taking drugs... I was so frighten, and she was going to scream. I hold her mouth to stop her from shouting, never knew I was suffocating her. Slowly and slowly... She went out of breath after struggling to free herself from me and she died. ••Flash back •• "Jayden?!" 20 years old Rita yelled... I sat on the floor in the basement, out of myself. "Huh uuu?" I answer weakly... "You take drugs...??!"