Last night, for the first time in my life. I have done something for myself and not anyone else, it has been long since I felt loved like this, since ever since my mother die, I felt that I have lived my life in just a passing moment, when father dies and left an enormous burden, I wield them on my shoulders, everyday, I lived not for myself but for those that is my family. But, even though they said a family should take of each others, I was left alone and cast aside, by my very own siblings that I took care and rise myself. The once rich and large house filled with servant, has reduced to almost nothing. Now these house were the only think I have, and Helga were the only family that I loved and stayed with me. Despite many of the servants and maid before, Helga were the only one that stayed and become the only pillar that I can lean on. A mother for me, but somehow, right now, I have found another pillar, that not only strong but also warm to me, like no one h
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