Lahat ng Kabanata ng Stained Love: Kabanata 71 - Kabanata 80

“Don’t be clingy now!” Mayra mumbled poking Jay with her elbow looking straight in his face with a smile. Her smile wasn’t very convincing for him as he knew she is just acting right now so that he doesn’t worry.Mayra is the kind of person who would always put others before her. He has never seen her doing anything for herself which is why he is always there for her. Since the day they became friends, he made sure she is his priority as she would never be hers...------------Flashback--------"Leaving so soon Mr. Jaykant Singh Rathore? Mayra murmured standing at the entrance of Jay's room while he was packing some documents along with his stuff."For god's sake call me Jay!" He whined like a small kid and sat on the bad sighing."Okay, Okay, Mr. Grumpy pants!" She chuckled and walked inside to sit beside him. She stole a glance at the papers he was holding and smiled.She snatched the documents from his hand and read them. It was related to a legal organization that Mr. Shah had."I

“What!” Mayra exclaimed looking at both of them. She couldn’t understand what just came to their mind that all of a sudden they took this topic to discuss.That time of her life is long gone when she was deeply in love and trusted Ved more than anything in this world. In the end, he didn't choose her...“I told you she wouldn’t spill,” Bharti stated confusing Mayra even more.'Didn't spill what?' She thought.“Now give me the money!” She added opening her palm in front of him.Jay scoffed and placed a two thousand Rupees note on her hand and said, “Are you for real? I would have spilled the entire contents of my mouth!”Mayra sighed and relaxed a bit knowing they are just joking about it but her heartbeat was still very fast. She doesn’t want anyone to fill that void anymore. She knows it will bring her more harm than good. Even in these four years of her life, she hasn’t given herself a chance to fall for anyone because it hurts to find out that you didn't mean as much to someone as

Mayra’s POVThe sweet voices of birds pulled me out from the memory lane and back to my senses. I glanced at my surroundings instead of the wall that I was staring at throughout the night to see the sun has risen. Again for the hundredth time, I lost sleep over the one person who doesn’t even care. Yes, I cannot deny that it hurts me. It hurts me to see how quickly he moved on with his life, to see how my presence means nothing to him. But to me, even his single sight can drag me to my painful past. I admit that I am falling back to darkness and this time the pull feels stronger than before. I am the only one who knows and I would like to keep it that way. Maybe in the parallel world, Mayra is happy with her life. Maybe she got everything she ever wanted and the love of her life but in this one, I will have to hold this burden forever. Sighing at the tiredness of my being, I got up and looked at myself in the mirror. The lack of sleep made my eyes sucked back in around dark circles.

The ride home was rather silent and no one tried breaking the stillness. After the tiring day, Mayra was exhausted and just wanted to take a good night's sleep without any hurdle.She opened her cell phone and began using social media to distract herself. She was trying her best to not think about today’s incident but was failing miserably.She scrolled on her feed and found a quote saying –You deserve someone who would love you every single day. Not when it’s convenient for them.She sighed and liked the picture with a smile. Her thoughts went on her past when she was with Ved. It was like he was her soul mate and she could do anything for him. He also did the same for her but when it mattered the most, he decided otherwise.She recalled the time when she ran away from him. When she found out that she was pregnant with Ved’s baby and when Ved used to visit her café every day just to see her. Was it all for nothing?'You can't make someone stay if they don't want to...' She thought.

Mayra’s POVA few hours later…(Listen to 'Hurts Like hell' by Fleurie while reading this...)I sat on the bench facing the calm water which had the reflection of the crescent moon above me. Although the place was calm and peaceful, my mind was the complete opposite of it.I never wanted this life to turn out the way it did. I don’t know why Bappa planned so much pain for me but it's getting unbearable. I want to sit without thinking about my past or future. I want to live in the present and enjoy it to the fullest but why something keeps on reminding me about Ved?Ved…The first day I saw him, I thought he would be like all those filthy customers we had wanted to hurt me and fulfil their filthy desires but no. After knowing my condition, he took care of me not for once forced himself on me.He was a blessing for me, my prince charming who saved me from that filthy prostitute house and gave me shelter.~“This is your room from now on, get fresh the washroom’s there,” “I will live h..