Desmonds POV;My heart pops when I hear madre speak these words. Deborah has leukemia!? But she never sounded, acted or even looked sick. How can this be!?.  I know for a fact that Madre can cure Deborah but the freak show has a mental flip in her brain that goes flip flop at will. I can't be too sure she'd save Deborah. She might have other crazy plans.  "You'll fix her right? " I ask to assertain Deborahs fate.  "Sure. I can't let this rare gem go to waste like that" Madre replies. I have no idea what this bitch sees in Deborah but I don't care as long as it's not a danger to Little Miss Classy. She said the same thing about me the first few days I came in. She still does though but I don't give a fuck.  I watch madre stand beside the bed and run her palms over Deborah. Some sort of light beam comes out of her hand and unto the girl on the bed.

"I was wondering what could cause my Desmond to laugh in such a lively manner. " she says walking towards Desmond. "It's been a while since I heard you laugh here my prince. " she states putting her hands on Desmonds shoulder. "You've never heard me laugh here!  There's nothing to laugh about in here!. Even the joke my life has become isn't funny! " Desmond replies with much hate shaking her hands off his shoulder. Madre just smirks and turns to me. Why doesn't she ever do anything to Desmond when he is so rude to her? "Sonia, how are you my love?" She asks as she sits by my legs on the bed. "I believe I'd be much better if I was home with my family. " I state sternly. "You see dear, if you want to live till the next full moon, don't ever mention your past family here. " she warns with a subtle face as she tucks my hair behind my e

I walk spirit like to the woman who's ruined my life. Now calling me like her child. Like one whom she truly loves. I know for a fact, I can never love this monster for separating me from my family and the only woman I know and love as a mother.I find her at a table. On the table before she is plates that are covered. She tells me to sit. And I obey with a lump in my throat. Heaven knows I am so not comfortable being alone with this white monster. How can she not have emotions to understand my nostalgia would only grow."So how are you feeling now?" She questions."I.. I... Thank you. " I reply thanking her for curing my leukemia. I can't say I'm fine cause I'm honestly not. I f*cking miss home and as long as that is a fact, I can't be fine!."You can drink," she says."N. No thank you. " I refuse in fear and distrust."Drink! " she orders and I rapidly pick the cup and draw it up to my lips."What's your take on love? " she qu

I watch him walk away and I don't bother to stop him. I soon walk out of the corner and join the line. I make it into the female hall. I find Gabby on her bed with her eyes closed. I know for a fact there is no way she would have fallen asleep so soon. She doesn't want to talk to me.I lay on my bed broken and hurt. I keep staring at the ceiling and soon enough the whispers of other girls die down. Now, most of the room is asleep. There is no way I can bring myself to sleep. For one, it feels as though I'm breathing out peace and breathing in guilt. And second, if I dare sleep, another nightmare would do the honors of waking me up.I keep rolling about in my bed till I can't take it anymore. I put my feet into my shoes and rise to my feet. I walk out of the hall into the passageway. The place is lonely and isolated. I sure shouldn't be out l here by this time but I need to clear my mind.I keep walking in this passageway lit by the candles orange lights... I hav

I make it to my bed with a lot of struggle. I lay in it on my back staring at the ceiling.You know, I may not know where I am or when I'd leave. But I think it's best I make memories. I don't want this wicked world I've been born into the stain my soul with bitterness.I've made friends, and I know I am not just some random kid. My love for family and my zeal would bring me out of here. I just know it. Fate won't abandon me. Not when I have scores to settle and a family to get back to.I close my eyes as I let the comforting arms of sleep wrap around me... I open my eyes and I find myself in a red dress but still on my bed. My vision clears and I find Desmond standing before me."What are you doing here!? " I question in alarm."You called me here," he replies."I did!? " I question."Yes. You also asked madre to change your dress and empty the female hall. "He replies with a 'don't you know' expression on his face.