🎶Ain't got no tears left to cry     so I'm picking it up,       I'm picking it up.      I'm living 🎶NO TEARS LEFT TO CRY- ARIANA GRANDE.(WARNING! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS ABUSE. READ AT OWNERS RISK. I WOULD INDICATE WHEN THE SCENE IS OVER)   I froze at the oh-so familiar voice and the pressure applied on the grip to my hand. The same hand drew me up so close, I could perceive the musk I've learned to fear."I never knew you could wear something that's not..... appalling" laying a little too much emphasis on the word appalling with his hand slightly grazing the bare skin on my back and I flinched away from his touch. "Hunter please let me go. I promise to go home" I didn't think I'll have to beg tonight.   Only if I had stayed with

🎶 The more I read it, yeah        the more I take offense 🎶EVERYBODY HATES ME - THE CHAINSMOKERS      It's been a week.  A week since I spoke to Meredith. A week since I heard from Clement. A week since my parents bothered me.So yeah, it's been a really long week.    I was leaving my locker to attend my last class for the day, A shadow casts in my line of sight, but from the bangs and waves, no need to confirm the person."hey" Meredith's whisper came out a lot shallow than her personality could reach.  I took that chance to look at her. After a week, Meredith looks dull. The light in her eyes faded, but still held an ounce of hope.  Hope that my thoughts might have changed after a week.

🎶 suicide if you ever try to let go       I'm sad I know, yeah       I'm sad I know,yeah🎶SAD - XXXTENTACION    beep. beep. beep.  Continuously repeating itself meanwhile my body felt stiff.    I inhaled a really deep breath and caught a whiff of disinfectant mixed with bleach.   something's not right.  Opening my eyes by an inch, all I saw was white.could this be heaven?  But pastor's always said in paradise all things are beautiful. So heaven should at least smell like a lovely fragrance?     I opened my eyes wider and saw a loop of wires.definitely not heaven.So

🎶I've found no cure     for the loneliness,    I've found no cure    for the sickness.Nothing here feels like home,  Crowded streets but I'm all alone🎶HOME- X AMBASSADORS, MACHINE GUN KELLY & BEBE REXHA.    " Iris? honey you awake?" Clement's mom, Mrs Phoebe calls out as she opens my bedroom door by a squeak for fear of waking me if I wasn't already up.   But I have been up for the past two hours. The discomfort is killing me."yeah I am, good morning Mrs Phoebe" came my airy response as I tried to get up from my lying position.keyword Tried.She made three quick strides into the room and used two hands to drag my heavy butt off the bed.

🎶 Mama you're okay now.      You're safe now, okay.      You're in a better place now.      I'll see you another day now. 🎶UOK- NASTY C  Bonjour everyone!!Everyone, bonjour!!  Why I'm so happy?, well today is the twelfth day into the month of September and guess what?   It's also my birthday.Give me an A!  Hahaha. So much for beginning to take responsibility.  Did I make mention that today was also the day I was allowed to take my babies home.Yay us!  They've finally completed nine whole months!They're so grown up.*Sniffles tears*" The earlier you