I knew one step towards him would change my life forever. Maybe my own people would judge me, my father would be tormented and James, well he would be the only happy person as it would end my marriage from Eric Millar.  My mate was a human, a mere vulnerable human and whatever I call it blessing or curse he was the one for me.  My eyes searched for him but he was no longer there with my wolf olfactory power I found him. He was just a street away I followed him for a little while which I was a little guilty of. When I found ourselves in a little more deserted and quieter place I jumped right in front of him, scaring him out of his wits and I had no intention of doing so but thats how it happened, no regrets though.  "What are you?" He gasped in surprise as his eyes widen in shook.  I smiled at him, my most innocent smile and said plainly. "Whatever you want me to be." 

    Being alpha was never easy even when my father was on the throne, assassination, murders, assault was an another phase of alpha's life. Just like me my father was always the target of other tribes but one night they got way beyond the line to wound my father.    It was an ominous night and no moon at sight therefore no light. My mother's fingers stroked my forehead so I would sleep early. Father was not home, he was always busy with his meetings but he always informed us about it. Mother always waited for my father to come even though they were inseparable but both my parents understood their responsibilities. Mother lay beside me, she smiled at me and I returned the smile.    I was just about to fall sleep and suddenly we heard our living room window shatter. Terror struck my and my mother's eyes, she was as horrified as I was but she hid it beautifully even though her eyes betrayed her. She hugged me t

I departed from Leo's home in a rush because I knew if I stayed a little bit longer I wouldn't be able to repress myself from telling him the truth about the difference of our worlds. I was ashamed at myself because I lied to him but more than that I was in agony that I couldn't love him anymore but the question still remain, how oneself stop loving someone, was it even that simple or easy? Because right now it felt like my heart was shattering in thousands of pieces as I was taking each step away from him.  All of this was not about me, it was about us. I could never ask him to make such an immense sacrifice for me, to leave human world for me, away from his family, friends and everything he was connected and born with, neither could I sacrifice everything and live with him her. It was impossible. I was the alpha, I fought so hard for this; putting people's judgement, narrow mind and thoughts aside I stood where I deserved to stand and I wouldn't let that