How the hell did all of this happen. One moment I had it all and the next, I am reading a tweet about me being broke. My dad made a mistake, the way he puts it, and lost it all. Like all,  money, house, cars... The bank will take the house in the next week or so, the cars too, there is nothing left. I even have to leave school since he needs to withdraw the payment. What the hell are we going to do? I have to leave my friends my life, fuck.  I was sitting on my staircase calling Tom when the whole situation became even better.

The best summer of my life was over - note the sarcasm, and the school is starting. I really do not want to do this. I have nothing in life.  No one cared to even text me to see how I am doing, I can not speak with my dad, he does not care, mom, I have no idea where she is. It is like no one cares why should I. I am laying in my bed contemplating whether I should get up or just disappear. Getting up won, if I am going to be a loser at least I will be an educated one.

She wisped "hello" my dad turned to me, I can say he was furious I am guessing because - why is there a girl on my door, but as soon as he saw my face he knew I had no idea. But out of nowhere, Sophie came out "hi" and an older lady, maybe a couple of years older than my dad with a dashing smile and a 2-year-old baby on her hip.

I could not sleep, Tom never replied to my message, but I really think he sent it just to piss me off. I know he was never with Nat before, but I know he wanted to, hell the whole school wanted to. How stupid she must be to fall for a guy like him really, I was no saint, but really. I had no words, his life now is what I had. I was so mad, I knew I had to get out, take

It was Saturday morning and I was laying in my bed thinking what can I do, well it was more what should I do. It is not like I can ask someone for advice. That is when I realized, I have no one to talk to, no one to help me but strangely enough, it is not making me feel bad. It is just lonely I guess. Maybe I could ask my dad, wait I can ask Keith, he seems nice,  he is on the team, he should be the right person to call.