As I picked zinnia when lunch came, I blasted hit songs on the way to be called a cool mom, and entered her room, saying greetings to the guard on the way as he is someone I hired for the protection of my daughter. I saw my daughter sitting alone as her peers talked with their friends. I decided to wait first and observe. I had been noticing this but since her first day at school, she is still alone. I thought she was just shy at first but still not. She saw me and her eyes lit up, grabbed her backpack, and left the room. I pulled her into a hug. “How was your day my darling sweet angel?” “It has been great mom, now I want to go to lunch!” She exclaimed excitedly. “Do you want your friends to go with us?” I asked. “c’mon don’t be shy, Zinnia.” “I don’t have a friend

“You really grow up so fast.” I heard him sighing. “Anyways, enjoy the night later. I’ll just distract your mom by inviting her to a date. Take care, Love you.” At that, he hung up. I decided to have a mini at-home spa day for the rest of the afternoon after I took my lunch. I took a nice long batch with my favorite bubble bath with a rose scent, putting on my favorite facemask, eye mask, lip scrub, and all the other skincare in my routine. I always took great care of my appearance.I had my dinner first before putting on my makeup by myself and putting on my dress. It’s normally quiet in the house since everyone is busy, my father at the agency working overtime, my brother at his friend's house, and my mom shopping having her ‘me’ day at wherever I’m not sure of. 

Silence fell and I broke it, “I had accepted my fate long ago ever since I was born into this world. I will be a fine dad...I will be…” I repeated. It was not an assurance for my dad this time. It was for myself…Uncle Rush then explained the situation clearly, not missing any points. “Do you have some questions?”“No. I know Zen.”“Yes, that is why there’s no other person suited to go undercover as your brother more than you. I trust you, Zinnia. You are always an excellent daughter. I love you.”“I love you too dad.”With that, dad dismissed me and told Uncle Rush to handle my needs. “You

“You did a good job on your first day.” Uncle Rouge commented, patting me on the shoulders.“Is it okay if someone sees you? I said, looking around to check and saw there was no other person. “I locked this room. Don’t worry, this is abandoned. No one goes here.” He reassured me. “Where’s Uncle Rush?” I asked. “He had to take care of something.” I nodded. “Anyways, I only wanted to tell you about this...you have to be careful of that boy James. You’re Uncle Rush is fetching his personal information. Don’t be rash.”I

I felt the cold water splashing on me and I wanted to accept death...when I heard screaming. “Zinnia!” Zinnia wake up!” I opened my eyes and drew a deep breath. I just woke up with a start. Beside me was Uncle Rouge, watching me. “Wake up! You are dreaming.”“You were yelling Zen’s name for the past five minutes that I have to wake you up.” He said. “Oh, sorry about that.” was all I could say as I stood up to get ready for the day. I can not help but think about my dream. It all felt too real that I did not realize it was really a dream.  I took a shower, wore my undercover clothing, and ate breakfast. This new routine is kind of weird, b